Zoe's Poems Page 6
My Pain
My view of the world is darker
No matter where I turn the land is even starker
It is like viewing the world from within a well
As each day passes it get's darker here in hell
It seems that the sun's been swallowed whole
Maybe by those demons writhing in my soul
Others call them aspects, only a part of me
But each one's screaming for the right to simply be
The more I tell them they are not real
The more of me they try to steal
No matter what I do, my life keeps falling apart
Each new catastrophe once again breaks my heart
"You're so strong to have survived" I'm told, No, I am only tired
It is so very hard to function, to keep from being fired
I don't see these qualities they admire
I only see someone who's still trapped in hell's fire
It is harder to go on, The tears want to freely come
But beneath the mask, I'm unable to even release some
If my life keeps falling apart, the panic will rise
The inner noise and the others threaten to hypnotize
Under such stress another often steps in
But she knows no limits, has none of my fears, she is SIN
It seems I can't win no matter what I do
No matter my choice the others suffer too.
1/6/2000
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