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| 6.20.2001 (Wed) Sunny and hot to the power n. (@22:34) I just took a cold shower..yo it feels so good. The horrible things is I can feel the water has changed from cold to warm when it went through my body from my head to my legs. I'm very tired from work, and I feel tired to do housework. I mean.. I actually don't mind to do housework. But I hate it when people don't appreciate what I did for them. I'm feeling like one of those bad ass chicks with a menthol cigarette and saying "50 bucks." on the street for the unmoral "business" with men. I have a sore throat and back pain. I'm feeling like a 50 some old guy who has throat cancer with a 100Kg rock on the back. I think that is the main reason for my anger tonight. Yes, I am angry. People are trying to drive me crazy. When I am sick, I still have to work like a dog. I still have to do housework until 9 o'clock. Reading bible cannot calm me down tonight. I'm seriously, uncontrolable angry. I'm biting my finger to blood..blood to death...I hope not. I need "something" tonight. The secret thing in the balcony? No, I don't want to have a cigarette tonight. I have one left in my jew. box. I left it for one night when I am really really sad, I will have it. Sounds like I will eventually have a bad time. Yes, I believe I will have. 6.21.2001 (Thur) Probably sunny and hot to the hell (@0:41) Talked to Cheery was a very nice thing even though I have to sleep late. She showed me her boyfriend, Eric. What a coincidence!!! She also gave me these advices: 咁張佢放係記憶中呀......... 唔一定要忘記的 但如果下一個出現的時候就要鎖住佢la 明冇 ? It means: Then put him into your memory. You don't really need to forget about him. But by the time you meet another one, you will have to lock that part of memory up. Understand? (@18:46) cough cough cough .... just like I''ve got TB today. Here is the funny thing I wrote during work. I am sick today, but I don't know. I thought I was allergic to something coz I have a running nose. But my mom told me that I actually have cold. If my mom is not here, I would die a million years ago. I've had this candy to work with me, Skittles. Oh I luv it...Skittles. And I'm impressed. I honestly am impressed by the email and an offline message. I'm alright. 6.22.2001 (Fri) Shady...oh finally ... it's cool now. (@8:20) @3:33 last night... da da dun ....333 ..Cynthia sent me a message and ... gave me a good dressing-down. She said "you shouldn't have eaten candy when you are sick." She also said "You piss me off!!!" She said "You deserve a better treat of your body!!" as well. 6.23.2001 (Sat) Shady and cool (@0:44) I went to have cheese cake with a friend of mine, and I though of Kevin. You know why? Read it. Please scroll down to the bottom and read the May16,2001 one. I have to work tomorrow, or I will stay longer. I love the live music there. I actually didn't have cheese cake tonight, I just had an earl grey tea, oh very nice!!! You know, I have to mention that I didn't eat cheese cake tonight..or Thia will surely give me a (even better) dressing-down again..lol...j/k.. I am trying to reorganize my private property. I will list the topics of all my entries ... and hmm... what am I going to do next??? lol....we will see.... I'm so sleepy now.. anyway... nite nite. (@8:21) (\(\ (>'.') CUTE ~~~ (;;(")(") Dragon boat festival has begun. It is held here.. the river like "sea". I can hear the drum beat, and people sream. 6.24.2001 (Sun) Rain and cool yeah~~~ lol (@8:17) I can't believe it...I slept for 14 hours.. :P I was so tired from work yesterday, and I slept once when I back home till now. And now I'm going to work again.sigh..7 days a week. This is my schedule for today. I will work till noon, then I will have lunch with my mom Charlie and my cousins. Then we will go to UBC to fish... sounds good, huh? And here is my plans for tomorrow. I will ask for three hours off tomorrow morning and I will go to BCIT and will pay my tuition which was friendly reminded 2 weeks ago. I have to mail some letters and a parcel. Then I will go to May Kee to have a big breakfast before work..or at least...lemme have a coffee before work.. |