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| TO NIGHT I DIED.PAGE 1 |
| WE NEED,SOMETIMES, TO REACH DEPTS OF DARKNESS LYING IN THE ROOTS OF DESPAIR TO BE READY, TO PUT OURSELVES IN THE POSITION OF "SURRENDERING OUR WILL" TO OUR "HIGHER POWER" /GOD/GODDESS/THE SOURCE/CREATOR/THE FATHER/MOTHER/SACRED SPIRIT/CHRIST COUNSCIOUSNESS OF LOVE AND LIGHT. IT DOESN,T MATTER WHAT NAME YOU USE, ITS THE ACT OF SURRENDERING TO THE LOVING, NUTURING, FORGIVING, ACCEPTING FORCE, WHICH IS THE LIGHT OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE ENERGY, THAT COUNTS, IT IS THE ACT OF SURRENDERING AND HANDING-UP" TO THIS LIGHT THAT ILLUMINATES OUR PATH, REVEALING TO US THE TRUTH (WHICH IS OUR PATH-WAY). OUR "TRUTH OF BEING" IS THAT WE ARE ALL SPIRITUAL BEINGS TO/IN THE LIGHT. THIS LIGHT OF PURE LOVE ENERGY WHICH LIVES INSIDE OF US ALL, COMES FROM THE SOURCE OF ALL LIFE, TO WHICH WE RETURN WHEN OUR PHYSICAL BODIES DIE AND OUR SPIRITS MISSION IN THIS LIFE IS COMPLETED. THE LIGHT, WHICH IS GODS LOVE, LIVES WITHIN US ALL. WE ARE NEVER TRUELY ALONE. WE CAN ALSO ACESS THIS TRANSFORMING POWER OF LOVE INSIDE OF OURSELVES AND MANIFEST IT INTO PHYSICAL REALITY, INTO OUR LIVES, OUR WORLD, OUR IMMEDIATE ENVIRONMENT, NO MATTER WHO WE ARE OR WHAT WE HAVE DONE. IT MAKES NO DIFFERENCE TIO THIS FORCE OF LOVE AND LIGHT ENERGY WHERE WE COME FROM OR WHAT OUR STATUS IN LIFE IS. RICH OR POOR, NOTHING MATTERS TO GOD EXCEPT THAT YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST. EVERY MOMENT COUNTS. WE HAVE THE CONTINOUS CHOICE OF FRE EWILL. WE CAN CHOICE TO LIVE IN THE LIGHT OR NOT. WE ARE ALL SPIRITUAL BEINGS HOUSED IN THE TEMPLES OF OUR PHYSICAL BODIES, THEREFORE WE HAVE A DUTY TO TAKE CAREOF AND LOOK AFTER OURSELVES AND EACH OTHER. AS SPIRITUAL BEINGS CONNECTED TO SACRED SPIRIT WE CAN BRING THIS LIGHT AND LOVE, AS PURE ENERGY RATHER THAN AN EMOTION, INTO THE WORLD WE LIVE IN, ENABLING US TO LIVE OUR LIVES WITH LOVE IN OUT HEARTS AND CLARITY OF SPIRITUAL "VISION" UN-OBSTRUCTED BY PREDIJICES AND JUDGEMENTS. WE CAN USE THIS VISION TO SEE OURSELVES IN THIS LIFE AS WE REALLY ARE, FLAWS AND ALL, AS SPIRITUAL BEINGS SUBJECT TO THE NATURAL UNIVERISAL LAWS OF "CAUSE AND EFFECT". TOTAL SURRENDERING TO A "HIGHER-POWER" INSPIRES DEVOTION, DEDICATION AND WORSHIP. DEVOTION, FOR ME, IS TO THE CREATIVE LIFE-FORCE ENERGY WHICH HAS "SAVED" ME. DEDICATION; IS IN SHARING THIS KNOWLEDGE, BY BRINGING AN AWARENESS OF THE "LIGHT" WITH ITS TREMENDOUS HEALING AND TRANSFORMATIVE POWERS TO OTHERS THOUGH OUR WORK AND DAY TO DAY LIVING. LIVING IN THE LIGHT PUTS US IN THE POSITION OF BEING "WILLING" AND "WORTHY" VECHILES IN RECIEVING AND TRANSMITTING THIS LIFE-FORCE ENERGY TO OTHERS. TO "SERVE" THE LIGHT IN ALL THE BEST POSSIBILE WAYS, BY DEVOTION AND DEDICATION= TRUST AND THE WAY FORWARD IS PAVED. BY BEING "WILLING" TO BE "SAVED", WORKING TOWARDS BEING "WORTHY" IN RECIEVING