Obsession


My eyes follow every curve
Of your perfect body
As your stilettos click the
Pavement in time to my 
Pounding heart.

You stop, and turn to see
Behind you, and our eyes
Lock for a millisecond.

My heart is rolling thunder
In my ears and I can feel
My blood boil with passion.

You slide into the limo, the
Door slams shut, and the tinted
Glass rushes by...

I rush home and dream of our
Next meeting... the silkiness
Of your skin as it brushes mine,

The howling yowling moans as
I bring you to orgasm 
Again and again.

I would shower you with kisses,
Existing solely to please you.

We've never met, but we are
Destined to be together, for
The Moon does not lie.

It spoke to me in the night,
Whispering promises of bliss,
Heaven on Earth, together until
We die.

You will understand, for
Underneath the Hollywood
Excess you are a good person.

Not like the last slut --
She understood nothing but
Power and money... she had to
Die.

Her eyes thanked me when I 
Killed her.

But you are not like her,
You are not a devil... but an
Angel.

You will be mine.

With every breath I feel
Closer to you, the hand of
Fate clicks into place.

I walk over to your house,
And my mind reels with the
Possibilities, the ecstasy of our
Night together.

I wait by your door
With a smile on my
Lips, and a prayer in
My heart.

I sit behind the bushes by
Your front gate, and whisper
Your name... a chant to set
My demons free.

The words fly through the
Night and into your brain,
Like a radio wave into a
Television.

No one knows of our special
Bond, the gift we share is
Secret and sacred.

Telepathy... we talk without
Words -- our feelings sending
Messages soundlessly into our
Heads.

I hear the machine gun click of
Your heels as you walk up the
Driveway.

I can see the moonlight shimmering
Through your hair, and contentment
Flashing through your eyes.

A smile spreads across your
Lips as you receive my silent
Message... I jump out of the 
Bushes.

You shriek at my greeting and begin 
To run from me... what could be wrong?
You seemed so happy!

I pull you closer to me and silence
Your screams with my hand, still
You struggle.  

Your eyes dance with fear, when
You should be calm, for you are 
In my arms now.

I send you another message,
But it can't get through

There's too much static in
My head.

YOU HAVE BETRAYED ME!

Just like all the others,
You say you understand...
But you have deceived me!

Why have you done this?
WHY? WHY? After all I've done
For you... to turn on me
Like an ANIMAL!

My hands wrap themselves around
Your throat and you begin to
Thrash and kick... I press tighter
And you slow down... then stop.

I release your body, and
It drops to the ground like
A sack of trash.

I rush home in a rage,
And tear all my pictures
Of you to shreds... I scream
In pain at the betrayal.

The anger seeps into the floor,
And I begin to dream again...

About finding my angel,
The one creature who will
NEVER betray me.

She is here somewhere,
For this is the city
Of Lost Angels...
  
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