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Saturday18December05__
Holidays are coming
Green Day - Longview
20:44 You want the good or the bad news? Good: It's only an infection, Bad: I may have to have an operation if it is far inside.. Worse: It might be over xmas. On a happier note, I decorated the xmas tree that day. Yesterday I felt a bit ok. So, I went with Sarah and the folks to get some stuff from biscester. Went to Blooms for a tea and sandwich at lunch. I saw this cool decoration, it was like a rope light on a net thing and looked like snow melting. Anyway, they didn't have it. Dad and me popped over to Yarton. But they had nothing, by this time i was feeling rough. Spent the rest of the day resting, god was I worn out.
Today, I played my bass so much this morning. I went with Dad over to dicot, we pre-ordered SOMETHING rather GOOD! hehe. I can't type yet incase Shaun reads. But it really is absolutly amazing! HAHA! It has be a very decorative day.... *awaits the call for the CT scan*

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Saturday16December05__
Qbee Blog!
Green Day - Basket Case
15:40So, I just type out over 1000 words, press save, close it.. "oops i forget to type..." goes back into document... GONE!!! It didn't save *CRIES*. Ok maybe not crying but it's annoying.
Today, i went to the doctor, whom took blood again and is giving me this GROSS iron stuff. It really is horrible. Anyway, the folks bought me down to Shauns, as i really wanted to see him. Although maybe things will turn out a bit different. i dunno... i'm there now writing this.
It is the Qbee Blog day today. As I typed, I wrote a lot of words, and they didn't save. So i'm trying to think what I wrote.... ::The QBEE is a pixel trading friendship club. You trade 40x40 pixelled patches to "sew" onto your patch. This is a way of trading links with people, whom you may befriend. If you enjoy pixelling, trading, or getting to know different people, this is a good club for you. It is FREE, FUN and FRIENDLY!!! I remember the first time I saw the qbee site, back in 2000 or somewhen. I never got accepted. a few years later, i came across the sit eagain and tried to join, this time i got accepted and have now traded with over 60 people. Although some of them are deadlinks :( The qbee, not only is about the patchs, it's about having fun with contests and activitys. Many things like this go on duing the year, such as Trick or Treat and Secret Santa. Ok i can't remember what I typed, it was so good hehe. But I feel a bit rubbish now, and think i need a lay down. So over and out.. have a BEEutiful day....

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Saturday14December05__
bloods and b-12s
Octavia - Lifelines Of Depths
20:21 There we have it. I really am anemic. Going to the doctors again tomorrow to get some iron. Then friday i will be finding out whats wrong with the stoma. I really wasn't well yesterday. Bit better today.. i guess.. at least i have no headache.....

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Saturday12December05__
SPOKE TO SOON
singing random songs
22:43 HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULA So, I spoke to soon then? Saturday afternoon I felt bad, I needed to change my stoma bag, So I did. As I was doing this I noticed some weird looking stuff coming out of the side - YUK/OUCH!!! So my dad rang the out of hours people, I went over to the Biscester Clinic thing.. They basically said there was nothing they could do, and to see my doctor on monday. So sunday I went to see shaun, just because I had to. This morning, I got an appointment up the doctors. I went, and they were running 20minutes late GRR! Anyways, she sent me up to the stoma nurses at the hospital. So that's where I went this afternoon. I even saw Fran (the nurse I had 2 years back), She went away to have her baby, and came back. Anyhow, she took a swob of the yuk crap that was coming out, and I went to level 2 to get a blood test done. Same guy is there LOL! I have to go back on Friday to see what the results and stuff are. Either it's OK, VERY BAD or NOTHING BAD AT ALL. So, yeah, my mind is all over the show at the moment. I have no idea weather to go to work.. I don't feel like it but yeah, SIGH!
Other than that, it's been an ok day.

