So, as none of u know, i have a fear of commitment, one that is unexplainable as well as mysterious; some may call me quitter, laura included, but the truth is that at the end of the day, i am left feeling hollow and inhuman...(hehehehe.... so dark, so untrue...) One example of this phobia of commitment is my unrelenting attraction to gay guys. Hey, its not my fault that they're so damn sexy but twisted as knots, is it? I rest my case. Anyways, i figure that the reason like them sooooo much is that since they're gay, i'll never have to worry about being commited to them. Secondly, i've taken many a music class and failed to continue playing the instrument...(ie piano, guitar, flute, soon to ba added DJ-ing...) And, at the end of every school year, i seem to convieniently break up w/ one school buddy......(don't worry laura.) Yeah, im sure there's other stuff, like not ever finishing projects that i start, but i think that's hereditary (thanx dad.) Um, also, i just thought of this, one of reasons for not playing organized sports is because there's too much commitment.....
Yeah, there's probably some other examples, but i've been here too long, and its time for me to move on...... |
