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| 8.2.2001 (Thur) Rainy Future Who knows what will happen in the future? I always ask myself. Yes.. who knows.. It's always hard to choose... to make a choice. In highschool, F.3, we have to choose what subject we like.. Business, Art, or Science? (What the heck?? how do I know which one is the most suitable for me??) Whatever.. I chose Science anyway. F.5 .... failed the HKCEE.. have to decide whether to work or repeat F.5... I chose repeat F.5 .... A year later, I failed again.... have to deicde whether to work? or study something else. I chose studying Hotel Business at Caritas Bianchi. I know I was finding excuse for me to not working at the age of 18. Then, finally, I had no excuse, I worked in a hotel. Here in Canada.. I've also made some decisions which will change my life. Chose to study at BCIT.. have chosen to be a Quality Controllor instead of a chef. And for sure... I will have to choose a lot of other things in the future. What will I be eventually, Will I eventually open a restaurant, Will I get marry? Will I have children? How many? one or a dozen? Going back to HK? go to the US ? or staying in Canada? I sometimes think I am like a child. Doing everything in moment moment... never plan..And even I planned everything, I always made bad decisions. What I wanted to say is that we always worry about our future coz we really don't know what will happen. Everything we've chosen could make our life either better or up-side down. E.g. One of my best buddies, Carol. She chose not to study after graduating F.5 at SMCC.. aka Super Moan Cha Cha...lol...J/k.. I sincerely admire her. She now has a great job and a definitely happy life.... And one of the bad examples, Tall Man, my previous coworker, chose to be a chef. It's the biggest mistake he has ever made. Anyway, don't wanna mention him in my web space. Mom always wants me to get a degree. Mmmm..ARRGGGG.. Is that important? We talked about my future a few days ago. I will be studying Food technology this fall. Food Tech is something similar to food science. So by the time I am graduating, I will have many choices. Nutritionist, Q.C., ...etc.. Being one's daughter, I know what's mom thinking. She wants me to be a nutritionist... ARGGGGG >.< whoooooo.... what will I do?.. I just don't know what to do with myself... don't know just what to do with myself. Anyway, I hope whatever I choose, it will eventually turn out great, and I hope everyone of you will have a happy life. Ah man. Posted by Helen Kwong @23:18 BACK |