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Saturday10December05__
Freaky Fives
Octavia - Lifelines Of Depths
10:16 HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETHANY My neice is Five today.. I have to go put up with 20 kids later. Last year they kept asking me why i have a dog collar on. LOL. Should be good, sadly I then have work. URTH! I feel alright today, so I don't think I'm getting that bug after all. PHEW!!
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Saturday09December05__
dvd day
Nine Inch Nails - Mr. Self Distruct
23:22 TRAINS SUCK!!! LOL as I always say... sadly I have no choice but to use them. 50 minutes late on Wednesday. GR! I ended up watching THREE dvds yesterday:
: Back To The Future (Shaun bought me the Trilogy)
: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (Little James got a portable DVD player for his birthday, so we watched it)
: Toy Story (well only bits of it.... and not right to the end)
I hope I'm not getting this being sick bug. Half my family have had it.. I think i'm next YUK!
Check out this BAND. That's if you are a metal/goth fan LOL. I saw them with COF and I thought I knew them from somewhere. Turned out I had seen them in a magazine.. Anyway, they are rather good I think, so check them out!!
Back to moaning about trains: 20minutes late LOL! Ah deary deary me... la la la.. Work just totally hurt me. < insert some kind of hatered here > BLAH!!!!!

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Saturday05December05__
town did it
singing System Of A Down - Killed Rock and Roll
22:52 Whoops the link to my gifts didn't work.. I fixed it now.
I woke up funny, and why do i keep having that insomnia thing.. URTH! Tears and thoughts, cutting open out wounds. It's hurting already. The dreams of good things. I began to read The Enchanted Wood last night, it didn't help but I didn't want to put it down. [ My sister bought me the three books by Enyd Bliton for my birthday, She used to read them to me when I was little and I loved them! Sadly, my mum isn't sure where she put our originals so my sister hunted them on eBay ] I got up weird, and went to town for Paula, and Mum... I wish I hadn't gone really, I got James his birthday present which was a good thing. HMV.co.uk had really messed up on my order, so Dad cancelled it and I just bought it in the shop. Spent the afternoon watching TV (YUK!) with Paula, feeling strange by this point. She's not well at all. I went to work (yday was "ok") and what a bunch of crap that was: It all began at 4:30pm LOL............. Basically I've been given another thing to do Which i'm not going to have time to do everyday. Although they now trust me with the password for the main computers. Password = Able to order stuff and fuck up the system!!! WAHOO! Chow for Now.

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Saturday04December05__
birthday
Cradle of Filth - Nymphetamine
21:26 Yes, Filth fucking rocked! BRILLIANT! Got soaked, standing in the rain for 40minutes but was worth it. Thank you Shaun for the super rocking present.. *GRINS* I'm addicted to Nymph. Friday I got home and System's new album was waiting for me. I can't decide between TENTATIVE, SOLDIERS SIDE, U-FIG or ATTACK! as my favourites. I had that hospital appointment on Friday evening, saw some weirdo i'd never spoken to before. Basically they are making a date for this operation. I'm in two minds about it......
So, Saturday was my birthday... 20! Oh my god, I feel old haha. It was a very nice day really. "Everyone" came over for my "Board and Video Game characters/items" fancy dress party. No-one wanted there pictures on here. I went as Alice in the end :) My mum rocked hard and made my costume, except I did the pockets and blood, LOL. ^ me (American McGees: Alice) and Bethany (Pyjama Sam)
Thank you everyone who tagged/commented/e-mailed me Happy Birthday on all my sites.
Gifts I Recieved: CLICK

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Saturday25November05__
harry potter
me sniffing
21:23GRR at trains, it got cancelled again the other day. Anyway, I went to see him after a week :( that was a longggggggg week. and had a great day/night.. we even went with his family to see the new Harry Potter film.. WHERE WAS DOBBY *Cries*............ Ah well haha...

I have a crappy cold, and I nearly lost my voice... YUK YUK YUK!!! Bring on next week! No work WAHOO!!!

Seeing Filth on the Thursday, then coming home for my hospital appointment (Wish me luck haha) on the Friday morning - Triple yuk! then it's my birthday/party on the Saturday.. - PHEWW!! busy busy! Oh and work think I'm working hahahahahaha hahahahahahahah ahahahahahahahaahaaaaaaaaa

