November 3, 2005

It seems, anytime that I doubt, He comes back with double the effect.

Today was by all accounts, pretty amazing. I ran into at least 10 old friends that I had no intention of running into, and enjoyed it. It's amazing how God will show His love sometimes.

I attended a group gathering of Christians for a worship service on campus tonight, and the turn out was incredible. What led me to be there was more incredible.

In the past two days, I've gone from in a rut to being completely faithful, in a very short amount of time. In this time, I thought that maybe I should give CRU (Campus Crusade for Christ) a shot on Thursday night.

As it turns out, my Thursday night was free, and my friend called to persuade me to come to CRU. I ended up at another campus beforehand, talking and laughing with four other amazing people, two of which I'd never met before.

Shortly after, we went over to my campus and went to CRU. Having seen this many believers in one place, you cannot help but believe and have faith, I feel. By the end of the night, I was feeling on fire like I have recently, and I see no sign of it dying. God's plan is miraculous. His love even more so.

I have recently come to grips with the idea that God is ALWAYS around us, wherever we are. I for some reason, always got on the mind set of God giving us a daily recess or whatever you could call it, or that He only showed up when I thought about Him. To finally realize that what you've really known all along. It's quite a revelation, to say the least.

Also, to think that every tiny detail of EVERYTHING has been planned out since before time. What an idea, a beautiful, wonderful masterpiece? The cells in that leave that is lying on the ground a certain way have been planned to be that way since before any of us were here, and He followed through with it, and controlled EXAXCTLY as it lay there. Amazing.

When you're not afraid to sing out loud anymore, you'll notice that, if you look around, many others are singing right along with you.

Is it possible for the Christian man or woman to live a risk free life? Can a person that truly knows God live in a safe zone their entire life, without stepping out to take a leap of faith?