THIS LIFE-FORCE ENERGY, ONE MUST SERVE THE LIGHT ONE/NAMELESS ONE/GOD/CREATOR, BY ALLOWING THIS HO;Y SPIRIT TO FLOW THROUGH US AND TOUCH OTHERS. TO WORSHIP-IS PRAYER. PARTICULARLY WHEN WE PRAY FOR THE HIGHEST GOOD OF ANOTHER AND SET SOME TIME ASIDE FOR OURSELVES TO SIT IN SILENCE, ATTUNE OURSELVES AND LISTEN TO SACRED SPIRITS VOICE WITHIN. THROUGH PRAYER WE CAN TRANSMIT/SEND FOCUSED, POSITIVE ENERGY TOWARDS A SPECIFIC REQUEST. THIS DIRECTING OF ENERGY PAVES THE WAY INTO AND THROUGH A PATHWAY OF WAVELENGTHS WHERE HEALING CAN TAKE PLACE AND BE RECIEVED. I WORSHIP BY PUTTING MYSELF IN A POSITION FOR HEALING. ALLOWING MYSELF/ALL MY BEING TO BE TOUCHED BY THIS POWERFULL, LOVING AND FORGIVING FORCE. IN SO DOING, ALL OF MY BEING RECOGNISES, REALISES AND "KNOWS" THIS HAS ALLWAYS BEEN THE WAY--NOW DISTORTED AND FORGOTTEN BY THE MANY, WHO, OVER THE CENTURIES IN THE NAME OF GAD HAVE ABUSED THIS KNOWLEDGE BY THEIR FALL INTO " POWER-OVER". SPIRITUALITY IS SUCH A PRIVATE MATTER, A ONE-TO-ONE BETWEEN THE INDIVIDUAL INVOLVED AND THEIR SACRED SPIRIT/POWER/GOD/DIETY. WE "FALL" WHEN WE PUT OUR TRUST IN MAN AND INSTITUATIONS, RELATING ON THEIR MEDIATION INSTED OF COLLOBRATION. "TOTAL SURRENDER" IS A FORM OF WORSHIP. MAYBE WE NEED TO HAVE BOTH KNOWLEDGE OF AND WORSHIPPED MALE AND FEMALE ENERGIES WHICH ROTATE FROM THE SOURCE(GOD AND GODDESS). ANCIENT ONES KNEW THIS, IN THE SUN AND MOON AS OPPOSING YET "CONNECTING" FORCES. WE DRAW DOWN FROM THE "HEAVENS" (SKY/FATHER) AND UP FROM THE EARTH/MOTHER. HERE WE MEET THE CONNECTING CYCLE--CIRCVLE OF LIFE,. DEATH AND REBIRTHING. THE CENTER OF CREATIVE LIFE-FORCE/SOURCE IS WHAT WE ARE ALL A PART OF AND TO WHAT/WHO WE RETURN TO. WHEN WE HAVE BBEN THROUGH THE AWARENESS AND PAIN OF OUR TRAINING ON THIS LIFE-PATH WE REACH A POINT WHERE WE EITHER SURRENDER OR OUR BODIES DIE AND THE CYCLE CONTINUES. DOESN,T THIS ALL SOUND SO FAMILIAR? THE CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS TAUGHT ALL THIS BUT THE MESSAGE HAS BEEN TOTALLY MISS-QUOTED AND USED FOR THE BASIS OF "POWER-OVER" INSTED OF "POWER-WITH". TO BE HOLISTIC--BEINGS WE NEED TO CONNECT TO OUR SPIRIT TO FOLLOW OUR LIFE-PATH. THIS CONNECTION IS "POWER-WITH" THE SOURCE, NOT "POWER-OVER" ON ANY LEVEL. A ONE-TO-ONE CONNECTION. MANY TEACHERS. GUIDES, LESSONS MAY POINT THE WAY BUT THE TOTAL SURRENDER IS TO ONESELF AND THE SOURCE. THE GOD-HEAD WITHIN. IT COMES FROM WITHIN. THE ANCIENTS/ANCESTORS KNEW THIS. WE, AS PEOPLE, HAVE LOST OUR WAY, OUR TRUTH AND HAVE BLOCKED OUT THE LIGHT BY NOT BEING AWARE OF OUR OWN POWER WHOSE SOURCE OF LIFE IS THE BLINDING LIGHT OF UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND ALL THE RESPECT AND HARMONY THAT IT BRINGS, FEAR BLOCKS THIS LIGHT OF AND FROM OURSELVES. |
| ARTICLE I |
| I WROTE THIS ARTICLE IN MY JOURNAL NOT LONG AFTER MY "RETURN" IT IS AS IT IS..NO TIME AT PRESENT TO UP-DATE OR TIDY IT UP. HOPE YOU ENJOY. |