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Saturday05November05__
cream cakes and dentists
The Wonderful Thing About Tiggers (on Ultimate Disney CD)
10:19Wednesday I went to the Hygenist (I'd been the week before to the dentist) anyway, she pretty much told me my teeth were fine and why was I there lol.. Guess what I did about 10 minutes after.... Guessed yet?? No? Well, i went and bought some cream cakes from the bakery that is down the road from the dentist haha.
I started to feel really horrible and headachey that afternoon, but went to work and shauns. My headache went on Thursday, but then my stomach/stoma started playing up again, and yesterday was killing. I'd been stood up a lot of the day (waiting for the bus, then the train, then all the train journey), I think my stomach muscles gave up or something. Oh and my boss gave me loads of lifting to do.. I didn't do half my work, but never mind. I had a semi-good sleep last night, and I actually feel good and well today. hurry up tonight hehe... shell be a good weekend, I feel it *smiles*
15:34I just finsihed my snwoman cross-stitch WAHOOO!!!! See a picture of it in my more? cam <<< over there

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Monday31October05__
Hmmm Rotting Pumpkins
*sings* Wednesday 13 - Haunt Me
12:02HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
Here is a gift for you to add to your site, or just look at.

I made my pumpkin (it's on the gift), bethany bought me that bat thing last year so I thought I better use it this time. You can see a picture of it and myself by clicking the more? link by my cam <<<< that way.
Click HERE to see the gifts I have recieved

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Sunday30October05__
Mona the Vampire and the Crow
nothing
23:46That was a busy and fun filled week *GRIN* thanks to Shaun hehe.
Here are a couple of photos from the little halloween party tonight:

It was next door at my sisters house. Just a few of us, for the two (three?) kiddys... Hold your mouse over for alt tags to see whom we all were.

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Wednesday19October05__
where oh where is my ghouly?
Frankenstein Drag Queens - Scary Song
13:37Last week my Butterfly was Butterfly of the week at qbee. Go me. LOL
They got a new contest going on (as well as the ToT) only for the BBS members. It's to decorate a honeycomb for halloween.
Anyways, been a good week (since I last blogged). Went on a train, was good on thursday, although I felt sick when I ate pizza :( Came back, had a good weekend. S was over on Saturday, me and shaun wanted chips so us and S went up to the chippy, and the fancy dress shop) we all have three (maybe four) fancy dress parties to go too LOL. Ended up having a Curry with P n K that night. Saw steven, he was saying that fisher may want to take mas to the tribunaral - which we would all love. Sunday was a great great day! 2years 8 months *love*. My stoma has been really pissing me off. Work ain't so great either, need out, really need out. But I have no where else to go.......... *like a broken record*
I've nearly got all of my "halloween" outfit, but my mum is using her sewing machine (she won't let me haha) to finish off. Going to be funny and cute for the kiddys though.
I just made pasta and meatballs, and I think I should have stuck to toast or something, I really don't feel good. YUK!
Ok I could blahhhhhh on but I have too much to write so i'm off.....

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Tuesday11October05__
Now it is!
nothing
22:53Whoop de woo! Tra la la! Got up, went to Sainsburys, Postoffice, and Fancy dress shop with the Paula. I got Hunchback and Heffalump Halloween on DVD. Got milk for Rachel so popped round with that. Then sat...
Work was ok, at least no one was looking over my shoulder every few minutes. (the store manager wasn't there)
Really hurry up tomorrow! Going to be GREAT! hehe.

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Monday10October05__
It's not Tuesday..
nothing
23:08Ok, I thought it was Tuesday. Never mind. Mum and S went to MK today, they are strange and bought me: some bat wings, batty ears, a disney pin, a halloween bag thing, and a keyring.

So, yeah... The train was actually on time Saturday night. And today the bus and train were fine, although I nearly got eaten by a little dog LOL! I had my bass, and at least three people (including the ticket man) asked me to play a tune, and was I in a band.. GRR! LOL I need a badge saying "NO! I AM NOT IN A BAND" *looks on eBay.
23:12There wasn't one. I'll have to make one then. Anyway, I love Shaun and that's that really. NEWS FLASH: the store manager is Racist! La la la Roll on Wednesday.....

