February 26, 2006

I continued to be sick, through today, and I am feeling like I'm letting it inhibit my relationship with God. I feel like I'm getting lazy and that things aren't getting done.

I also find myself worrying alot about my college. My financial aid is due by March 13th, and I still don't have my financial aid things turned in, or finished, due to my tax information that hasn't been retrieved. It all falls in the category of lazy, and I know if God wants me there, I need to be willing to do my part. I know wallowing in myself will not lead me to what God has for me.

I did spend some time with a few friends tonight, to see a movie and just to hang out. I ended up seeing how much fun new friends can end up being, and how much better they can make a day. I feel that some of these new friends truly are sent from God, in that they are believers as well, and are capable of being very encouraging believers, too.

Even in our hours of doubt, is there any doubt that God has complete love for us?