Jude
"It's not for attention", I shout at you
"Well what then?" comes the reply.
I don't need to hear this,
Can't take anymore.
You don't understand,
Yet you don't want to try.
Too scared that my problems are serious
And maybe you're not blame-free,
Well blaming it on my other friends
Is certainly not helping me.
You mean more to me then you'll ever know
Yet I hate you more and more each day
I need you to be here for me
Even if you don't know what to say.
Can't accept that maybe I'm a little messed up?
Well I think it's about time you tried
I need my friends to help me through this,
"Just help me", I'm crying inside.

No one understands that,
Except my razor, my trusty friend
As the blood trickles out I can breathe again
And my life I can begin to mend.
I'm not sure what I'm doing
Or how far it is going to go
But this is my way of coping.
It stops me from feeling low.

By: Faithuk@yahoo.com