People are more important For Who, What, When, Where, and Why, Than they are for How. Who a person is inside Is more important Than How they appear outside. What a person does Is more important Than How well they do it. When a person takes a step forward Is more important Than How well they walk. Where a person travels on the road of life Is more important Than How they travel. Why a person helps others Is more important Than How they help. People are more important For Who, What, When, Where, and Why, Than they are for How. But there is one exception. How hard we try to understand others Is very important.
Tracking endlessly, up on high, golden sun dots a gemlike sky, a twinkle in a diamond's eye. A trackless swath of verdant green lies undisturbed on springtime e'en, a hush of beauty seldom seen. Amid splendor of Nature's lawn, to velvet dusk from crystal dawn, unseen hides a trembling small fawn. A squirrel flits from tree to ground, darts, starts, and stops to look around. Another winter's nut is found. Caterpillar crawls in a tree, colored so predators ne'er see, bright-winged butterfly soon will be. Birds take sky from nested thatching; worm and insect prey they're catching to feed nestlings now a-hatching. Is glory waste if such a scene goes all by human eyes unseen? No, it's enough that it has been.
We are but human, we who fly mounted on flames, into the sky; we who soar impossibly high, to do our work above the sky. We are but human, but we dare to do the deeds that others scare; working, playing, and taking care of duty in conditions spare. We are but human, yet we keep to our schedules while others sleep; o’er mountain tall and ocean deep, rewards of toils and efforts reap. We are but human, we can die when best laid plans go all awry. Yet we will cheer when others try, and rise, undaunted, to the sky.
No rhymer's ever been kept very long, from poetic work or parodied song. At some times though, the effort expended, takes more creative juice than intended. Though the batteries of the mind get drained, and much power is spent, much more is gained when the result is such that, rough or fine, one can e'er look back to say "That one's mine."
Spread like a sheet of pearl below, Illumined in moonlight’s pale glow, A blanket of new-fallen snow. Though all in view may seem pristine, Examination of this scene Shows much that was at first unseen. On a small branch, the coat of snow, Disturbed where tiny bird feet go, Has slipped, fallen to land below. In the bushes and in the trees, Smaller branches, in a light breeze: The snow coat dances, floats, and flees. Tiny tracks of tiny creature, Along well-worn path a feature, Searched for food, as is its nature. Rabbit tracks go undercover. Peer under bush and discover What won’t be seen looking over. Top layer of snow turned to ice As cover more than will suffice For tunnels of clandestine mice. Wolves and foxes have prowled around, Questing for prey along the ground. Some has escaped and some was found. All this and more’s displayed to view, Though it is seen by very few. Come seeking, you can see it too.
Sunlight heralds a newborn day: No cloud bars its brightening ray. Morning mist soon will burn away. Verdant green, far as eye can view, With blossoms of every hue Dotting the scene, agleam with dew. Birdsong trills from a nearby tree, An echo of serenity, And other songs there soon will be. A questing bee roams bloom to bloom, A spider weaves as on a loom, And rabbits dig an earthen room. Streamlet burbles, chuckles, and drains Aftermath of yesterday’s rains, A sound like music’s distant strains. All of Nature stretches and wakes, And off the winter doldrums shakes: What difference a few days makes.
I look around the world today And wonder if it’s safe to say What I think, or if best to stay Silent until another day. The world is getting louder fast, Some say the die is all but cast And running ideas up a mast Will get you nothing but a blast Of rude, vehement rhetoric Heated enough to make you sick, To make you give it up and pick Another topic, double quick. Yet I think it’s e’en more needful To try to say something useful As the clime becomes more dreadful, To not give in and be woeful. So when the world is yelling loud Do not just blend into the crowd. Have your opinion, don’t be cowed. Just say your piece and say it proud.
The first piece here is a poem which I wrote back during my college days, and reworked to post here. It was a form of poetry which I tried writing for a while, and have picked up again. I don't know what it's really called or if it even has a name, but I call it "Word Pair Poetry." My rules for this poem form are:
Young child Sits happily Carefree day Joyous play Sudden change Play stops Toy drops Lip pouts Face clouds Tear trickles Great Tragedy Just remembered School starts Next week
Laughing sky New grass Robins hop Rabbits dance Finches sing Familiar tune Hummingbirds soon
Little child Giant bear Cuddly buddy Always there Getting tired Needing nap Sleepy child Fuzzy bear All's quiet Mommy peeks Loving smile Beloved child Bear's lap Snuggled up Fast asleep
When you appeared, back on that day I was, as I did seem, Too stunned to find the words to say: How’d you escape my dream? When in my dreams I saw you there, I never stopped to think Just who or what you were or where, And then I had to blink. You vanished then out of my view, No longer to be seen; And, though I searched my dreams all through, ‘Twas like you’d never been. In memory I’d feel your touch, So soft upon my skin: Yet when I’d reach to do as much, You would be gone again. So when you sat in living view, I was stricken a mute. I groped for words to say to you: The silence grew acute. Then when at last I found my voice, I mumbled something lame. Thank God, you laughed, and made the choice: Into my life you came. The joy I feel, I can’t compare To any else I know. Always believe that I do care: And please, don’t ever go.
"Live each day as if it's your last?" What kind of shadow would that cast? Would it your perceptions color, Change your priorities' order? Would you alter the things you'd do, And act in ways that are not you? In short, would how you live your life Be changed and cause you needless strife? Instead, think how it's come to pass For you since you were lad or lass, As you'd start a new adventure. Remember that sense of wonder: Seeing your life as a bud in bloom, Instead of as impending doom. Such a view, to me, is fitter With emotions that are better. So let us now the pattern burst, And live each day like it's our first.
Driving late Rainy evening Gloom absorbs Headlamp light Strained vision Shadow ahead Suddenly seen Braking hard Stopped short Oh! Deer!
Taking wing, and afloat on high, An altered view of Earth and sky, Looking hurricanes in the eye. Swoop and wheel, bank and dive, then soar Aloft to do it all once more, With thunder an approving roar. A powered thrust of lightning flame And enemies flee the way they came, With my mark graven on their frame. Embraced within the sky I love, At equal ease with hawk or dove, A sentinel, I soar above.
Steady patter of morning rain, Thrumming a beat on grass and grain, Cools the senses and calms the brain. The scent of air, cleansed by rainfall, Gives a feel of freshness to all, And holds time still in nature's thrall. Amid the rainbeat, quiet bird, Waiting, under cover sheltered, Lets out a chirp, timid but heard. Rain's sound gives all a soft surcease, Lets fears relax, tensions release, And brings to all both life and peace.
Downy soft Fur clad Lightning ball Romping rampage All's toys Must play Kitten tag "You're it!" Once sick Twice feisty "Little Rounder!"
Tabby gray and snow white, that's her, Snuggle against your hand and purr, A tiny waif in downy fur. When she drops her innocent ploy, Everything becomes a toy, And she attacks with raucous joy. Four-legged scamp in furry pants, She looks at you, her eyes just dance, Mischief in her every glance. If toes in blankets dare wiggle, Smallest twitch or slightest jiggle, She will pounce - do kittens giggle? Romping rampage from room to hall, Kitten-carom from wall to wall, Tag - you're it! - then dash away all. She's named Mellow, but we've found her Quick and feisty - she's a rounder! She is very much a charmer, Such an endearing little pest: When she behaves her very best, We soon forgive her all the rest.
Winds blowing cold, hard-edged and mean, cutting like razors sharp and keen, stab into clothes like knives unseen. Duck your head and protect your face; an icy blast hits like a mace. You're longing for a sheltered place. Temperatures, hovering low, are worsened by the frigid blow. Wait a minute, did I see snow? A warmer coat, I pray you, bring, and tell me just one little thing: isn't this supposed to be spring?
Sixty-four squares Thirty-two pieces Cool Logic Ordered moves White – Black White – Black Nothing random Luck nonexistent White – Black Reason’s passion Lifetime pursuit White – Black White – Checkmate
There's a phantom wordsmith, Who lives inside my skull. When he's rhyming herewith, It's very rarely dull. A watch he does not own: At least that's how it seems. Some nights he's even sown His rhymes within my dreams. Late hours he is keeping Are causing me to dread. I'd rather be sleeping When lying in my bed. Maybe quiet nighttime Just makes this fellow bored: Else the peaceful night clime Perhaps does strike a chord. The time it matters naught, Nor events transpiring, When phantom wordsmith's thought Is of rhymes inspiring. Then what he has started, I find I must complete. Other plans are thwarted, And sleep cannot compete.
