<BGSOUND SRC="mulan-reflection.mid" LOOP=INFINITE>

This page is dedicated to my baby, who is resting
peacefully
in Jesus' arms.

Poem I wrote for my baby

Inside me you grow.   
I am all that you know.

You trust only me.  
Without me you wouldn’t be.

I remember feeling you move around.
Like butterflies dancing without sound.

Tiny hands and tiny feet. 
With the help of my heart, your tiny heart also beat.

I can’t stand that I caused your death.  
Robbing you of life, happiness and breath.

If I smile during life the guilt comes rushing through. 
I stole your future from you.

Some may say I’ve gotten away with it. 
But I’m in prison everyday, reliving every bit.

With one wish I’d give my life so you'd be here. 
You must have been so filled with so much fear.

I didn’t protect you when I let them take your life that day. 
I want you back so bad, if only there was some way.

I think of holding your hand and looking into your eyes so bright.
Art work with your handprints and you're big smile as I hold you tight.

I know that you’re in Jesus’ hands now safe forever.
You will never leave my heart, not ever.

I Love you, please forgive me.

Please think twice before having an abortion.