The
Vampire Maid (1900)
by
Hume Nisbet
It
was the exact kind of abode that I had been looking after for weeks, for
I
was in that condition of mind when absolute renunciation of society was a
necessity.
I
had become diffident of myself, and wearied of my kind. A
strange
unrest was in my blood; a barren dearth in my brains. Familiar
objects
and faces had grown distasteful to me. I wanted to be alone.
This
is the mood which comes upon every sensitive and artistic mind when the
possessor has been overworked or
living too long in one groove. It is
Nature's
hint for him to seek pastures new; the sign that a retreat has
become
needful.
If
he does not yield, he breaks down and becomes whimsical and
hypochondriacal,
as well as hypercritical. It is always a bad sign when a
man
becomes over-critical and censorious about his own or other people's
work,
for it means that he is losing the vital portions of work, freshness
and
enthusiasm.
Before
I arrived at the dismal stage of criticism I hastily packed up my
knapsack,
and taking the train to Westmorland, I began my tramp in search of
solitude,
bracing air and romantic surroundings.
Many
places I came upon during that early summer wandering that appeared to
have
almost the required conditions, yet some petty drawback prevented me
from
deciding. Sometimes it was the scenery that I did not take kindly to.
At
other places I took sudden antipathies to the landlady or landlord, and
felt
I would abhor them before a week was spent under their charge.
Other
places which might have suited me I could not have, as they did not want a
lodger.
Fate was driving me to this Cottage on the Moor, and no one can
resist
destiny.
One
day I found myself on a wide and pathless moor near the sea. I had slept
the
night before at a small hamlet, but that was already eight miles in my
rear,
and since I had turned my back upon it I had not seen any signs of
humanity;
I was alone with a fair sky above me, a balmy ozone-filled wind
blowing
over the stony and heather-clad mounds, and nothing to disturb my
meditations.
How
far the moor stretched I had no knowledge; I only knew that by keeping
in
a straight line I would come to the ocean cliffs, then perhaps after a
time
arrive at some fishing village.
I
had provisions in my knapsack, and being young did not fear a night under
the
stars. I was inhaling the delicious summer air and once more getting
back
the vigour and happiness I had lost; my city-dried brains were again
becoming
juicy.
Thus
hour after hour slid past me, with the paces, until I had covered about
fifteen
miles since morning, when I saw before me in the distance a solitary
stone-built
cottage with roughly slated roof. 'I'll camp there if possible.
I
said to myself as I quickened my steps towards it.
To
one in search of a quiet, free life, nothing could have possibly been
more
suitable than this cottage. It stood on the edge of lofty cliffs, with
its
front door facing the moor and the back-yard wall overlooking the ocean.
The
sound of the dancing waves struck upon my ears like a lullaby as I drew
near;
how they would thunder when the autumn gales came on and the seabirds
fled
shrieking to the shelter of the sedges.
A
small garden spread in front, surrounded by a dry-stone wall just high
enough
for one to lean lazily upon when inclined. This garden was a flame of
colour,
scarlet predominating, with those other soft shades that cultivated
poppies
take on in their blooming, for this was all that the garden grew.
As
I approached, taking notice of this singular assortment of poppies, and
the
orderly cleanness of the windows, the front door opened and a woman
appeared
who impressed me at once favourably as she leisurely came along the
pathway
to the gate, and drew it back as if to welcome me.
She
was of middle age, and when young must have been remarkably
good-looking.
She was tall and still shapely, with smooth clear skin,
regular
features and a calm expression that at once gave me a sensation of
rest.
To
my inquiries she said that she could give me both a sitting and bedroom,
and
invited me inside to see them. As I looked at her smooth black hair, and
cool
brown eyes, I felt that I would not be too particular about the
accommodation.
With such a landlady, I was sure to find what I was after
here.
The
rooms surpassed my expectation, dainty white curtains and bedding with
the
perfume of lavender about them, a sitting-room homely yet cosy without
being
crowded. With a sigh of infinite relief I flung down my knapsack and
clinched
the bargain.
