7.19.2001 (Thur) Sunny
  (@22:34)
  I drove my mom to the dentist this morning. I brought "Chicken soup for soul" there to read while my mom was inside to have her teeth check up. What I wanted to say is that I shouldn't have brought this book with me today coz I always cry when I read chicken soup for soul. I finished 14 stories in about 1 and a half hours. (I am a slow reader) The first few stories were so impressive. While I was reading them, I started to tear.  Here is what I have in mind :
  Oh this story is sooooo touching... (start to tear)  No No I'm in public.....hold back the tear............ then another impressive story.... (started to tear again) ..NO NO ....hold back hold back...... lol..... I suck..

  Anyway, my mom has to go to the dentist again next Wed. She has to have her 3 teeth fix which will cost her $500+   >.<  And after meeting another doctor, I know she's hiding something from us......my whole family.

  Oh, I'm in Martin's house again. I'm goin' to go camping with him and Alfred (in the basement) tonight. This is the first time I use sleeping bag. I went camping several times when I was in HK, but I didn't use a sleeping bag. We were staying in a cabin.

7.20.2001 (Fri) Sunny
  (@10:23)
  I don't have enough sleep. I slept beside Martin last night and he always kicked his blanket off. Alfred did it as well... so I just did "mummy thing" whole night...I'm exhausted.

  (@15:05)
  It's been very busy...

  (@18:45)
  Oh...I must be too tired .... I almost have a car accident in Chinatown while I was picking up my dad.

  Details : I was looking for a place to park and wait for my dad. Then finally, I found this place..so as usually, I do the parallel parking... but the car at the back didn't know I was trying to park... He drove too close to me. So I gave up and wanted to find another parking space...(notice that I'm still on the "R" gear.) Damn... I forgot.... I steped on the gas pedal...And obviously, my car ran backward fastly.....Fortunately, the driver at the back is as agile as a hare. He turned left and ran beside me. Also, he is such a good man that he didn't fuck me afterward. 

  (@19:35)
  Mom finally told me what's happening to her... and that's bad.  :...( I was trying to hold back my tear (unsuccessfully) while my mom was talking to me. why it happened ..again ?? to my mom?? that's not fair !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  (@21:34)
  Mom and I were talking in the living room while Charlie was eating his dinner. He's been working late lately. Charlie didn't know what had happened yet, so mom and I used a lot of secret signs. I am angry somehow..Charlie is too thoughtless.

7.21.2001 (Sat) Sunny
  (@06:24)
  I just got home from the airport. Alfred, one of my dear cousins, is goin' to Victoria for his Air cadet camping. He and I woke up at 03:00 this morning and he worn his full uniform. I looked at him while he was dressing up. I can't help but think he is grown. Even though he acts quite childish sometimes, he looks so serious and handsome when he is in full uniform. I should have taken a picture of him this morning. Anyway, we arrived the airport at around 04:00 and then we waited waited waited for departure. Seeing other air cadets, I envy. :) They look so awesome!!! Wish I could be one of them. Well well...I have to sleep again...coz I have to work today....I don't think I will have a productive day coz I'm real tired.....

7.22.2001 (Sun) Sunny and hot...
  (@10:25)
  Ok I still have some time. Thia phoned me this morning at 9:00 while I was still talking to Mr.Chow in my dreams. Apparently, I was waken by the phone..but it feels good to catch up with Thia. She asked about my mom.. it was so nice of you.. thanks for caring not only me.. but also my family... I appreciate that.

  Anyway, I got to go have dimsum with my mom and Martin now.

  P.S. An 1 hr, 22 mins, and 45 sec phone call is a big breakfast for me. Yum!!

  (@19:10)
  I'm tired.. sleep is very much needed. No...I better hold that thought...I slept only 8 hours for the last 72 hours.. Is it enough?? NO. Probably not ..esp for me, a little pig.

  (@23:48)
  I just got home from UBC. I went fishing there..Charlie caught a sole. Martin and Mom caught some cat fishes. I didn't catch anything, and damnit I lost the hook again. What a shame... Maybe I should have taken a fishing class or what before going fishing again.
 
  Mom's left leg is sore after fishing..I'm worried..

  I've been very lazy recently..have you noticed that? I don't really care the grammars of my journals..I just typed typed typed.... Ahhh... I will edit them..hmm if I have the time and energy to do so.  Again.. no promises.