January 17, 2006

After my prayer and my answer, I finally got in touch with the admissions at the new college I plan on attending. After talking to him for awhile, I found out that this new college, will, in most basic terms, be a perfect fit. I will have no trouble transferring over, and the programs offered are exactly what I need to have. I know that God was showing me where I needed to turn with this, and I'm thrilled that I listened.

I still have no progress on my classes, in terms of getting back in, but I think God's showing me what little USC has in store for me.

One thing that really scares me lately is my family, particularly my parents. They, at this point, worry so much about my future that it's unhealthy for them, I believe. And it's not that they have any ill will towards me. I just don't think they believe that I have faith that God will get me exactly to where I need to be, If I listen to Him. I still pray for a way to talk to them, or that God would provide a way for them to see that I am completely and utterly at home with this faith, and that I KNOW God will get me to the right place, if I believe it and follow it.

Without faith and belief, what is it we really have?