8.18.2001 (Sat) Shady and cold
  (@01:07)
  I haven't stopped writing my journal ever since I started it. not even one day... But I did yesterday... and I guess it will happen more often as I am going back to school next Monday.   

  Some sor por(s) asked me what's the relationship between the guy I love and the song "
All or Nothing". Well... technically they are not related, but practically they are so intimate with each other. (What the hell are you talking about? you bitch.. )  lolll...  don't ask who is he coz I won't tell. I have to protect him.. and don't let you sor por(s) bother him. lol....

  Well..Some times ago, this guy recommended some jazz to me, but I haven't been able to buy the cd's until last night I downloaded the songs and listened to them. To be honest, the songs don't sound good to me, and that made me think of the impossibility between us. Also, I can't help but think he has a bad taste.. just kidding...well I believe that everyone has his/her own interests. Eg. I like Janet Jackson, it doesn't mean you have to agree.. it doesn't mean everyone should like her and listen to her. Everone is unique..  :)

  Anyway, it feels rather sad that I am still trying to fight with the "air". Who is that girl? No, there is no girl...I AM JUST FIGHTING WITH THE AIR>>>>>

  O-town sang exactly what I feel...

  Everyone has their own business. who'd really care about what I am feeling inside.?

  And yes.. I am listenling to
All or Nothing...

  (@22:14)
  Fun fun... I went to Meadows Maze today. Wow.. I went to many many places today.. I first had lunch in Coquitlam, then drove about 1 hr to Mission. We saw some beautiful flowers there... Pictures will be coming up soon. Then Charlie drove back to Port Coquitlam and went to this maze. They have 2 separate maze.. see the picture. Black and Red. We tried the black one first, but we couldn't get through it. We entered the maze at the entrance, and we also got out at the entrance... :P  lolll...

  Oh I love it... petting zoo and wagon ride are also good.. :) I'm going to take my friends to there again... hohohoho All in all.. I had fun.. :) I'm soo happy today.

  Tomorrow, Leung's , uncle ginger, mom, Charlie and I are going to Stanley Park to fish.. yo.. going to be fun again... :)  I love fishing.

  Oh .. I almost forgot.. during the trip today, we went to a church in Mission. :)  I entered the church and prayed.. :) It's nice to be there...

8.19.2001 (Sun) Sunny
  (@23:15)
  I'm very very tired now ... ok let's have a quick look of what I did today. I went to Stanley Park to fish. And by accident, we discovered a place that we can pick geoduck..lol.. Leung(s), Uncle ginger, Mom, Charlie, and I picked 93 pieces...lol... I'm so happy. Some of them are quite huge..I can't even hold it with one hand. :) YO Yo yo...

  We went back home to have dinner, then went back to the Park again this evening. We used a gillnet, and tried to catch smelt.. yo... without any lucks.. we only caught 2. That's fun... but cold to have wind breeze on my face and my body..   >.<""

  When I left Stanley Park in the dark, I thought of Mark. You still remember him, rite? Anyway, after today's trip, I feel glad.... really glad.. and smart that I didn't meet him.

  Tomorrow, I will start my summer course.. yo.. I checked the classroom a few minutes ago, they changed the room. It's lucky that I checked it again. Shelly asked "Do you think you will meet some handsome classmates? " 
"cherr... who cares, it's just a summer course." I replied. Shelly said "Yea.. you will be very disappointed."  hahahahahaha.... I just don't know what to say..

  Anyway, I am really
tired now. I need to
wake up at 7 tomorrow.
Arggg it's hard for me..
well maybe just the first
few days. Anyway, nite
nite..