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Saturday April 20, 2002 - "Ya know, I really wanted to go to the theater to watch a movie. But it really sucked. Once I got to the line, people started screaming and running. At first I figured, oh hell, not another gang fight and killing. Those, I've witnessed. It's really disheartening. I hesitated, of course, but I went in to see what happened and see if I could help...maybe save someone from bleeding to death. But there was no one. It was horrible. Disgusting. Repulsive and inhumane. How dare someone do this? How could they? WHY would they? Guts and brains and unrecognizable globs of viscera! I couldn't hold it, my stomach emptied itself just so I didn't have to smell or imagine the scent of befouled bodies.
Kareena was there before I was. I don't know how or why or what movie she went to see.. Nor do I really want to. She didn't seem affected at all by what she saw before her. Was she that cold towards these situations? What's worse, is why she was? Did all kin and shifters become immune towards disgusting things? Will I become comfortable with death and loss?
A pink bunny hopped down into one of the theaters...Kareena followed it. I didn't want to go in there. If you see any pink animal, you should leave. Didn't she ever watch Bugs Bunny? Didn't she ever see the pink elephant characters and the people who see them think they're insane? I'd've left and ran away from the whole block, but I didn't want to leave Kareena behind...even though I didn't do anything. Staying would have probably killed me, just because if I involve myself with vampires....oh well. I'd probably be punished just for not staying.
But then John showed up, and almost immediately, maybe...I don't know. I was at a lost to everything. Something blew up...so we left. Quickly. God damn it, had I only stayed at the cafe that day."  The Words Of Crim, Prospective Black Fury Kinfolk