Silver dawn, glint of crystal light catches the eye, gleaming so bright from prismed leaves dew-kissed by night. Morning's first rays stretch shadows long. Lilac-swept air is fragranced strong, and lightly tinted with birdsong. Contentment in a zephyr, meet; No other day-time can compete with morning's breezes fresh and sweet. With sense-appealing purity, morning's bright air has clarity which else times is a rarity. Though those up late may wearily greet daybreak somewhat drearily, the birds announce it cheerily.
Moon hides Misty shrouds Street lamps Illuminated pools Muffled light Muslin-screened Drifting wisps Smoky mist Shifting shapes Trick vision Imagination overdrive Colors fade Gray shades Forties cinema Mysteries reborn Swirling mists Silver screen Classic setting Film Noir Cue scene Camera - action Enter Bogie
The moon hides in misty shrouds. Street lamps form illuminated pools of muffled light, muslin-screened. Drifting wisps of smoky mist form shifting shapes to trick the vision: imagination kicks into overdrive. All around, colors fade into gray shades; the forties' cinema mysteries are reborn. Swirling mists recreate the silver screen and phantom players take their places. It's a classic setting for Film Noir. Cue the scene: lights - camera - action, and enter Bogie.
Solitary deer Roadside sentinel Standing stone Pickup approaching Slowing braking Occupant watching Deer watching Pickup creeping Tension breaks Deer bolts Moment lost Pickup accelerates
A lazy haze comes drifting by All but outlines are hard to spy, The Sun a blurred blob in the sky. Mist into your doorway will spill, Cling to you as spider webs will, All outdoors is eerily still. Sense of time is completely tossed, Move quickly and bearings are lost, Travel slows down to avoid that cost. Surrounded, blinded, still you'd swear, All while moving with utmost care, That morning is out there somewhere.
There are those who say writing is an art, You will either "have it" or else you won't. The talent is a gift: work plays no part. While it might be pleasing to agree, I don't. It may seem just so to an outside view, But nothing's just delivered "on a cart." Inspiration plays a part, that is true, But needed more are knowledge, work, and heart. The important part of any writing Is the element lying within you. What makes your work of writing inviting Is what you have lived, and have learned, and do. Writers are often thought a breed apart, With lives so different and exciting, That surely it must, like magic, impart Inspiration to power their writing. But being inspired goes only so far, And cannot itself create works of art. Writers must draw deeply from what they are, For the greatest writing comes from the heart.
On tin roofs rain beats a thrumming, An obsessive drummer's drumming, That will set a brain to humming. Some find tin roof rhythms vexing, Monotony all thought taxing. Others find rain-beats relaxing. Tin roof rain is a peaceful sound, For reflection, sonic background, Outside, the world still spins around. Inside there is a slower pace, A respite from the frantic race, Wherein the soul can find its space.
Starless overcast Streaking flash Momentary daylight Booming crescendo Droplets pitter Drops patter Downpour drums Vertical lines Liquid wall Strobing crashes Sonic assault Drops patter Droplets pitter Clouds pass Stars wink
No stars No Moon Long trip Lonely road Rain-dampened Headlights pale Eyes strain Secret weapon Disc changer Four discs Gospel music Crank volume Sing along Joyful noise Never alone Unseen Companion Comfortable peace Miles melt Home driveway Uneventful trip Praise God
I look into your light green eyes, So deep that I could fall right in, But their tranquility belies The emotions that lie within. The deeper passions that you feel, Intensity that drives your soul, Rolling you forward like a wheel, Powering you toward your goal. Frustration is not a stranger, But there's at length nothing to fear, For there never is a danger That you will fail to persevere. Odds may look overpowering, That bar from what you want to do, But with drive I find inspiring, Nothing long gets the best of you. As I bring this to an ending, Let me explain this, clear and loud: My love, I am not pretending When I tell you I'm very proud.
Remembering brings smiles to me, I’d live inside your eyes and arms, and we’d kiss with intensity enough to set off fire alarms. We’ve lived a while, and loved a while, a marriage truer and longer than others thought and we can smile, our love has only grown stronger. How we express ourselves is not the same as our former fashion; but lack of acts of ardor hot does not mean there is less passion. Love, as a fire, can burn two ways: one flares up, raging hot and wild, years burned through in as many days; the other, by contrast, seems mild. This love can burn in ways as strong with flame more settled and purer, deep in the soul and lasting long forging life and love much surer. For us, between these love-kinds two, the longer is the better choice. and I will sing my love to you for as long as my soul has voice.
Serious poems? What a bore! Stop me before I read some more. The stuff just petrifies my core. Light and airy, now there's the thing. Give me something pleasant to sing, A bit of fluff with lyric ring. I like to write what I find light, Of morning fog or birds in flight, Or driving on a rainy night. Serious won't oft light a fuse, I guess I have a flighty muse. On that charge you can say j'accuse And be sure I'll cop a plea. Writing is therapy for me: I paint the world I want to see. Others want me to stop and hark, Saying that life is often stark, Gritty, moody, dismal, and dark. That's true; I will not dispute it, There's no way I could refute it, No point trying to confute it. So WHAT? Does that mean no other Topic is worth any bother? Oh, go on, tell me another. I'll write light verse if I please, Of rain and birds and sun and trees, And branches dancing in a breeze. If that thought appeals not to you, There's one thing you can choose to do: Go read someone who thinks like you.
Aloft aboard a bucking ship, athwart a white-maned roaring sea, even your toes seek for a grip 'fore mad-horse waves can pitch you free. Rearing wave like a mustang head, flaring nostrils and sea-foam mane, looks back with eye all ghostly dead, arches and throws the ship again. A moment's lapse is instant doom, no prayer of mercy given; plunged into the foaming gloom or against the decking driven. Cling fast and fight with flapping sheets, fist and furl and secure the sail while lashing wind against you beats, and whips the rain into a gale. When at last you descend to deck, the vital duty completed, you've bought a chance the ship won't wreck with life force nearly depleted. Cling fast and claw your way below for a moment of hard-earned rest; knowing, when called, again you'll go aloft to face another test.
A family trip in a year gone by, Driving to Florida with a young child, Four years old, headed for five. A stop en route, along the Gulf of Mexico, Some time to rest and stretch, And see the sea for the first time. An empty stretch of sandy shore, The mother, father, and child, And a sunny day to warm them. Light waves stroke the beach. A wave runs out. The child runs out. A wave runs in. Whoops... Father, get the suitcase.
Bright warmth Grassy glade Cool depth Tall trees Deserted path Slow walk No destination No plans Drifting thoughts Faraway cares Serene moment
This is based off a couple of lines from my earlier poem "Sweet Little Kitten."
She looks at you, her eyes just dance. Though she may sweetly lie and purr, There's mischief in her darting glance. She's mayhem clothed in silky fur. She romps and rattles all the walls, Pure chaos in a joyous burst. And if you're walking down the halls, Watch your feet! She'll get there first. Kittenly small, but catly strong, And charging off at slightest peep; She's never still for very long, Unless, of course, she's fast asleep.
It’s more than a body can reasonably stand, A renegade rhymer running loose through the land. Dishing out his couplets with reckless abandon, Even if it means dragging in Michael Landon. His rhymes are appearing like cheap legerdemain, And even good earplugs cannot soften the pain. Verses pile up in drifts, like snow or confetti (And where there is snow, there might just be a yeti). He’s tending his lines like a malevolent nurse, And whatever was better can always get verse. Such perilous poems precious few can abide, But when rhymes get flowing, there is nowhere to hide. When this ghost-ship of the rhymed gets well under weigh, He might even go pulling in Santa Claus’ sleigh - And should this rhymer turn a daft hand to wordplay, You had best turnip again on some other day. Poets by the millions his verses have bettered, But his penchant for rhyming remains unfettered. This versified fellow can be pretty painful. It’s certain his couplets will never be gainful. Still, if enthusiasm can e'er win the day, Then this renegade rhymer is well on his way.
