March 9, 2006

Today I found myself preparing for the journey of entering back into writing music, for the second time this year. I find myself constantly worried that at the same time, it will end as badly as last time did, and with something that I honestly think could be my calling in life, it's a truly frightening thing.

When I look back over the past couple of years, as I actually did today, I find myself noticing that I really am sad at how so many close friends change and fade from friendship. Whatever means that change them, if it changes the relationship that we had as friends, I find it a very sad experience.

At the same time, I found myself thinking about how much I was thrilled by how so many of my new friends that I've made over the last couple of years are so strong and encouraging in the spirit, and how they make we want to seek the face of God, everyday.