Fool Again
Prologue
Shane
knew that something was wrong between him and his girlfriend Sarah. He loved her
madly. She was his soul mate and they would always be together. Or would they?
Did Sarah really love him? Is Shane a fool again?
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Shane
couldn't believe that he was getting some time off from Westlife. A whole three
weeks. He was so worn out, as well as the rest of the lads after promoting Swear
It Again in the US and were delighted when it went in at no.2. It wasn't a no.1
but it was better than nothing. All Shane wanted to do was to cuddle up with his
girlfriend Sarah.
He
opened the door to their apartment. Still the same as he remembered it.
"Sarah, I'm home!" he yelled. Shane didn't know that Sarah was in the
kitchen crying. Once she heard him she wiped the tears away. She wondered what
he was doing back.
"Hey Sarah. How's my girlfriend that I missed so much?" He hugged her
so tight and didn't let go until Sarah pulled away when he leaned in to kiss
her. He stared at her puzzled. "What did I do?" he asked "Nothing
Shay" "Were you crying sweetie?" She didn't answer him. Just
looked away thinking how she was going to tell him what she had been longing to
tell him for a while. She could feel the tears coming and tried to hold them
back but it was no good. He stepped towards her, wanting to comfort her but she
moved away from him.
"Shane
I have something I have to tell you but I don't want to hurt you" "Hey
you can't hurt me. This is Shane Filan you are talking about here"
"Shane, please just sit down and listen"
He
moved over to the sofa and sat down next to her. She turned her head away so she
wouldn't have to look at him. "This is very hard for me to say Shane"
Shane looked at her face for some answers but all that he saw was how much she
was hurting and tears streaming down her cheek. He wiped them away with
his hand. "Tell me what's wrong" "Shane... I know you love me and
...we have been going out now for almost two years...." "Tell me. Its
okay" "Its not okay Shane. The truth is ...I don't love you anymore
and..... I don't think I ever
did" "What?" "I thought I loved you. I never knew what love
was and thought I had it with you. I am so sorry Shane"
She
started crying harder now and couldn't stop. " I don't know what to
say" "And I don't know what to say to you too. Just please don't hate
me" "How could I ever hate you. I love you"
All went silent except for Sarah's crying. Then Shane started to sing the song they both called 'their song', Flying Without Wings.
"And
your the place my life begins
And
you'll be where it ends
I'm
flying without wings
And
that's..."
"Please
stop Shane. You are making things worse""Things have already reached
worse" "No, there's more I have to tell you" Sarah turned and
looked him in the eyes. Those heart melting hazel green eyes that she thought
she loved. He stared into her dazzling blue eyes. What
more
could she add, he thought. "Shane, I have found someone that I do honestly
love and I just know its real this time" "Who is it? Do I know
him?" "Yes!" He took back what he said. Things just got worse. He
felt there was nothing more felt of his heart. It was completely shattered.
"Who
is it then?" "Its...am..........it's Kian, Shane!" "What!
Your leaving me for my band mate. You are in love with my best friend instead of
me?" "Please Shane, your making me feel so guilty. I don't know how to
let you know how sorry I am. I wasn't going to lead you on and not tell you and
just start seeing Kian behind your back!" "So you haven't gone out
with him yet?"
"No.
I wouldn't do that to you. I am not the kind of person who goes around and
cheats on her boyfriend Shay, and you know that" He stood up and walked
over towards the door. He wanted to just run out and never come back again but
he didn't want to do that to her. Sarah came up
behind
him. "Shay, please don't leave like this" He turned around to face her
and just held her close to him for the last time. She started to cry again and
kept whispering that she was sorry. He thought of the last time he had heard
those words. His last girlfriend who also left him. She cheated on him and
she actually did love. Well that's what she said anyway. Why was this
happening to him again? Why? He thought he'd never love again after her but then
he met Sarah. She made him be able to trust again and made him so happy. All the
romantic things they used to do. He remembered when she flew all the way to the
US for his birthday. For Valentines Day he filled her bedroom with red roses and
red heart-shaped balloons. All the good times they had together and now it was
all over. Why did he have to be a fool again?