"Pushing fifty," a time in phrase When finger-painting nature plays, Sneak-streaking hair with shades of grays. Half-century wrapped in a day, From first cry to cried yesterday, With vignettes added on the way. Milestone and millstone mark of life: Questions answered and questions rife, Swaying balance of peace and strife. "Pushing fifty," defining stage? Final fixture as sap or sage? Neither, friend, just a day and age.
Certain thinkers declare each life is recorded as on a slate; each episode of joy or strife was written by the Hand of Fate. Some find a path to calm and peace by firm belief in fateful claim. In each event is this release: they're ultimately not to blame. I believe in a God who sees my life in whole from first to last. Some say knowing means He decrees every step; their fate is cast. Though God sees all in crystal light and my every breath is known; when I make choices in His sight, those decisions are mine alone. So stay the Hand of Destiny, its iron grip on life abate. Each breath and step is wholly free, the hand is ours that shapes our fate. A time shall come when all will see that this cold harbinger of harm, the bony Hand of Destiny, in truth was just a fossil arm.
In Heaven, so by song we’re told, The streets are paved with purest gold. But persons with wealth while alive To take it with them have the drive. If the song’s true, then ponder why They’d want more pavement when they die.
Background for One Thousand Men: On the night of August 13-14, 1945 in Japan, Emperor Hirohito
prepared to go record his message of surrender for the Japanese people. A coup led by officers of his army waited to
intercept him and place him under house arrest to prevent his recording the message. Their intent was to continue the war,
issuing orders in the Emperor's name. As they waited, a flight of B-29's on what would be the last bombing raid of the war
passed over Tokyo, triggering a lights-out that threw everything into disarray. Emperor Hirohito's departure was delayed,
and the leaders of the coup decided to seek more support to surround and move inside the palace itself to carry out their
plan. While the leaders were gone, the Emperor's car approached and the waiting men let it pass. More would yet transpire
before the coup ultimately failed and the Emperor's message announcing the surrender was broadcast at noon on August 14,
1945, but this event was pivotal. Had the Emperor been stopped and detained, and the message never recorded, the surrender
could not have been broadcast. A success by the coup at this point might have caused events to unfold differently - with
the result that the war would have continued, costing untold thousands, perhaps millions, more lives.
"It's the small events unnoticed at the time that later are discovered to have changed history." ---- President Harry S.
Truman
One thousand men and their leaders Wait in the night, To intercept the passage of one car Bearing their Emperor. Their aim is to detain him, To prevent his recording A message of surrender Which will change their lives From that which they have known Forever. A bombing raid passes over. All lights are darkened. There is confusion, The Emperor does not come. The leaders of the coup depart Seeking more support To surround and take over the palace. One thousand men wait. Without warning, The Emperor's car approaches. The car should be stopped, But the leaders are not there. Any one man stepping out, Would galvanize the rest. But what if the car does not stop? One thousand men stand poised On the brink of the future. Each man looking inward, Asking: Would I kill my emperor? Each man answering: Not I. The car passes unmolested. The surrender message is recorded. One thousand men become part of history.
If Order was a dance mistress All of the world would soon fall ill, Driven to a state of distress By Madame Order's dancing drill. Order's stepped cadence to express Her rigid rules would give no thrill. The sweet taste of Order's newness Would soon become a bitter pill. Do not march to Order's excess, Hearken not to that siren trill. Bend a little from her stiffness, And keep a little Chaos still.
Marshall McLuhan proclaimed "The medium is the message." For a long time, I thought the statement rather silly. Now, I look around, And I’m no longer quite so smug. Things merge in ways The child-me never could have expected. Communication is changed By the options open for communicating, And language is changed By the method chosen for expression. The medium has become More than the message: the messenger too. Increasingly, we become Inextricable from our tools of communication. McLuhan had it right, But probably didn’t take it far enough.
In the summer before my twelfth birthday a friend convinced me, to sneak off, after my mother had said "no," to visit a small grocery "just a few" blocks away. We rode our bicycles there and bought ourselves frozen treats on sticks. Riding back, my friend suggested we trade bikes to ride down a steep local street. I'd ridden down that hill dozens of times on my own larger bicycle. His had smaller wheels and tall handlebars. The handling was different, and when it picked up speed the front wheel began to wobble. The last memory I have is trying to ease on the brakes. My friend told me later that the front wheel turned and locked. I somersaulted over the handlebars, landed hard and rolled, and didn't move. My friend laid down my bicycle, picked up his, and rode to tell my mom. My mother had to do the hardest thing she'd ever done: pick me up out of that street and put me into our car. I was skinny. I didn't weigh that much, and Mom is not weak. She does have a partial disk in her back - a birth defect. She's never known a day without pain. That wasn't the hard part. My mother's older brother, in his early teens, was struck by a large truck while riding his bicycle along a highway. Well-meaning bystanders tried to help him to his feet. He had a broken neck. He died on the scene. For Mother to lift me from that street she also had to lift that memory. My father worked fifteen miles away, in another small town, and our family doctor's office was across the street from the plant. Mom drove there because the local hospital, at that time, did not have a good reputation with emergency cases. My father was called. The doctor worked with me, made sure I was stabilized, and my parents drove me to another hospital. I woke up two days later with a fracture down the back of my skull, the worst headache I'd ever known, and two memories which have remained with me. The second was at the hospital, of being taken from the car and settled into a wheelchair. The first memory is even briefer: a few seconds' image in the doctor's waiting room. Later, I was able to put details on that image. I was being carried out through the waiting room by my father, when I opened my eyes. I looked over and saw the face of a stranger. She was looking at me with a concerned expression. All that, I understood later when there was time to think. Right there, right then, there was just time to know one important fact: I was in Father's arms and I was safe.
Enveloping night, a cloud-shrouded moon, two kids out exploring an abandoned house, moans and creaks within, wind outside is roaring. My flashlight and his are puny and pale the faint light twixt the two casts shaky shadows and scarce illumines the rooms that we creep through. Noises intrude which we've not heard before sounds like someone walking, and scudding scrapes we can't identify jolt our whispered talking. The sounds are coming from rooms overhead stairs we'd not attempted. We hesitate. We would check it out, but our knees seem preempted. We think just alike, like we'd best return with the light of the day. A sudden change, through the door up the stairs, those sounds now come our way. Though an urge to run's our uppermost thought, we're rooted to the floor. The best we can do is turn our flashlights to focus on the door. Tense apprehension, disbelief, relief, now we can smile again as through the door comes a large shaggy dog dragging a length of chain.
An unmeasured draft of life is ours to drink up. We rarely know before we taste it which swallow drains the cup. Some choose to sip their portion, while others quaff the lot. Unless we chance to spill it we drink all we have got. Savor life or drink it down, neat or on the rocks of pain. Sparing shot or ample surfeit, it won't be passed around again.
The spelling in the title of this next one is intentional. It's a typographical error I saw somewhere else which gave me the idea for the poem.
Clay: mixed and moistened, pummeled and pounded, kneaded and ready. Shapeless, formless, save only the lumpy, uneven result of its preparation. Soft and malleable, waiting its turn on the potter's wheel. Does clay worry what it will become: whether useful, appealing or artistic? Does clay care? Or is clay just there?
The following is an adaptation of the prose descriptive piece which appears further below on this page.
A heavy band of gray lines the horizon. Growing, massing, it reaches across the sky. Sunlit trees in the middle distance wear bright halos against gathering darkness. A light breeze strengthens noticeably, coaxing branches into a swaying dance. Half heard, barely audible, a low rumble teases the edges of conscious perception, felt more in the soul than in the ear. Lightning streaks and plays, dancing nimbly amongst the clouds, lancing groundward with increasing frequency. Nearer, nearer, looming overhead, consuming the light, leaden gray stretches in unrelieved solidness. A palpable change in the air adds weight to the deepening gloom, heightening a sense of anticipation. Rumbling grows into booming, and individual crashes merge into a single pulsing crescendo. The branch-dance intensifies, frenzied excess competing for attention with fireworks in the sky. A wall of drops approaches, marching in line abreast across an open field as Nature's artillery flashes and shrieks a covering barrage. In perfect assault formation, the deluge sweeps forward. The skirmish line strikes first: large, splashy drops, but few in number. Reinforcements arrive as more drops fall, smaller and striking harder. The full force hits, pelting down, a wall of battering, hammering drops. The thrumming of their impacts increases in speed and volume like a manic drum solo, striving to drown out the crashing high above, as lightning strobes a light show against the backdrop clouds. At last, there is comparative silence as the rain passes, marching away. Thunder and lightning recede, carrying the campaign away and onward. The wind fades again to a light breeze, and the branches rest from their dance. Tentatively, then in chorus, birdsong fills the sonic void as the sky lightens and brightens. Pale blue gently nudges aside the steadily weakening gray. The storm is over for another day.
