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You disturb me on a level so deep
You strip away with ease
The false veneer of sophistry
You make me feel primordial

The blood flows through my veins
In a sluggish drumbeat of desire
The heat of my core rivals that of the sun

That deepest secret part of me
Opens up for you with glee
Like a flower thirsting form the life-giving sun

You disturb me so - my legs tremble and shake
My body glows with jewel beads of moisture
Squeezed from my aching soul

Who is she - this lion maned witch
This woman with heavy lidded eyes
And honeyed dew upon her thighs
Whose body trembles as a reed in a high wind?
And from whose throat a keening, mournful sound emits

She sits atop the mount of joy
And shrieks her defiance at the Olympian Gods
When her universe explodes
In rapture too intense to bear

The sound that echoes from her core is no longer very human,
But by far more that of a predatory Raptor
Screaming in ecstasy so fierce - it becomes pain

You disturb me so - that finally I can see
That the wild haired witch is the real me,
Up to now so carefully hidden deeply away

You disturb me so that I no longer care
Let the world bear witness - this is Me

You disturb me so - that I am finally free

Naomi von Niewoldt
January 2001