I cannot believe
this
my true love
fell for my worst enemy.
I need so much
support now. But I don't know how to tell you. I need to tell you about my problems,
about me, about you, about everything. I need a hug, a kind word, some sympathy,
I feel so depressed now, so suicidal, I just need you here with me.
But I don't know how to tell you! I don't know how to let you know that I need
you. I don't know ...I can't tell you.
I'm even crying now while talking to you, I can't let you know that while I
pretend to laugh, the tears flow from my eyes. I try to sound normal, I try
to sound happy, for you, so you wouldn't worry, so you'd think its all alright,
but... its not alright.
I wish I could just run to you and hug you and dry my tears on your shoulders
and feel your arms around me. Whether you really love me or not, I can handle
the truth later. But what I need now is you, so, if you think you can't help
me, lie to me, lie to me, lie to me.
I wish you could read this.
I wish you'd know.
I need you so badly.
I WISH YOU'D KNOW.
I wish you'd know.