"She's coming round!" The lookout cried, the stoutest hearts did quail. We strained to see and soon espied the masts and swinging sail. We knew before we saw the ship the type that she would be. The tallest mast, the flag a-tip, each watching soul could see. It was a pirate flag we knew fluttering on that rope: a blood-red flag, a threat in view, no quarter and no hope. We were traders, not men of war, our numbers were too few: outmanned, outgunned, and what was more, they could outsail us too. All turned to see, as if one man, what Captain John would say. "Brave men," he called, "I have a plan. We may live past this day." We yelled assent, no reneging, though none guessed his design. We set the sails and the rigging, our lives on each taut line. Then Captain John took quiet stance behind the wheel to steer; and though we knew it made no sense we somehow felt less fear. The sea wolves' ship rode into view, chilled us to the marrow. The men could see, the captain too, our lead quickly narrow. A pirate warning shot splashed near; The captain steered us west, and we could see with renewed fear their ship drawing abreast. A shadow underneath us flew, then we knew the gamble. The pirate sailors saw it too: how the wolves did scramble. They tried to haul their ship about We saw it jolt and stop. A mast went down, we raised a shout, the hateful flag atop. "I grew up sailing this water. I know this reef and gap. I led those pirates to slaughter, it's not on any map." The captain turned our ship away. He smiled, "I'll take no blame. That blood-red flag's the rule today: the sea wolves named the game."
However, it appears one of the rogues survived, after all. Here's his version:
Aye, I'm a pirate. I make no bones about it. I rob, I kill, I lie and cheat, and I'd steal me own granny's silver if'n I hadn't swiped it as a lad. So listen up, me hearties, and I'll tell ye me sad tale. I was sailing with a band of me brothers and mates aboard our sloop Raven. We'd hunted our old ground till even the bones of the dead shied away from us, so we'd moved to a new area. We'd not been there a week, and already we were riding high. We'd taken three fat merchants in as many days, and we'd just spotted our fourth. We ran up our flag as we turned to chase them down. They made a run for it and we had a merry laugh. They'd no chance at all. Trader's ships are wallowing tubs, shallow of draft and broad abeam. They turn slow and sail slower: no match for our swift Raven. We closed on them fast and fired a warning shot. They turned west away, but we had them. We were drawing alongside, loaded with chain for their sails, when our lookout spied a dark line under the waves ahead and knew at once what the game was. We were in the rigging before he finished shouting, taking in sail to slow Raven as the helmsman hauled on the wheel. It wasn't enough. We hit the reef hard even as Raven was beginning to slow and come about. The mainmast fell and our poor Raven was gutted by the reef. We clung to bits and pieces but, so far as I'm knowing, none of me mates survived. A lucky current caught me, and I drifted to landfall, but lost me right leg to a shark who needed it worse than I did. The other ship sailed away. I don't blame her captain for that, for we'd have yet taken his ship, if we could have. He'd played us for fools, right enough, and didn't care to be one himself. Still, if'n I ever meet the man, I'll spit him and I'll slit him just for old times' sake.
A madman and a lioness are going on a date. Her mom and pop both sternly warn "Don't keep her out too late." He grins his most peculiar grin, and says to them "Oh, poo! Don't fret yourselves about it, for we're going to the zoo! We'll see the sights and, as we stroll, enjoy the summer air. I'll buy her creams and ices and I'll treat her very fair. But good times notwithstanding, and no matter what the clime: I'm mad, not daft. Expect us back before it's suppertime." They're visiting the Human Zoo, a place so very queer, with humans in their native settings sitting swilling beer. The madman has escaped the zoo, so he will always say; in truth, the keepers turned him out again just yesterday. The lioness loves visiting; she’s keen to prowl and look. "Observe," she purrs, "Librarian with prey, the unshelved book." The keepers are all worried; wry lioness hides her smile. Exhibits have been vanishing from here for quite a while.
Mountains and ridges line a metal horizon. Grooves race the course, start to finish. Pins and tumblers catch and interlock. An effortless turn, and closed is open. All so simple, unless it snaps off in the lock.
The madman takes a trip one night, upon a summer's day. He says, "I'll stop and see the sights I pass along the way. 'Twill be an epic journey, and it’s not too far away." He calls his friend the lioness, she is eager to go. She purrs, "I like to travel and to see the human show. They're all so full of silliness, there's always more to know." They journey to a hospital, a luxury hotel. The madman has a private room; it's padded very well. He feels quite cozy tucked inside, a monk within his cell. The lioness is rather less enamored with the stay. She's loyal to the madman, and she's not inclined to stray, but still, she feels the concierge prefers she’d go away. "I don't cause any fuss," she growls, "I'm sleeping on the floor. I never even grumble that they always lock the door. I just can't help the feeling I'm not welcome any more." The madman is elated to have finished out his stay. The lioness has told him that they're checking out today. She scared the bellhop half to death; his key's left on the tray.
The following is an adaptation of the prose descriptive piece which appears further below on this page.
Tiny teeth in a tiny mouth, tiny claws on tiny paws, a tornado with fur perches atop a tire, up in the wheel well, almost out of sight. A tawny coat, flecked with black, brown, and orange in a pattern that's almost tabby, has a fuzziness that hints of the beautiful longhair she will soon become. Born wild, still wild, she sees this tire as a fortress to defend to the last. Mama, a striking silver tabby, would be proud of such defiance. She's never been caught either. A hand comes up before her. Hiss and strike! Another hand, unseen, grasps the nape of her neck. No fair! Little Spitfire is captured at last. Run ahead seven years. Sleek satisfaction, curled contentment, half-lidded eyes in a small face watch a hand descend to stroke long, mostly tawny fur. Her purr burrs noisily. Never very large, she reflects her nickname of Little Plush Toy. Gone is the hissing defiance and the wildness ...well, almost. Her head snaps up. Her ears spring to attention. Her eyes dart, taking in the room. A flying leap from her perch, and she is a blurred streak down the hall. Up the bathroom doorframe she scoots, climbing it just as she would a tree. Her cry has a note of triumph. Just for the moment, Little Spitfire has returned.
"Are you familiar with Phnom Penh and Angkor Wat?" The "man in the street" looks at the polltaker as if he has two heads and is growing a third. Dabbing at his eyes with an obviously-damp clump of tissues, he struggles for a moment to understand the question which has just been asked. "I don't know," he says at last, shrugging his shoulders, "the only Penn I know is Sean; and I guess an Anchor's what's for a boat, right?" Dabbing at his eyes again, he starts away, then stops, turning back to the polltaker. "I'm sorry," he offers, as a tear streaks uncaught, "I just came from the hospital and I can't focus on much else." He wipes away more tears, then smiles wearily, offering the polltaker a bright-pink-ribboned cigar. "My wife gave birth today." Tears burst forth. He stops trying to catch them. "I'm a father." He smiles again, and wanders away, lost in the wonder.
Paul N. "Red" Adair is a firefighter. He is one of the most unusual firefighting professionals you’ll ever encounter. He fights oil well fires. It’s a dangerous job. It’s also one of the messiest. Not only do well fires have to be extinguished, the wells have to be capped to stop the gushing flow of oil. It’s not the kind of thing you can do from a safe – or clean – distance. Think about taking a shower in the blackest, grimiest oil you can ever imagine, and then wearing it for all of your work shift with periodic "refreshing." You might get remotely close to the regular experience of Red Adair and his team. It was Red Adair who was called after the 1991 Gulf War to control and cap the wells left burning by the retreating Iraqis. His team completed a "three to five year" job, extinguishing 117 oil well fires, in an astounding nine months. Before he sold his company in 1993, Red and his team controlled and capped over 1000 oil wells internationally, averaging over 42 fires and blowouts, inland and offshore, per year.