She
was a widow with one daughter, whom I did not see the first day, as she
was
unwell and confined to her own room, but on the next day she was
somewhat
better, and then we met.
The
fare was simple, yet it suited me exactly for the time, delicious milk
and
butter with home-made scones, fresh eggs and bacon; after a hearty tea I
went
early to bed in a condition of perfect content with my quarters.

Yet
happy and tired out as I was I had by no means a comfortable night. This
I
put down to the strange bed. I slept certainly, but my sleep was filled
with
dreams so that I woke late and unrefreshed; a good walk on the moor,
however,
restored me, and I returned with a fine appetite for breakfast.
Certain
conditions of mind, with aggravating circumstances, are required
before
even a young man can fall in love at first sight, as Shakespeare has
shown
in his Romeo and Juliet. In the city, where many fair faces passed me
every
hour, I had remained like a stoic, yet no sooner did I enter the
cottage
after that morning walk than I succumbed instantly before the weird
charms
of my landlady's daughter, Ariadne Brunnell.
She
was somewhat better this morning and able to meet me at breakfast, for
we
had our meals together while I was their lodger. Ariadne was not
beautiful
in the strictly classical sense, her complexion being too lividly
white
and her expression too set to be quite pleasant at first sight; yet,
as
her mother had informed me, she had been ill for some time, which
accounted
for that defect. Her features were not regular, her hair and eyes
seemed
too black with that strangely white skin, and her lips too red for
any
except the decadent harmonies of an Aubrey Beardsley.
Yet
my fantastic dreams of the preceding night, with my morning walk, had
prepared
me to be enthralled by this modern poster-like invalid.
The
loneliness of the moor, with the singing of the ocean, had gripped my
heart with a wistful longing. The incongruity of those flaunting and
evanescent
poppy flowers, dashing the giddy tints in the face of that sober
heath,
touched me with a shiver as I approached the cottage, and lastly that
weird
embodiment of startling contrasts completed my subjugation.
She
rose from her chair as her mother introduced her, and smiled while she
held
out her hand. I clasped that soft snowflake, and as I did so a faint
thrill
tingled over me and rested on my heart, stopping for the moment its
beating.
This
contact seemed also to have affected her as it did me; a clear flush,
like
a white flame, lighted up her face, so that it glowed as if an
alabaster
lamp had been lit; her black eyes became softer and more humid as
our
glances crossed, and her scarlet lips grew moist. She was a living woman
now,
while before she had seemed half a corpse.
She
permitted her white slender hand to remain in mine longer than most
people
do at an introduction, and then she slowly withdrew it, still
regarding
me with steadfast eyes for a second or two afterwards.
Fathomless
velvety eyes these were, yet before they were shifted from mine
they
appeared to have absorbed all my willpower and made me her abject
slave.
They looked like deep dark pools of clear water, yet they filled me
with
fire and deprived me of strength. I sank into my chair almost as
languidly
as I had risen from my bed that morning.
Yet
I made a good breakfast, and although she hardly tasted anything, this
strange
girl rose much refreshed and with a slight glow of colour on her
cheeks,
which improved her so greatly that she appeared younger and almost
beautiful.
I
had come here seeking solitude, but since I had seen Ariadne it seemed as
if
I had come for her only. She was not very lively; indeed, thinking back,
I
cannot recall any spontaneous remark of hers; she answered my questions by
monosyllables
and left me to lead in words; yet she was insinuating and
appeared
to lead my thoughts in her direction and speak to me with her eyes.
I
cannot describe her minutely, I only know that from the first glance and
touch
she gave me I was bewitched and could think of nothing else.
It
was a rapid, distracting, and devouring infatuation that possessed me;
all
day long I followed her about like a dog, every night I dreamed of that
white
glowing face, those steadfast black eyes, those moist scarlet lips,
and
each morning I rose more languid than I had been the day before.
