素直な気持ち

春に舞う花びらを
両手にうけて
なぜだろう　さみしいきもち
光に　透かしてみる

素直が　素敵なこと
知っているのに
言えない　言葉たちが
胸の奥　閉じこもってる

ならんで歩く道
やさしく叱られた日
偶然　会えた日暮れ
いれてくれた　傘の中

いつも言えなかったことが
一番　言いたかったこと
好きな人と　素直に
ふざけあったりしてみたい

“さよなら”のその後で
いつも　くやむの
背中に　つぶやいても
もう　届かないのにね

手をとって連れ出して
ドアを　あけたい…
木漏れ日　春のように
胸のうち　ほどけたらいい

やさしくしたい　もっと
あなたを　喜ばせたい
素直に　なりたいの
微笑み　かわしたいのに

ばかね　思うこと半分も
うまく　言葉にできない
ごめんね　ありがとう
心いっぱい　想ってる

sunao na kimochi

haru ni mau hanabira o
ryoute ni ukete
naze darou  samishii kimochi
hikari ni sukashite miru

sunao ga  suteki na koto
shitteiru no ni
ienai  kotobatachi ga
mune no oku  tojikomotteru

narande aruku michi
yasashiku shikarareta hi
guuzen  aeta higure
irete kureta  kasa no naka

itsumo ienakatta koto ga
ichiban  iitakatta koto
suki na hito to  sunao ni
fuzakeattari shite mitai

"sayonara" no sono ato de
itsumo kuyamu no
senaka ni  tsubuyaite mo
mou  todokanai no ni ne

te o totte tsuredashite
DOA o  aketai...
komorebi  haru no you ni
mune no uchi  hodoketara ii

yasashiku shitai  motto
anata o  yorokobasetai
sunao ni  naritai no
hohoemi  kawashitai no ni

baka ne  omou koto hanbun mo
umaku  kotoba ni dekinai
gomen ne  arigatou
kokoroippai  omotteru

sincere feelings

in both hands i catch
the flowers that dance about in spring
why oh why does this lonely feeling
try to show in the light?

it's wonderful to be sincere
i know
yet locked away inside my heart
are unspoken words

i walked along the road
the day i was kindly scolded
the evening we ran into each other
you allowed me under your umbrella

the things i can't say
are always the things i really want to say
i'd like to try to sincerely joke
with the one i love

"goodbye" is always
followed by regret
even if i whispered to your back
you wouldn't have heard it

take me by hand
i want to open the door...
i wish i could open my heart
like spring and sunlight streaming through the tree leaves

i want to be much kinder to you
i want to make you happy
i want to become sincere
i want to exchange smiles with you

but how silly of me, i can't even
put half of my thoughts into words
i apolgize and thank you
with all my heart