January 26, 2006

I witnessed a debate today on God as existance/ within existance, and empirical reasoning as to why logic can't explain God.

I had only one question for this.

Why were they debating with logic to prove that logic is illogical?

This is where I truly believe that the child-like faith is most important. Knowing where, when, how, and what God is, is of little consequence to us. Knowing that God IS, however, is of the utmost importance, as is faith in God and in Christ.

Knowledge cannot explain God, and wisdom does not attempt to explain God.

I also found within this lecture/debate, a symbol that blew me away, referred to as the "Sator square".

I worked tonight with one of very few people at my job that is not a christian, and despite wanting to talk to her about it, I just couldn't bring myself to do so.

Why do I lack the courage to do the simplest of things that God asks? Why is something as simple as talking about the love Jesus has for us, something so imparative to our lives that Christ DIED for it, so hard for me to bring up to a person?

My ego and pride still sting at my soul.

I have begun to pray that I can find all the finances I need to attend my new school next year, and finish out my college education. I know that if that is where I'm supposed to be, God will show me a way to take care of it. I am so impatient though. What God will show, He will show in His time. What a hard concept for us impatient human beings. How did we ever get so used to having everything immediately?

How can we be so impatient with someone that can promise us more than we can imagine within all our power? How can we want something now that, in reality, we couldn't possibly know what to do with until it's the right time?