November 4, 2005

I watch around me as the world rushes past itself. It seems in the last century, we've really gotten to the point that we can't seem to slow down long enough to notice our lives at all.

Until lately, I have been no exception. In learning to trust God's time, I've learned that trying to rush to keep up with things doesn't really work. However, in letting God get me where I'm supposed to be, when He wants it, I'm nearly always on time for things. I also notice much more in life. I see thins I've never noticed before, and heard things I didn't know were there. It's an amazing thing, to just let go of your perfectly timed schedule and let God show you His.

I spent some more time talking to my friend that is angry at God. We determined that they are in fact, not an agnostic, but just plain out not wanting to turn to God. They also admitted that they feel God is after them, and that the more they thing, the less they feel the distance between them and God. This following last night's incredible feelings of worship just makes me sit in awe of what God can do to people, if we let Him.

I also had an amazing conversation on the topic of worship last night with a friend. She had also attended CRU last night and was moved to the point that she decided to rededicate her life to God because of how much she felt His presence, which was astounding due to the fact that I felt the exact same thing there last night. We went on for nearly half an hour, followed by the conclusion that there must have been a reason we met when we did, and that we must have something in purpose in meeting.