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Friday06October05__
New bedding to kill the buses.
nothing
23:08HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! hehe.
I came back from Shauns today - what a nightmare. First the bus didn't stop, then the next one had all sorts of troubles with cars in the way and then a change of driver.. I only just made my train with about 4 minutes to spare. Picked up some fish from Rachels (was mums prescent) and bought Laura around. *SIGH I MISS HIM*. Back to story: then Rachel walked around with Tommy-wommy - whom was asleep again. I think Laura loves my room too much, no matter what I did she kept coming back from downstairs. So, I went to work - what shit that was! I thought Penny and Pete were going to have a fight or something. Really starting to annoy me the fact people ain't doing their jobs again. Plus others leaving things for me. Was a tad stressful.. But I'm home!! hehe.
Oh yeah, I got lovely new bedding LOL. A nice black cover, two new thick quilts under the bed cover. Although that will make no sense never mind.
Back on the trains tomorrow....

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Tuesday04October05__
Cross-stitch to take over the village
nothing
22:42I walked down to the Village with my mum and Laura, I wanted to go find some cross-stitch thread. Not much luck really. I got a few colours, but not for the pattern I wanted to stitch next. Also, both of the crafty shops didn't have any black, you may know how important the black thread is. You use it for everything, including outlines.
I got a cake for everyone.. but then I thought oh god, paula. to which Laura said "Go back to the shop, and get one" (she is 2). I think she was a bit confussed: She gave her one penny (£1) to the man in one shop, and when he gave her changed she looked worried. Then outside she said to my mum. "Nanna, I now have two pennys". It was soooo sweet. haha to self, I sound so girly.

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Monday03October05__
Haloscan
nothing
11:04Testing.. Testing.. 1.. 2. 3.. .7
21:32To all whom read this: Today from work, I actually bought something that I reduced.. 12pk of Richard Skinless Sausages for 7p. Even though I don't eat animals much, I can't eat sausage skin.. so yeah.

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Sunday02October05__
donkey holes
nothing
23:03Here I am. Sitting. Typing.
Well as always went to shauns till friday. he came up here friday night. HAPPY ANNI mum and dad for 01st. We had a curry with P + K as dad took mum out. Was a very very nice Chicken Korma. Yesterday was actually really nice. Then today S + K, came over. Then Ph turned up.... Oh whoop de woo. Cut a long story short he looked at me very evil/angry and said "Don't be such a miserable cow" (because I didn't want to put my things on the floor from the sofa. He was annoying me anyway, but that really got to me. I messed up things a little with S too. I am feeling rather rough again. And so he was talking but I wasn't hearing it... I dunno.
All I know is my brother really meant it, and well unless he says otherwise I guess I don't have a big brother anymore. And before you say just because of that? No, it's many things. Even though I thought nothing could come between him and me. *SIGH* S forgave me though hehe. We are good again. Sadly, he had to go home tonight :(
Oh, help! I am doing these cross-stitches for my sisters for christmas, and... one of them saw her one, and said "Aw that's really good." I thought oh no! hehe. I don't think she realised though - I hope!!
The same sister and her hubby bought me: A sherk pin, A woody woodpecker pin and A Jumping Bat from their one of many many trips. This trip was to Port Aventora, Spain. Ain't they lovely LOL.
HOW DO I GET THIS HALOSCAN COMMENT THING??? I wonder if geocities will allow it now..
Bless, Synergy gave me this the other day:

I have too many dress up partys to go to LOL. I am going to be Mona the Vampire for P's little halloween party, it's for the two kids really. Then it's my 20th, I am going to be Alice (as in Mcgee's). then Bethany wants me to be princress jasmine or a disney queen for her 5th... So, yeah LOL.

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Friday30September05__
other way around
gentle hum in my head
15:52Hasn't that been a while since I blogged. I am only typing this now because I have had a few people say I should get comments. Therefore I figure people want to read and comment. So I decided to type. La la la...
There it goes again, Yahoo! signing out every five minutes.
So, tell us what has been happening then I hear you say: First thing, I got better from that werid cold thing. There I was on anti-biotics for two weeks (two lots four times a day). I had an infection in my stoma which really hurt. After going to the doctors and basically showing i couldn't cope, oh and the hospital forgetting about me, I finally got an appointment to see the Surgeon thing.. 2nd December.
That is going to be annoying, but yeah...
On a good note, My sister had her baby boy. Thomas Edward. He is really sweet. He is 13 days old now.
Oh and I am going to see Bon Jovi next year. *wonders* LOL. I want to see Wednesday in Oxford *boo hoo* ah well.
Blah blah.. Off to the shit hole known as work..

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