Chapter II: REAL CHILD ABUSE

      John's teacher had him sent down to the school psychologist, after he announced to the class what he had done. The psychologist told John about how he allowed all those men to abuse him and that he is supposed to be emotionally damaged from having all that cheap sleazy sex, but for some reason, John had never felt happier in his life, considering he made all that money just for doing something that felt so good, but now that the cat got out of the bag, or is it the chicken got out of the bag, John would never experience happiness for the rest of his life. Considering that John was a dork and quite vulnerable to being duped by assholes, he was about to be victimized by real child abuse because the school psychologist called his parents and told them exactly what he did!

      John's parents could not believe that he would ever do a thing like that. John's parents searched his room and sure enough, they found over $18,000 in cash and at that point, they were horrified, especially his mother, because she was beginning to realize that what the school psychologist said he had done, was true.

       John's mother was so pissed off at him, she beat the living shit out of him, which was real child abuse. She even made him pull down his pants and she beat his bare ass raw with a paddle. She also took the $18,000 away from him, even though he was planning on buying a car with it as soon as he would be old enough to drive. Even though John's mother stole all his money, it was legal, because he was a minor, which meant he was a second class citizen.

         John's mother was so devastated over what he had done, she lost interest in getting fucked by her husband. In fact, the thought of it made her nauseous, but for some reason, she was horny a lot of times, but she didn't know why. Because she couldn't stand the thought of getting fucked by her husband, she decided to buy a vibrator.

      Sticking that vibrator up her cunt felt so good, because although she couldn't even admit it to herself, the reason she was horny is because beating her son's bare ass, caused her to have incest fantasies about him and her horniness was intensified by the thought of his young cute ass getting fucked so many times and his dick getting sucked. That incest fantasy gave her the best orgasm she ever had, but for some reason, she felt weird after having her orgasm.

      Well anyway, John's parents felt that they had been too lenient on him and it was time to crack down. They didn't like the thought of all those "perverts" abusing him. That's their job! They felt that they had failed as parents. They failed to turn John into a tabloid robot, but they decided that they were going to change that.

       Considering that they had $18,000 that they had stolen from him, they were going to spend the money by sending John to see a therapist, so they could turn him into a tabloid robot. The therapist tried to convince John, that all his problems were caused by all those "sick perverts" that had sex with him, but John had some questions to ask him, such as: "I can't understand how I'm supposed to traumatized from having sex with those men. I consented to the acts, it felt good and I made a lot of money having sex with them. In fact, if it weren't for those men having sex with me, I wouldn't be able to afford to see you, so what's the big deal about it"? This is what the therapist had to say, "John, you are not old enough to know what you are doing and having sex with those men was very harmful for you, emotionally, even though it felt good". John said, "everybody being so uptight, being bent out of shape over what I had done and my parents beating the shit out of me, and treating me like shit seems to be causing me a lot more emotional damage than what those men did, that had sex with me". Well, this is the brilliant answer that the therapist (who is charging him $125 a session to see him against his will) had to say, "John, what your parents are doing may seem to be emotionally harmful, but it's for your own good". So, through intensive therapy, the therapist managed to convince John, that all his problems were caused by all those "sick perverts" that had sex with him and his parents treating him like shit was for his own good. Of course the biggest accomplishment was, the therapist convinced John that he was emotionally damaged from having that cheap sleazy sex with those men, but he didn't know what to do about it. Good work. Thousands of dollars well spent. YEAH RIGHT.

       He also managed to convince John the importance of living his life according to what society expects of him and the importance of conforming. The therapist also convinced John that he should watch made for TV movies about child molesters, because that would keep reminding him about how "sick" those men were, who had sex with him.

       John found those movies to be so educational. These are some of the ones that his therapist recommended. The first movie he saw was called, "Monster Invasion", which was about Earth being invaded and taken over by child molester monsters. Another one he saw was called, "Abuse Went up my Nose", which was about a boy who got addicted to cocaine because some guy molested him. Of all those movies, John's favorite movie was called, "Night of the Living Dead Child Molesters", starring Sylvester Stalone! That's right. Some guy who molests a young boy is murdered by the boys father. Then a group of Neo Nazi skinheads decide to celebrate his death by breaking into the cemetery and have a circle jerk on his grave. After all the skinheads cum, it starts raining causing the sperm to touch the guys corpse, causing him and child molesters from other dimensions to come back from the dead and molest children. Only Sylvester Stalone, our all American hero, can save the world from these demented, sicko, child molester zombies! Another good movie he saw was called, "Priests Turning Into Beasts", which was about Catholic Priests who turn into vampires that molest young boys and last but not least, John watched a tabloid TV show called, "Shocking News" and they had a report on boys being traumatized because they were molested by their dogs, because their dogs would start humping them. A therapist, who was an "expert" on child sexual abuse, went on the show and said, "if your dog starts humping your child, have him put to sleep, or your child will be damaged beyond repair".

      Anyway, John made progress after seeing that therapist. He learned to stop rebelling, to honor and respect authority, without question, to conform, and to realize how wrong it was to have cheap sleazy sex in the bathrooms of the bus station, but for some reason, he still got a hard on, thinking about having sex with guys and considering that he was convinced on how wrong he was for having sex with men, he stopped doing it, but for some reason, he started beating off instead and he couldn't help it, even though he tried to be "the best little boy in the world".

