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| 8.11.2001 (Sat) Sunny and Hot Learn to say "NO" I was being asked by a netfriend to go out last night. I thought I was an adult. I thought I could handle the situation. I thought I was able to say "NO". But well... I, unfortunately, am still a stupid girl who doesn't know how to say "NO" without feeling embarrassing. But wait a minute.. why was I so embarrassed?? it's not my fault..... I wonder if guys on the net are just looking for girls to have sex... or cyber sex only. Also, girls are just looking for ambiguous conversation..... Mmmm I doubt .. Well to be honest... I am one of the girls.... Mmmm I never "NEVER" cyber... or ask for sex... but I always "ALWAYS" have that kind of conversation with netfriends. Feeling kind of silly and guilty when having that kind of conversation with a man. I like it though. I'm glad to know I am cared or parhaps loved. A few years back, my friend and I were once talking about love at first sight and internet love. Well...my opinion is "it depends". I believe in love at first sight only when I see handsome guys. Of course.. to be very honest, how can you love an ugly guy at the first sight. But internet love... Mmmmm no comment.. I really have no idea. I believe in Love.. I once have this thought.. "Perhaps, I can find a boyfriend from the net." But good guys are all dead. I mean.. good guys are not in Vancouver.... they are in LA, Victoria, Singapore, Mississippi, Hawaii, Aust, S.F. Ortario, Toronto.. everywhere but Vancouver. Anyway, I believe in Love. I believe that I will be his one day. Ok...I jump away from my topic again.. This guy named Mark asked me out last night. He said he will drive me to Stanley Park. For those of you who live in Vancouver will know how dark and silent it is in S.P. at night. I denied. (of course, it was 12 something at night) Then he said he want to go clubbing with me tonight. He said he will pick me up at 8 and asked for my phone # and addy. I denied again and didn't give him my #. Then he's getting mad.. And here is the last message he sent me .. "Well, I didn't really expect you to act like a baby. Good night." And he said this 4 or 5 times during the end of our conversation.... Did I act like a baby? or just I didn't make myself clear?? I just don't wanna be the third person. Did I do anythingwrong? I doubt....I have no idea.... wooooo.. what should I doooo woooo..?? till la ma goa height... <----- don't say that outloud in public... please don't .. it's Chinese foul.. and it's very very very rude. posted by Helen Kwong @18:20 EXIT>>>>> |