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| I still don't trust my qualities, but I'm trying to think that I deserve it. Writing is really important to me. It's not only my job. I would like to write a novel, some poetry. Most of all for me. I'm writing most of my time, my feelings, my experiences, the places I see. Somebody says I'm good at doing it (English is not my mother language), hm, I'm not so sure. I cry very often, because of sadness, or emotion, or joy. Tears are very important to me, and I don't trust whoever says that he never cries. And yet, I smile very often, even when I think I can't go on and I would only disappear from this world. A smile is a simple, but beautiful act that you can share with the others. I also enjoy a good laugh, and now that I'm beginning my "new life" with myself, I really like to have fun with the others. As a Mediterranean I'm very connected to the sun, but night is always been my refuge, my prefered moment. I'm definitely a "nocturnal animal" and night witnessed often the best of me. At night I think, I write, I work when I can, I am in contact with myself, I see more clearly. I enjoy the sensuality of the night. Night really belongs to me. I'm hungry for life... And, last thing: I think I'm "slightly mad" and I'm happy to be it. I don't like very much sanity, I prefer a good insanity! |
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