March 14, 2006

Today I saw a very dear friend, and a very strong brother in Christ.

As I saw this friend today, I realized that, among other things, I haven't been very accountable as his accountability partner this year. When I had first started this journal, we had agreed to keep each other accountable, on the topic of women. Neither of us are dating this year, and we felt we would make perfect accountability partners for one another, in making sure we stay true to our path for the year. Today I realized I haven't been keeping up on him to make sure, just as it is true vice-versa.

I find myself at this point in time very taken in by superficial parts of this world. At this point, fitting in with other people, especially other christians, seems to be important to me. I think their opinion of me is very important, and I haven't managed to break myself of that yet.

In dealing with the showing of Invisible Children I am trying to hold. The girl I planned on talking to about borrowing a projector for the film actually approached me today. She came to me and had somehow found out that I planned on doing the screening, and wanted to help out, so when I asked about the projector, she was more than willing to help out. God's ways of moving are so incredible to me, and the more I see, the more this grows every single day I'm alive.