Alone with my thoughts again in my mind, journeying endlessly onward to find truth that surrounds like a melon has rind. Ever familiar’s the view from inside: never quite glimpsed is the vantage outside for ever my ego has something to hide; Though I make efforts myself to get out, my ego resists with grumble and pout, shielding itself with a wall of self-doubt. I’m a small fish in a very big lake, hunted and feeling that one slight mistake, will make me a lunch for big fish to take. Other small fish disappear one by one, mouthful by mouthful, even ton by ton, in countless eons no small fish has won. I have to escape that smothering rind, completing my journey, whence I will find growth in the viewpoint outside of my mind.
Crisp air is warming as the sun is rising bright, and day is shifting gears to morning out of night as dawn accelerates to the fast-growing light. I drive a road east to west, racing with the sun, a meeting to attend, business life on the run: one hundred ten miles to go 'fore my day is done. I top a hill, and enter into a timeless place, restful and unhurried, however rushed my pace, where sun and I receive a respite from our race. Coolly stretching in the sun, balm to weary sight, a shallow wetland ripples, glinting brightly white as waterfowl transients rise again to flight. Parted from the road by perhaps a yard, no more, clear water sparkles across a broad valley floor. A heron stands sentinel near the quiet shore. This taste of wildness touches my mechanized life. Tensions are cut by tranquility like a knife, and peace descends upon my routine daily strife. There's no scenic place to stop, nowhere I can slow, no roadside spot to view this uncut wildlife show, but my mind's eye carries it with me as I go.
When I hear "Why would a just God permit...?" "Why would a fair God allow...?" "Why would a loving God let...?" it's never the right time, but I want to question the questioner. I want to ask why they would expect that being just, fair, or loving would mean tipping the scales unnaturally in their favor. Mankind has free will. That is our blessing. That is our burden. Free will is a two-sided, balanced equation. It is not taken from us, nor are we protected from it. All of the humans on the earth make untold, uncountable numbers of choices every day. We accept the benefits; we bear the consequences, even when they come from combinations of events we could never have imagined. To be allowed to choose, and to be allowed to benefit from choosing, we must also be allowed to suffer from it. That is just. That is fair. That is loving. God is not some holy horror seeking the unwary to inflict misery. He is not a galactic gamemaster rolling dice to direct our fates. He is not a cosmic child smashing cars together and shrieking with glee. God gives us our freedom, as any parent must any child, and hopes His teachings are enough. If each thought, each action, was vetted and prescribed by an over-zealous God, we would be mere puppets dancing on a stage: animated, but lifeless. Free will is a gift. We just don’t always recognize it when it comes dressed as misfortune.
Why do we have the ability to cry, yet make such a virtue of resisting? Emotions wrack us; we won’t shed a tear and are proud of keeping a dry eye. Feelings we have, we cannot deny, but the mask of ice can’t be slipping. Keep stoic stance as burdens we bear and the natural reactions we defy. Cry! Don’t try, let yourself go! Let every faucet be dripping. Don’t act so noble, don’t live in fear that some trace of moisture might show.
People pray for many reasons, some noble, some self-serving, some desperate, some selfless. All too often, the question comes: why aren't more prayers answered? Prayers are answered, but sometimes that answer is "No." Another question: "Matthew 21:22 says 'And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.' What about that?" Ah, well, that is a different question. That is a question of faith. Faith is a matter of simple belief. That is what's so hard about it. Faith as a grain of mustard seed is faith we are told moves mountains. Mustard seeds are tiny; the amount of faith is too. Have you seen any mountains float by lately? Consider: when was the last time you sat in an ordinary chair expecting to get dumped in the floor? Even if it did happen - chairs do break - did you swear off sitting in chairs? Now: when was the last time you prayed and had not already thought, even before you finished the words, you might not receive what you sought? No, it's not different at all. That's the kind of faith required. When you pray, you must believe in it, just as you believe when you sit down. Approach prayer with the confidence with which you approach a chair. Then, if the answer is no, faith can accept that, too, without being diminished.
A coffee can on the sidewalk bears a small sign: "Viet Nam Veteran - Thank you for helping." The man has no arms or legs save stumps. The athlete pulls two bills from his wallet. Stopping to bend down, he looks the man in the face. Not for him the averted gaze of impersonal giving. He freezes, his practiced phrase dying on his lips, The neatly folded bills fall the last few inches into the coffee can as his fingers lose their grip. One eye returns his gaze, steady and unblinking; the other, a glass prosthetic, stares off sightlessly. Half a mouth in half a good face crooks into a smile. The other half is motionless in a reconstructed mask. And yet, the man was singing when he knelt down, an old-time hymn the athlete knows very well: not out loud, to attract compassion, but quietly. "I do all right," the man says as the athlete expresses sympathy, "there's a computer where I stay and I get to use it a little most nights." He flashes half a grin. "People on discussion boards don't know who I am, or how long it takes me to type." He shrugs his shoulders, and the athlete thinks how odd the gesture is when one has only stumps. "Some of the others take me places, like here, and I get to church services every Sunday. I like to give for those less fortunate than me." Without a word, for words have deserted him, the athlete pulls all the money from his wallet places it into the coffee can and turns away. He continues on his run until he rounds a corner, then stops again, to wipe his flooding eyes.
That which we call a worm, by any other term - a virus springs to mind - would still be as unkind. To patch, or not to patch, That's hardly the question; nor nobler in the mind, facing worms of this kind, to count on a bastion of safe e-mail to catch this inbound contagion which comes not to us thus, making fools of us all. Windows computers fall Despite our cautious fuss, through this dread pathogen. To surf, perchance to browse, aye, therein lies the rub; for in that 'net browsing what dire threats appearing shall penetrate our hubs? So we all best not drowse. Nay, this worm, as we know, doth enter where unpatched to Windows versions three - NT, 2K, XP - from portals yet unwatched. Its progress is not slow. This worm's not made the best, though spreading wild and free, 'tis not most efficient - there's yet more proficient. What fools these mortals be! See not this is a test? This be very madness, yet 'tis method in it. For, if we shun the patch despite what we might catch, when Windows next gets bit 'twill make a vaster mess. This pale worm might be poor; but, lest we be serene, the next one will have ways to use our salad days of judgment very green to pierce to Windows' core. I come to bury this Blaster, not to praise it. The evil men do lives on the 'net and it gives us cause not to be hit. Come, this patch let's not miss. (Exit)
This is particular poem form is called a chained tanka. A tanka starts with the haiku form, of three lines with syllable counts of 5/7/5, and adds two more lines of 7/7. A chained tanka is two or more tanka together in sequence.
Morning's light on skin lines and tracks of marching years false light lies with truth beauty does not pass with age it was never owned by youth soft touch on my face sweet press of your lips to mine you sing in my ear my mind sees the girl I wed woman who completes my life
She gathers pieces of her broken trust to patch her tattered pride; searching for a gleam, in the dirt and dust, her eyes once held inside. "We can be again like we were before." Such easy words he spoke. He's eager to build up their trust once more. She'd rather it stayed broke. Their relationship, once precious and true, is badly smashed and rent. Hammer the dents to straighten and renew: still, the framework is bent. Two blocks of wood can be stronger than one when shaped and glued to fit; But he damaged their bond, should just stay gone: asunder they are split.
"Dear lioness," the madman cries, "I thought that you were through! I thought the men at hospital had made short work of you." Lioness rumbles at the thought, the memory still raw, the narrowness of her escape, the horrors that she saw. The kindly folk at hospital, so of them madman thought, had only one thing on their minds: that lioness be caught. "I had to let them think me dead, and let you think it too. For if I had not, I could see they'd not let go of you. I could not stay. I went away so they would set you free. That did not mean, my lifelong friend, you'd seen the last of me. Now you are out and they are gone. We can begin anew. So now, what say we celebrate by going to the Zoo?"