      John's parents were feeling better, because, their rehabilitation plans were working on him, but they were still in trouble, because John's mother was still fucking herself with vibrators, had incest fantasies about John and still couldn't stand the thought of getting fucked by her husband. Her husband wanted to divorce her, because he wanted to fuck her and she wouldn't let him.

      John's mother broke down and started crying and was wondering what was wrong with her. Her husband wanted to divorce her, because she wouldn't let him fuck her. She didn't know what to do. Then she just happened to turn on the TV set and she was flipping through the channels. She happened to turn to a channel that had a TV evangelist on who was talking about how difficult life can be, but he said, by turning your life over to the Lord, closing your mind and sending him money, God will get you through those difficult times. Oh, she was so inspired by his message, and they even had a hotline for counseling. She called the Christian Counseling Hotline and told them about how devastated she was, because her husband wanted to divorce her because she didn't want to be fucked by him anymore, and she pleasured herself with vibrators while having incest fantasies about her son, John. The person on the hotline told her to start praying and going to church. She started going to church with John and her husband and it worked. Her incest fantasies about John were dissolved and she enjoyed being fucked by her husband again, like a good wife should and her marriage was saved, Praise the Lord.

     John started to believe that his "perverted sexual fantasies" would disappear if he prayed harder. Well, he did pray harder. His Dick also continued to get harder. John was in such a desperate search to find a "cure" for his "perversion", he decided to join the youth group at his church, because he felt, with the help of peers and God, he could eliminate his "perverted" desires. He made a friend at the youth group and his name was Bill. After all the humiliation that John went through, he was too embarrassed to tell Bill that he had cheap sleazy sex in the bathroom of the Greyhound bus station, downtown. He was even to embarrassed to tell him that he beats off. He did tell Bill that he has sexual desires and he feels that it is wrong until you get married. Bill said, "John, being a Christian ain't going to be easy, but you know what I do to cope with it? I started smoking pot, and that's what you should do too". John said, "ain't smoking pot a sin"? Bill said, "Not at all, I am a supporter of the Coptic Church that believes the best way to get to know Jesus, is from smoking joints and getting stoned. I have been wanting to go to the Coptic Church, but for some reason, my parents won't take me there, so I come here". John figured, seeing that he felt guilty and was stressed out from having to live up to the expectations of being a Christian, he started smoking pot, which made him feel more relaxed, but it wasn't enough to stop him from hating himself.

       As John got older, he hated himself more and more, because he kept praying and praying, so God would save him from beating off, while thinking about having sex with guys, but he couldn't stop. Then one day just after John turned 20, he was beating off and after he came, he had a massive guilt trip. With cum still all over his body, he started cussing at God and said, "God damn you, Jesus H Christ, you allowed me to turn into a sex weirdo. I prayed so hard to stop playing with my Dick, but you allowed me to do it anyway. Oh God, I hate my cock, I hate myself". He was so upset about being unable to stop beating off, he took a knife and cut his Dick right off, which he regretted doing, because the pain was unbearable. He called 911 to tell them what he had done and he was rushed to the hospital. They managed to sew his Dick back on and saved his life, but he was committed to the psycho ward of the hospital for a psychiatric evaluation, because they had reason to suspect that someone who cuts his Dick off, ain't all there.

      The operation cost John $25,000 and he had no medical insurance. Fortunately, someone from The National Enquirer heard about what John had done, and would give him $25,000 if he would let them run a story about how he cut his Dick off, because he had a guilt trip about beating off. John didn't have much choice, so he let the National Enquirer run their story and the headline said, "Man Cuts Off His Own Penis-Had Guilt Trip After Homosexual Masturbational Fantasy"

    . Meanwhile, John was in a state of confusion while recovering in the psycho ward of the hospital. John was tied up to the bed and he had no rights. He had to get permission to be able to do the basic things like being able to go to the bathroom to piss and/or shit. No one was allowed to listen to music except for the kind that passed their approval, like easy listening music and love songs. No one was allowed to watch TV, except for the religious station.

      The people at the hospital felt that people in the psycho ward were fucked up and watching TV evangelists would do them a world of good. John watched the religious station, and he was so inspired, just like his mother was. He called the counseling hotline, just like his mother did and explained to them that he cut his Dick off because he felt guilty about beating off and he wanted to know why his Dick got hard looking at guys, and why praying didn't help him. They told him that the reason why he continued to beat off is because he didn't accept Jesus Christ as his personal Savior. They also told him that he didn't have enough patience with God, and said that Satan was in his Dick, causing him to beat off and what he needs to do is repent after he beats off. While John was talking on the hotline, he decided to be saved and they prayed with him. Hallelujah, Praise God.

      John was such a dork, he actually believed that being saved would stop his Dick from getting hard, and it did stop getting hard, not because he was saved, but because he damaged it by cutting it off. So, by being saved, John would never get a hard on again, right? Wrong. As he was recovering, he started to get erections again.

      A few months later, John's Dick had recovered to the point that he was so horny, he couldn't resist the temptation to beat off and John learned a valuable lesson from cutting off his Dick, which was, if you have abnormal sexual desires, don't cut your Dick off, that's stupid. Do what most religious fanatics do, which is, do weird and kinky things, condemn anyone else that does the same thing and be a hypocrite. AMEN!

You can see how getting duped turned John into such a fucking asshole in Chapter III