All songs copyright 2001 by Charles Montney
November 1994
I never wanted to make the big statement
I never needed to show that I cared
I only wanted not to hurt anybody
I thought that would be enough
I felt safer as part of the background
Didn't need to be a "point of light"
I saw it all go down on the Ten O'Clock News
But I didn't know just what I could do
REFRAIN 1:
Then I saw one more homeless man sleeping in a doorway
One more big big man strike his wife down
One more gay child dead because of hatred
Another day is dawning, not enough hope to go round
Don't want to read about another drive-by shooting
Don't want to hear about another man's war
Don't want to listen to some Neo-Nazi's answers
Sitting on his pile of guns
See the Congressmen say we don't have to
And the governor says we don't need to
Too many people they can't see what's around them
Someone had better open up our eyes
REFRAIN 2:
To see one more child with a gun in the classroom
One more neighborhood with its houses falling down
One more dealer stealing our kids' future
Another day is dawning, not enough hope to go round
I'm not saying I've got all the answers
Isn't one of us gonna fix it all at once
But I know now that I need to do something
And the clock is running for us all
So I guess that this is my big statement
You know I never thought I'd show that I cared
I only wanted not to hurt anybody
Now I know that's just not enough
REFRAIN 1(a):
When there's one more homeless man sleeping in a doorway
One more big big man striking his wife down
One more gay child dead because of hatred
Another day is dawning, not enough hope to go round
April 1994
Circling high above the field
The hawks used to watch me watch them fly
The closest I could ever get
Was wishing I could join them in the sky
My hopes and dreams they flew then too
Borne aloft on strong brown wings
I didn't know that they could fall
Lay on the ground like broken things
But hawks don't know from hopes and dreams
Flying's just a thing they have to do
But maybe somewhere in the air
They find a little joy there too
We have been known to try to fly
Spread our wings we just cut loose
The tether's tight and stops us short
We fall and flutter back to roost
Back on the ground we wonder why
Blame the sky because it called
Yearn for keys to set us free
And curse the hawks when they don't fall
But hawks don't know from hopes and dreams
Flying's just a thing they have to do
But maybe somewhere in the air
They find a little joy there too
You can't catch a rabbit in a tree
A hungry hawk just has to fly
Take the air and build up speed
And when the chance comes you have to try
I don't fly much anymore
My dreams they stay close to the ground
But if there's joy I'll find it somewhere
And if I happen to be airborne
I won't look down
July 1985
The road goes by the old house, the lake's still clean and blue
Everything that I remember is like it was still new
The trees have grown a little
The swing still hangs beneath the big one
And up there on the front porch I'm still sitting there with you
Though it's been so many days, so many miles away
Something here just pulls me back like I belong to yesterday
And after all the plans and dreams I had
And all the wrong turns down the hard roads
All I ever wanted was to never go away
Sometimes all the things you have are less than what you lack
And sometimes you have to burn your eyes before your sight comes back
But I didn't know, so I had to leave
Find all the things I thought were out there
When all I ever wanted was at the start of my own track
Maybe all the tears I cried only served to break the ice
Though I had to learn the hard way
I won't have to learn it twice
I'm going back to find the place I still see in my mind
Then I'll try to put together all the pieces I can find
Maybe then I'll show you
What I should have shown you all along
All I ever wanted was to be right by your side
And after all the plans and dreams I had
And all the wrong turns now I know
All I ever wanted was to be right by your side
December 27, 2003
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