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| 8.14.2001 (Tue) Sunny (@18:00) Oh lovely... I had a nap.. and it was nice. I had a dream... Mmmm it's nightmare... it must be.. When you think of someone so hard in the day time, you will probably dream of him/ her. (@23:05) Oh... I suddenly remember ... :P .. sorry kevin.. I haven't sent you the pictures yet.. oops.... :P I am listening to Let me blow your mind... yo.. Mmmm I slept too much this afternoon... can't fall asleep now.. Mmmm I think I will read .. or .. okok... I scan the pictures and send them to Kevin first..... it's not fair to him... 8.15.2001 (Wed) Sunny (@10:20) I was hanging around the Yahoo chatroom last night, and I had fun. I never know people in chatroom are so witty and humorous. Even they are teasing you, they'd just like making fun, not very annoying.. :) which is quite hilarious. yo~~~ Next monday, I will start my summer course. Two more weeks, I will be 22. Three more weeks, I will be attending BCIT, and receiving the pay check from Ministry of Advanced Education. Everything suddenly runs so close to me, and that made me excited. I love summer... :) just coz I have summer holidays :) (@17:34) Yes, I like "Let me blow ya mind".. but I like "All or nothing" more wor.. hehee.... NO.. don't blow my mind coz you are not qualified... lol.. You know.. "Let" is not a good song at all... "Drop your glasses, shake your ass.." how bad.... I strongly recommend All or Nothing performed by O-town :) Coz I want it all.. or nothing at all.. :) I'm serious. 8.16.2001 (Thur) Shady and windy (@18:15) Tell me how........ how can I not like him?? :) across the miles you've touched my life, brightend my soul, and filled my heart. strangers, yet friends, our spirits reach out, always touching, never apart. you in your city, me in mine, never together, never apart. What would you feel when someone wrote you this poem? :) ... I must tell that I am melted..again.. :) and I like him so much so much. (@20:47) While I was downloading some songs this evening, I suddenly realized something. I am no longer a parrot. :) which is a good sign. I was so silly.. I'd been so silly when I was ..you know.. I thought when 2 people get together, they should (or must) have some (or all) similar ( or same) interests. I used to make myself to do or to like something that I don't really like. It made me sick.. you know it kills when you try to make yourself to be another person. He told me that he likes this sport, so I played it...or at least I watched the games. He told me that he likes this movie, so I watched it. I was trying to drive myself crazy. It's absolutely frustrating to unsuccessfully make myself to have the same hobbies and interests as his. I thought we'd have more topics when we talk, but I screwed up everything. I can't ..CAN NOT neglect what I wanted to do indeed. (Not anymore) I love him. *smile and shaking my head slightly* ..silly me..I still love him. I know I will not be with him, so I left him. If I can not get the all of him, I'd prefer having nothing. That's me.....Even still, I want him happy. I hope everything goes well with him. I hope he will marry and have children in the future. okok.. I know that made you sick, but I really love him..from the very bottom of my heart. (@23:43) I wish I could have been paid for the advertisement. I've been hard-selling this song (All or Nothing) a lot. I typed the lyric..Ammm download it..plz.. It jumps furiously up to my best of the year. lol... well..you don't need to like it.. or as crazy as I do about it... don't listen to it if you feel nothing about the song. I just recommend it. :) When you listen to All or Nothing, read the previous entry again, then you'd understand me. :) Njoy~~ |