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As I close my eyes I allow the smells and sounds to permeate my senses The warm, musk smell of sweat pouring off the straining bodies That surrounds me everywhere - The grunts of physical pain as men defy he laws of gravity to lift and strain and win Their muscles bunching and their sharply indrawn breath whistling through tightly clenched teeth As they force their will upon the cold, uncaring steel. It comes to mind that this crazed activity could so easily be described As a surrealistic nightmare scene reminiscent of Dante's Inferno in the deepest hell Were it not for the pride upon the faces of each human thus occupied I find the sights and sound strangely stirring and very erotic And my thoughts turn to you - for this is the world where you belong And this is always where I picture you in my mind I slide my naked body onto the bench as I think of you I spread my thighs and hook my knees and it is for you that I spread myself so wantonly I have wanted you to look upon this display for the longest time For you make me ache so desperately and I want you with a hunger oh, so fierce As I close my hands around the cold steel bar I hear the door open quietly I don't have to look to know its you - I feel your eyes pass over me with a feather light caress And my body shudders in instant response I close my eyes as if in prayer as you slide your strong hands gently up my thighs My nipples grow hard and my breasts ache for the touch of your knowing hands and mouth And I spread my thighs wider as I feel my body grow moist in throbbing readiness. My knuckles show white where I grip the bar as I lift the weight above my chest Reality becomes a blur as I lift and drop For your fingers weave their magic spell in my heated, moist core as you math the rhythm every time I strain I feel the sweat run down my body in tiny rivulets as your fingers leave brand of fire across my heated flesh I burn with a fierce and primitive hunger when your hand closes on my breast. The abrasion of your palm across my pebbled peak is so intense that I can feel the scream building in my throat Like a mantra being chanted a single refrain runs through my mind - "Please don't stop, oh please make this exquisite torture last". As from far away I hear my own panting breath and the rumble of your laughter As you're agile hands and warm mouth dance a crescendo upon my willing flesh. Your hot, moist mouth close on my begging nipple and my hips convulse in a spasm of total pleasure when your thumb finds the hard button enfolded in my swollen, wet core My body shudders and my legs can no longer hold their grip you speed up your strokes I hold onto the bar with a strangling death-grip as a keening sound escapes my throat. Suddenly your touch is gone and I am totally bereft as you tell me to hold tight onto the bar. But then my body jerks as jagged shards of ecstasy radiate throughout me As you put your hot mouth over the aching heart of me. My hips lift involuntarily to bring you closer still And I hang on to the bar as my last link to this reality fades when you delve your tongue between the throbbing, wet folds to suck and torment the aching, swollen grape within My heartbeat throbs through my body with a sluggish drumbeat And the aching, empty need reaches feverpitch as my breath sobs from my throat I drop the weight into its cradle with an echoing crash as you move your body over mine And with one sure thrust you slide your hardness into my eagerly awaiting flesh. I lock my legs around you as my body stretch to accommodate the fullness of you, While you rest your head between the pale hills of my breasts. My hands flow over your body in fluttering caresses as I try to touch you everywhere at once I need to know all of you before I awake from what must surely be a dream. Then you move your hips and my very being splinters as the white-hot heat of where our bodies are fused speads like a tidal wave through me. I wanted this to last forever - There is so much I still want to do... I have not nibbled and tasted nearly enough of you... I want to lick your whole body with kitten licks and hold you in my mouth And suck until I feel your shaft throb and twitch as I drink of you in your moment of fulfilment But the pleasure is intensified tenfold with each thrust of your body, For I am helpless to stop my hips from lifting to meet yours in urgent need And I dig my nails into your shoulders as we rush towards the inevitable conclusion of this ancient ritual of love. I throw back my head in rapture and a primeval scream tears from my mouth As my core convulses around your hard shaft and I dissolve in utter bliss My last coherent thought is satisfaction as I feel you shudder As you join me in this blissful state when you empty yourself deep inside my waiting body And your essence blends with mine in this ultimate act of sharing. For an endless moment in time the only awareness that penetrates my euphoric oblivion Is the harshness of our breathing and the weight of your head Where it lays cradled on my heaving breasts Slowly my world stops spinning as reality seeps back and I become aware that I still lay sprawled across the bench with you cradled between my thighs I put my hand up and run it through your sweat dampened hair And finally look into your eyes... Those fierce eyes that always seemed to know the secrets of the universe - The secrets that you have just shared with me. For from this moment on in time my eyes will hold that secrets too... The knowledge of the meaning of true ecstasy And all I can do is smile...the La Giaconda smile... Naomi von Niewoldt March 2001 |
