Chocolate Fantasies

My Soul so dark and dim
Gauze covered visions
Seeking out the focus of
Your face, in a lonely bed...

The voices in my head
Whispering their screams
That I'm better off alone
Wishing for scissors to
Slash
The fabric...

I live my life by their
Standards...
Morals...
Wishes...
Demands...
What about mine?

I dream of complete vision
Focused, Clear, Crisp, vision...
I wish to see your face..
Turn on the light,
Remove the veil,
Reveal your soul to me
Show yourself to my heart

My chocolate fantasies;
In a sea of acceptance.
My raspberry wishes;
In a field of dreams.
I am your love;
In a lifetime of hate...

I will be your eyes,
If you see me for who I am.
I will be your ears,
If you listen to what I truly mean.
I will be your hands,
If you touch my soul with compassion.
I will be your sense of smell,
If you bury your face in my mind.
I will stand by your forever,
If you show me that you need me.

I can be your everything....
Not because you need me, but
Because I need you....
Look at me like, maybe
I'm your angel underneath...
Reach for my star,
With your achingly tired grasp.
Take a risk, and prove that you love me.