Flash! Boom! Stark light strobes through rain-streaked windows. Flash! Boom! No lights: the power is out. The house is silent, save for the beating rain. Two kerosene lanterns push against the night. One has a mantle, a tube of mesh netting, to spread and even its glow. The other, with a plain wick, gives a flickering light. The shadows are strange and move, alive on the walls. Flash! CRACK! "That was close," Father says, "over in the woods." An antique clock bongs the hour: nine quavering strokes. The television sits silently. Earlier, Johnny Quest, pitted against evil ghosts, triumphed over fakes. Now they’re back, real, cavorting and beckoning from the hall in the quivering darkness. Look away so they won’t come out. No point saying anything. Mom and Dad wouldn't see them: parents don't. Flash! Boom! Mother, seated by the steadier light, picks up our Bible and reads, choosing Psalm 23. "The Lord is my shepherd..." The drumming of the rain is lessening. The lurkers in the hall are listening. "Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me..." The refrigerator hums to life as the hall light snaps on. Spectral shapes vanish with a despairing soundless cry. My parents never saw them, never knew the fear they provoked... did they?
This is a tanka. See the earlier description of a chained tanka.
Brash young co-worker I am over twice your age you are very sharp but I've lived events you've read just sometimes I will know more
I've been Humphrey Bogart, hot on the trail of the Maltese Falcon, with my trench coat's collar turned up and my fedora pulled low, slouching against a lamppost in its circled light. A cigarette hangs from my lips, smoke curling, as I wait for my contact. A paladin on the business of my liege, I have stopped at a roadside inn, sitting at a rough-hewn oak table as I call for food and drink. The barmaid brings me a flagon of ale, sizing me up - am I an easy mark? She catches my eye and winks. A terse shake of my head is my answer; I know the likely price of her favors. She shrugs and turns to the next table. My sword hand stays in easy reach of my blade, just in case. I have walked the dusty streets of the old west, a tin star on my chest, matching wills, wits, and gunplay with the desperados, gunslingers, and the cattle-rustling varmints I loathe. In the saloons, the house drink is variously known as redeye, liquid fire, panther sweat, snake juice, and rotgut, but it's all just the same cheap whiskey, and all watered down, making me wonder: how did people get drunk on this stuff? There's always a poker game in the corner and someone banging out tunes on a piano. I pace the decks of a mighty starship. I am the captain, and my word is law in the trackless reaches of space; but I also bear ultimate responsibility for more than fifteen hundred crew. Over the years I have met them all. I have learned the name to each face, and I know the cares that drive them. When one dies, it's a loss in my own family. There are no faceless sacrificial lambs here. I have stood breathing the salt air and feeling the deck roll under my feet as I gaze out across an unending sheet of blue, the only other colors the white tops of waves and the molten hues of a rising sun. The lookout calls down, the crew knows, and up the mainmast the Jolly Roger goes. Raven's Revenge is about to claim another prize. I have fought in many wars, on both sides, in great battles and in small skirmishes. I've died at the Alamo fighting Santa Anna, attacked Cemetery Ridge, defended Little Round Top, ridden the fields of Waterloo and Agincourt, and stood proudly shoulder-to-shoulder with the patriots on Lexington green. I have led uncounted different lives, across many worlds and many times, and all without ever leaving my chair. This chair, which I can't leave on my own, is no longer my prison or my life. I can be anyone, anywhere, any time; I can travel and meet thousands of people through the doors opened by my computer. I am free. I wonder what ale tastes like?
This is another of the chained tanka poem form.
Islamic fliers' suicidal creation - martyrs to freedom a failure to understand why democracy still stands terrorist mantra America is weak and soft - unpleasant surprise America was badly bent but America did not break
The ring on my left hand is a plain golden band with no fancy design, not on hers or on mine. As a solemn statement of our entwined intent, we bought them together to wear in all weather. Life's not all without care, weather's not all been fair. Still, when the storms are done: they're a pair, we are one.
My wedding ring has made a mark, an encircling groove in my skin. Whenever, briefly, I remove it, that indent guides it home again. My ring is never taken off when I shower or am asleep. In all events, in all I do, that ring in place I proudly keep. While others may remove their rings, I never have, nor will so choose. What I might gain is not a penny to the fortune I would surely lose.
Every so often a heart breaks. You know when it goes by the sound in your soul. It’s a quiet snap like the pop of a knuckle, a cracking you feel more than hear. A despairing groan suffused with a moan - sad, desperate whimper. A soft broken whisper mixed in equal parts with a searing silent cry and a lingering sigh. Every so often a heart breaks. Oh babe... I heard yours tonight.
A nonet is a poem form with nine lines. The first line has 9 syllables, the second line has 8 syllables...and so on, down to the ninth line, which has only one syllable.
Lawfully wedded, husband and wife, and what God hath joined together let no one put asunder. I spoke once before God each day I renew for always and forever I do vow.
A turtle and a nightingale did have a friendly chat; Nothing of too great import: just this and a bit of that. Then nightingale did cock her head. "My little boxy chum, what is it has you feeling down? You're looking very glum." Box turtle heaved a mighty sigh for one of such small size. He shook, as Nightingale looked on, with quiet sobbing cries. "I am so small," box turtle wailed, "I'm such a tiny guy. I plod along; I cannot run. I cannot leap or fly. My shell's dead weight, no help at all. It keeps me from my goal. I must be careful so I never bottom out or roll. If I would try to cross a road, I'd almost surely die. Oh, what I'd give to be like you: an owner of the sky." The nightingale chirped, flying down, "you're looking at it wrong. Though it is true that I can fly, it's not all joy and song. I cannot walk the way you can; I only hop about. My legs are thin; to hop too far would quickly tire me out. I have no choice; I'm forced to fly to get from here to there, though any time, a raptor's swoop could sweep me from the air." The nightingale gave turtle's shell a sharp rap with her beak. "This fine home you want to give up is just what I might seek. The nests in which I live are not so fine or waterproof. I wish I had such shelter when there's rain upon my roof. Box turtle thought about her words. At last, he said "That's so. I guess it's best for each of us to work with what we know."
Images upon a canvas: ablaze with colors, awash with shapes - a mirror brightly reflecting the lights in his mind... ...Vincent van Gogh.
The pirate ship comes sailing down upon a darkling sea; riding on a cresting wave, unmanned wheel a-spinning free. Wind-swelled canvas ripples, billowing in the dead-calm air. There are no sailors on that deck, the rigging, too, is bare. Against the cloud-enshrouded sky, a Jolly Roger flies; I can feel the burning stare of its empty sightless eyes. The prow swings 'round to aim right at the center of our craft; my wife is forward in the bow, while I am standing aft. There's no place for us to hide, but we still dive for cover. When we dare to look again, the ghost ship has passed over. Our engine, at last, comes alive; we take our chance to flee. We've had enough of this night's game of Chicken of the sea.
A blank canvas is a soul, waiting to be bared. An empty page is a mind, waiting to be shared. A lump of clay is a heart, waiting to be built. Molten glass is a spirit, waiting to be spilt. A wooden log is living, waiting to be carved. A stone block is a story, waiting to be graved. Tempered metal is a form, waiting to be cast. Art sends memories to the future from the past. Mediums of many kinds, across varied lands, can reveal rich stories when coaxed by willing hands. A person who seeks, in spite of skill, age, or youth, can reach inside the formless and bring forth a truth.
A tiny huddled kitten sits beneath a maple tree; his blue eyes never stray a second as he's watching me. He doesn't seem too fearful; he's just nervous and unsure. He doesn't know me, after all, or that my motive's pure. A family with cat and kittens moved just yesterday. This little guy must have hidden, coming back out today. Although his darting eyes are watching every motion, An offered piece of ham quickly overcomes his caution. That was seven years ago; that tiny furry fellow has grown a lot larger and he's gotten very mellow. He snuggles against the keyboard; he likes to watch me write. He'll stay there till I open up his canned food late tonight.
A rocking-horse ride to Dreamland, ending a busy day with Teddy Bear along to guide, they go riding away. Stop at the candy cane signpost, read the lemon-drop signs, and choose a destination on Slumber Time Travel Lines. One path leads to the Dragon's Lair, his fire a distant light. One path follows a woodland trail, a pleasant ride tonight. One path runs to Pirate Cove, where adventure waits at sea. One path is in the meadow, where animal friends play free. So many places dreams can go, it's hard to make a choice, so Teddy Bear suggests a path in soothing growly voice. "Let's go down to the Dreamland Sea to look along the shore in search of shells and starfish, teeming tidal pools, and more." Teddy Bear will point with care, describing every shell; for he has been there long before, and knows them very well. A walk and talk they will enjoy alone beside the sea, till morning and the dawning brings them riding home to me.