Sometimes
I dreamt that she was kissing me with those red lips, while I
shivered
at the contact of her silky black tresses as they covered my
throat;
sometimes that we were floating in the air, her arms about me and
her
long hair enveloping us both like an inky cloud, while I lay supine and
helpless.

She
went with me after breakfast on that first day to the moor, and before
we
came back I had spoken my love and received her assent. I held her in my
arms
and had taken her kisses in answer to mine, nor did I think it strange
that
all this had happened so quickly. She was mine, or rather I was hers,
without
a pause. I told her it was fate that had sent me to her, for I had
no
doubts about my love, and she replied that I had restored her to life.
Acting
upon Ariadne's advice, and also from a natural shyness, I did not
inform
her mother how quickly matters had progressed between us, yet
although
we both acted as circumspectly as possible, I had no doubt Mrs
Brunnell
could see how engrossed we were in each other. Lovers are not
unlike
ostriches in their modes of concealment. I was not afraid of asking
Mrs
Brunnell for her daughter, for she already showed her partiality towards
me,
and had bestowed upon me some confidences regarding her own position in
life,
and I therefore knew that, so far as social position was concerned,
there
could be no real objection to our marriage. They lived in this lonely
spot
for the sake of their health, and kept no servant because they could
not
get any to take service so far away from other humanity. My coming had
been
opportune and welcome to both mother and daughter.
For
the sake of decorum, however, I resolved to delay my confession for a
week
or two and trust to some favourable opportunity of doing it discreetly.
Meantime
Ariadne and I passed our time in a thoroughly idle and lotus-eating
style.
Each night I retired to bed meditating starting work next day, each
morning
I rose languid from those disturbing dreams with no thought for
anything
outside my love. She grew stronger every day, while I appeared to
be
taking her place as the invalid, yet I was more frantically in love than
ever,
and only happy when with her. She was my lone-star, my only joy - my
life.
We
did not go great distances, for I liked best to lie on the dry heath and
watch
her glowing face and intense eyes while I listened to the surging of
the
distant waves. It was love made me lazy, I thought, for unless a man has
all
he longs for beside him, he is apt to copy the domestic cat and bask in
the
sunshine.
I
had been enchanted quickly. My disenchantment came as rapidly, although it
was
long before the poison left my blood.
One
night, about a couple of weeks after my coming to the cottage, I had
returned after a delicious moonlight
walk with Ariadne. The night was warm
and the moon at the full, therefore I left my bedroom window open to let in
what little air there was.
I
was more than usually fagged out, so that I had only strength enough to
remove
my boots and coat before I flung myself wearily on the coverlet and
fell
almost instantly asleep without tasting the night-cap draught that was
constantly placed on the table, and which I had always drained thirstily.
I
had a ghastly dream this night. I thought I saw a monster bat, with the
face
and tresses of Ariadne, fly into the open window and fasten its white
teeth
and scarlet lips on my arm. I tried to beat the horror away, but could
not,
for I seemed chained down and thralled also with drowsy delight as the
beast
sucked my blood with a gruesome rapture.
I
looked out dreamily and saw a line of dead bodies of young men lying on
the
floor, each with a red mark on their arms, on the same part where the
vampire
was then sucking me, and I remembered having seen and wondered at
such
a mark on my own arm for the past fortnight. In a flash I understood
the
reason for my strange weakness, and at the same moment a sudden prick of
pain
roused me from my dreamy pleasure.
The
vampire in her eagerness had bitten a little too deeply that night,
unaware
that I had not tasted the drugged draught. As I woke I saw her fully
revealed
by the midnight moon, with her black tresses flowing loosely, and
with
her red lips glued to my arm. With a shriek of horror I dashed her
backwards,
getting one last glimpse of her savage eyes, glowing white face
and
blood-stained red lips; then I rushed out to the night, moved on by my
fear
and hatred, nor did I pause in my mad flight until I had left miles
between
me and that accursed Cottage on the Moor.
The
End.
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