I came still
searching
I don't even know your name but
one little feeling
I just wanted to hand over to you.
Feelings just evaporate and disappear like a rainbow.
I'm still passionate about you. I still care. But I can't deny the fact which I've been ignoring for so long anymore, the fact that you don't care about me.
I know I'm no one special to you, I'm just someone you talk to when you're bored, or someone who insists on talking to you. I know you won't feel guilty about this, because its not your fault I feel the way I do, but I don't think I can ever love again.
Its amazing how I can weave an entire story about you without you even knowing it.
Love is just a stupid game, a gamble you know you'll never win.
Who cares about me anyway? I don't see anyone who will love me. Unlike you, I'm stupid, I'm cowardly, I don't have a firm stand like you do. But this is what I admire about you, you're something I've always wanted to be.
Its amazing how my heart can manipulate everything. I see you now as a hero and I've even dedicated a blog about you, and in your eyes I'm no different from anyone else.
Rainbows fade in time, no matter how beautiful they are.
I don't have the
strength to love anymore. I've always given, and I rarely get back. Not only
to you, or xxx, or xxxx, but everyone. I can't do it anymore.
Everyone loves somebody, its so easy to love somebody. All it takes is a smile,
a kind word. Love falls from the sky. But its hard to accept when the feeling
is not returned.
I don't believe in love anymore.
This feeling that I had turned out to be so brief. The golden palace in my heart collasped just by me upsetting you once. Eventhough we still apologized to each other, once the pure feeling had been touched it is not the same anymore.
I still care about you. But it was different before. Before, I thought it was like a bud, young and full of promise. But now I realized the bitter bitter truth. There was never a promise made.
You're so beautiful... a light... so bright, I can never touch.
I am so, so sorry. But I can't believe in love anymore.
After xxx... xxxx... xxxxxx, you, I can't believe in anything anymore.
I'm beginning to dread you.