Jocasta hated cats, without exception or apology. She hated them all. It wasn’t personal; she had never owned a cat and didn’t even really know any. Jocasta’s father had detested cats; he reviled them every day of his life. "If I had my way," he’d storm, "every cat in the world would be taken out and drowned." Jocasta never asked, never knew why her father hated cats; but, she loved her father deeply. So, Jocasta hated cats. "If I could," she’d avow, "I would go back in time and kill the first cats ever. There would never have been cats. That’s what I’d do." Her friends would laugh, uneasily; they called her Jocasta the Catslayer. One night, Jocasta got her wish. She met a man with a time machine, who agreed to send her back in time to accomplish her wish of preventing the first cats. The sun overhead warmed her shoulders; she felt the tall grass brush against her ankles over her shoes as she walked through the field. Jocasta knew she had truly gone back by the crudeness of the dwellings; she stopped to scan the horizon, and was sure she stood before the beginnings of recorded history. What a wonder, she thought; archaeologists will line up to use that time machine. She knew she could rewrite history books if she just had the time to explore. Jocasta sensed destiny. This was the time and place to find and kill the first cats. She was about to rid the world of the creatures her father loathed. A sure feeling led her; she strode unerringly ahead and approached a lone dwelling. No one else was in sight as she drew a deep breath and cautiously entered. Inside, nested in a corner, she found a mother cat with a litter of five kittens. These, her mind told her, were the first house cats, the first ever to live with humans. The mother cat hissed and ran after a brief display of defiance as she approached, still half-wild and untrusting of a stranger. The kittens were rustling about, their feeding interrupted, looking around and at Jocasta. They were unafraid. Jocasta knew what she had to do. She picked up a kitten, cradling it in one hand, gripping its throat with the other. She didn’t want to be too cruel, so she felt for the best grip to quickly snap the small neck. The kitten reacted to her fingers' feeling and searching by nuzzling against them. Puzzled, she looked down. Didn’t it have a sense of danger? Clear blue eyes full of trust and something she couldn't define steadily returned her stare. It was so small, so soft, so... Jocasta thought of her father; she steeled her mind, gritted her teeth, and found the grip she needed. The tiny kitten licked her hand, and purred. Jocasta jolted awake, her dream world shattered. She gasped for breath, sitting upright in her bed as her eyes shot open. A flash caught her eyes, but it was only the first rays of dawn peeking through her blinds. Jocasta looked at her hands. One hand had a wet spot that wasn’t perspiration, or her tears now raining down; it smelled something like milk. She shivered, chilled in the warmth of the room, remembering and listening in the stillness. That, my friend, is why Jocasta the Catslayer runs the no-kill shelter and has five cats in her home.
A choka is a poem form with alternating lines of 5 and 7 syllables to any length, ending with a final two lines of 7/7.
green-hued foliage fading away its last days gold, red, and yellow are soon adorning branches scarlet and orange Halloween's fiery costume crimson and cerise trees in brilliant party dress russet and ochre autumn's quiet elegance sienna and umber fall's multihued days count down to a waning few winter lurks ahead and waits to blanket bare limbs with white
I asked the morning wind for the meaning of life; the wind just blew me off. I asked a brook to say why there is toil and strife, but the brook just babbled. I told a small squirrel on a branch in a tree how I wanted to know what my life meant to me. The squirrel looked at me with interest, but I think he just thought I was a nut. I talked to a bright-feathered goldfinch, who I tasked with my wants and my needs. He listened, but when I was finished, only asked if I had thistle seeds. I searched, I explained, and I listened all around; I even ran the question right into the ground. Yet when my efforts were all said and done, I knew exactly as much as before. I looked to the sun one last time for a reason; the sun dazzled my eyes. That forced me to stop, and to rest for a season, then I got a surprise. As I regained my vision, my life came to me; which, quietly viewing, I could finally see: it's not what I chase that matters the most, it’s what's there when, at last, I stop chasing.
Adrian is red-headed, freckled, and sees things – misfortune and grieving, terror and tragedy, evil deeds and foul play, accidents and car wrecks. Adrian possesses the gift of second sight. The child wants to tell people what is coming; but Adrian was born with Down's Syndrome and is afflicted with halting, hard-to-understand speech and a severely limited vocabulary. Adrian tries very hard to explain, to warn, but each person only smiles uncomfortably, nodding politely till the child finally gives up, stops talking, and walks away frustrated. In late 2001, Adrian was thirteen. The child was agitated for over a week, wept inconsolably all day September 10th, racked with agony and grief no one understood. Adrian is upset again, crying often. People think Adrian is frightened by the season because the only word anyone comprehends of what the child tries to say is "Halloween."
I lie 'neath the stars and I dream of a past that was, then wasn't, of a present wishes can't make, of a future that never can be. I lie 'neath the stars to bring back the very best memory in me.
The triolet is a fun poem form. It consists of eight lines. The first line is repeated twice (as the fourth and seventh lines) and the second line is repeated once (as the eighth line), so when you've written the first two lines, you're over halfway done! The rhyme scheme is a/b/a/a/a/b/a/b.
A slip of the lip becomes a quip if everyone thinks it's clever. If it really does make them flip a slip of the lip becomes a quip and the little fact you did slip becomes your secret forever. A slip of the lip becomes a quip if everyone thinks it's clever.
This is another of the choka poem form.
When I was a child I played alone many times at my grandparents’ while my parents visited I loved their front yard a carpet of violets in a ring of trees glorious when in full bloom when I was married I brought home a clump to plant beneath our own trees my grandparents are now gone their home another’s but the violets remain spreading now under our trees
We smirk and wag a deft finger as we sip at a cup of glee, smugly certain there's no danger that we could be blinder than thee. We all are blinded in some way; the only difference is how. Some were blinder just yesterday, while others are blinder right now. Chant what we know like a mantra to keep it from slipping away. How do we learn something extra with our blind spots blocking the way? This view of life is all a-twist as surest truths so often are. So many things so near we've missed while focused sharp on those afar.
My town is rural; I can tell you it isn’t at all unusual to see a cat adored, or a dog beloved as much as any family member. Some animals are born as food, some animals are born to work, and some are born as companions. Each has its role on the farm. Draft animals work for their meals, raising food for human needs, for theirs and other livestock feeds. Other breeds are raised to be eaten. Farm folk know the difference. While they may pamper those others, they’ll eat them all the same and feed them to their pets.
The cinquain is another syllable-based form, apparently of American origin from what I've read. The syllable pattern is 2/4/6/8/2. This is a butterfly cinquain, which expands the pattern to 2/4/6/8/2/8/6/4/2. The repetition of the opening phrase at the closing is not a necessary part of the form.
For us, no one applauds, no standing ovations, no one ever even awaits backstage. Ours is a solitary craft; there are no thronging crowds for poets’ works... for us.
It was a new plant, sister operation to the one where I’d worked previously. Our company offered desks with leather inlays in the tops. This was the first one done here. My father did the inlays at the older plant. My mother ran a small area which did fabric panels, Management decided her area would do the leather inlays. The foreman over Mother’s area was attempting to inlay the leather. When leather is glued and laid, there are air bubbles under it which must be worked out. The foreman was trying, vainly chasing the bubbles around. Mother and I both tried to explain, but it wasn’t helping. The time for working with leather can be measured in minutes before the glue starts setting up. I asked for the tool and took over. I’d never worked an inlay myself, but I had watched Father many times. My mind communicated with my arm to produce a passable imitation of Father’s more practiced strokes. The bubbles were herded together and pushed out from under the leather. The top was successfully finished. That small moment, that feeling, the expression on Mother’s face - and, later, on Father’s – no money could ever buy.
This next one was prompted by a comment I read on a website - I'm not sure how serious the writer was - that "all fasting is insane."
Reach out into lands around the world, spanning across centuries present to past. Gather people from a variety of situations, and pose the question: why do you fast? "I fast when I am in prayer, to cast aside the distractions of the flesh, to purify my mind and soul, and to elevate my thoughts to a higher plane." "I fast some, and eat little at any time in order to become as those I serve. How can I understand someone with nothing if I have food any time I want it?" "I fast to cleanse my body and flush the poisons from my system. I eat a healthy diet and treat myself well, but occasionally, I feel the need to renew." "I am a political prisoner and I fast to draw attention to my cause. Eventually, they will have to force feed me or let me die. Either way, they lose." "I fast for economic reasons. I have no job, no government aid, and little money. I go without food so my children eat today. I don't know what I will do tomorrow." "I do not understand fasting; I am starving. There is a drought and crops have failed. No one has enough, except maybe our rulers. My children are dead; my wife and I are next." "Our land is torn by war and strife. The economy is destroyed and nothing is left. Even the rich bring a wheelbarrow of money in hopes of taking home a loaf of bread." "I'm fasting because I want to lose weight. I need to lose some pounds, very quickly. I have a class reunion in just two weeks, and I'm not going unless I am slimmer."
This next one was written for a "worst poem challenge" - does it show?
You sit, imperious, a popsicle tyrant – all icy and commanding with a straight flat stick for your unbending spine, your head swiveling atop like a loose cannon, firing your cold glances. Ah, but you are melting fast in the bright Summer’s day of my warm love.
This is another of the butterfly cinquain poem form.
Chess knight leaps and prances from corner to corner, never straight or diagonal, oblique in its move; no head-on charges, sweep round and swoop down on an exposed flank to win.
This is another of the choka poem form.
There have been moments in my life when all was clear as crystal to me: I knew my purpose, my place in the universe, my part in the grand design, my meaning and worth. I stand here now, looking back, and have forgotten it all.
Dark gray, long-furred, sitting stately, sedately, with tail encircling, to accept a scratch behind your velvet ears. The word "piercing" could have been coined just for those green eyes. Your steady, appraising gaze strip-mines my thoughts and lays bare my soul. Is your understanding as deep as your look? Few would believe that you were wild-born; fewer still would accept that you ran right up a wall-leaning board straight to the ceiling, during a furious rampage that drove a veterinarian out of his own exam room.
He sits erect, an orange tabby with white chest, feline intensity with switching tail, orange eyes focused on a lurking nothing just before his nose. A sniff, one more, a confident snap, then chew, and swallow, quite satisfied. Ginger eats another bite of air.
This is another of the choka poem form.
hundreds of ideas and dozens of feelings dance competing wildly for attention as they whirl my fevered mind reels leaving me panting for breath as it spins away cannot stop the rush of thought control or slow it burning wishes flooding through bear me resistless if this heat be not madness surely 'tis very like it
This next was a bit of silliness written for a "Monthly Madness" poetry challenge. Some of the words in it are used as though they are names of living creatures or characters in the piece. Can you spot them all?
As I was sitting, reading, there came a knock upon my door. I rousted quickly from my chair, and quickly opened my door. I peeled the knock away from the door where it clung, just below the peephole. It left knock marks. I scolded the knock with a frown; the frown was very disapproving. I set the knock upon the ground, and quickly bade it go away. I turned and quickly went inside, but I saw a sight that stopped me. There was another standing by, patiently, saying nothing. I know another is just like that, quiet and almost painfully shy. Nothings are the most they ever say, though nearly all of those are sweet. Still, it didn't take very long to determine what he wanted, so I directed the bashful fellow to another party down the street.
Buster Orange had a vet visit; not his favorite place is it. Now he feels a lack in the back.
A weary winter gloominess gets settled in my brain, and when I try to push it out it flows right back again. It colors my perceptions with a wash of pallid hue, as though the sky within my mind forgets how to be blue. A greeting wave, a pleasant smile, and more are brushed aside as others' cheery friendliness is spurned by moody pride. Steadily I turn inward like storm front's building spiral, darkening, deepening, till raindrop thoughts splash over all. Sudden amidst the windy sweep of stormy, cloudy me glows a single point of light: dream of summers yet to be. Although my thoughts swing wild and fierce about this nascent gleam, the center's calm and undisturbed, the point becomes a beam. The beam erupts, its showered light shafts through the overcast; the dismal drear is weakened till its power breaks at last. I know the end of winter's chill is still somewhat away, but just to see spring coming is enough for me today.
Flying Dragons regulate their breath, metering their flame. Pixies, fairies, and sprites measure doses of magic dust. Wizards are trimming down their spells, elves are doing the same, magic potions are cut in half, and mystic storms just gust. Spell casting scrolls are shorter, incantations are more terse. Magic blades are short swords now, their enchantments half as strong. When an amulet is evil, it is but half a curse, and the mightiest charm's effects last only half as long. The marauding hordes are downsized, their numbers cut by half; spreading half-terror through the land, half the consternation. Champions respond half as fast: it's not a major gaff, it’s just part of a drive for fantasy conservation.
Two good friends met, each speaking greetings. One hurried quickly away, too rushed to stop or to listen; unaware of a choice just made. A stranger spoke a greeting, listened to the reply with patience and sympathy; then continued, unaware of a decision altered and a life changed for good.
This was written to go with a story by another writer - a tale about werewolves, of course. The main character in that story suffered a tragic loss. This piece became the epilogue of the story.
Paws and claws silently prowl, glide beneath a blood-full moon; fur and fangs, look up to howl stark anguish, a mourning tune. Lupine mind cannot deny raging turmoil, inner pain; howl, Moon Singer, keen and cry to the blooded moon again.
This was written for a challenge to write about Doubting Thomas.
I saw Him. I touched the wounds. I believe. The first time, I was not there. The others saw and touched Him and, having received their proof, they told me I should believe. I disagreed with them. I wanted to see and touch for myself. Now I have. I had a reason. I am now, like them, a witness to His resurrection. For the rest of my life, I will tell others my Lord rose from the dead. They will challenge me, saying I didn't really see it. I will be able to say I saw Him. I touched the wounds. I believe.
This next one is true.
Domingo and Mischief were a likely pair, though quite different in appearance. Mischief was a small, roundish female cat, with long black fur that never matted, and a misting of white on her chest. Domingo was a lanky orange and white male, also longhaired, and rarely matted. Ming and Chuff were quite a pair, With equally outrageous personalities. Little Chuff was into everything, always. If there was a way in, she’d find it. If there was no way in, we might be surprised. Ming the Merciless lived by one motto: "No thing shall remain on any other thing." Ming and Chuff enjoyed one thing together. They liked to go outside at night. My wife and I’d take them out, each on a leash. Mingo would get excited and vocal when the harnesses and leashes came out. Chuffer would wait quietly for hers. Together, out they would go, dragging us. Ming and Chuff had different ideas of what to do on their trips outdoors. Ming always wanted to circle the house, his "inspection trips," we called them. Chuff stayed in the front yard, exploring. A few minutes each had to be spent sitting first on the neighbor’s boat trailer and then on the hood of my old truck. They usually ended up back at the front door at about the same time, ready to return. Everything has an ending; this one came too soon. Mischief took ill, and after a short time, died. Domingo, who would live another few years, later wanted to go outside one more time. We think he went out searching for Mischief. He looked around the front yard a little, but did not make his trip around the house. Never again was Ming excited to see the leash. Never again did Ming want to go outside.
Just a final note. We did take Ming out one more time beyond what is recorded in this piece. We thought maybe Ming just didn't want to go out alone, and took another cat along. Wrong...Ming ignored the other cat, and just cried to get back inside. That was the last time we tried. That message was clear enough even for thickheaded humans to understand.
The word "neon" was the focus of the challenge for which this was written.
Neon flames sear the night to burn away the darkness, if any could be found, and consume the hours till dawn. Tubed bolts lance downward as lightning strikes twice, thrice, endlessly, forking over this timeworn nightclub strip. Here's a weather-beaten tiger leaned against a gaudy bar, eternal martini in paw, switching a lambent tail. There's a flickering alligator, tail bouncing brightly, grinning and snapping at an anonymous tanned bottom. Yonder's a glowing pirate ship rocking on motionless waves. A starlet beauty walks the plank every night to morning light. Each nightclub is an island, its glowing sign a beacon bringing the human flotsam in with the evening tide. Trudging this sidewalk, bathed in a thousand lights, I am unlit; how fervently I wish the reverse was true.
I also wrote this to go with the "neon" word challenge, but decided it sounded too much like a Plymouth commercial. And no, Mom, I don't drive like this. Honest!
Flash-of-silver vibrant in passage, daring a straightaway, dancing a curve Spirit belies size; agility meets quickness. Get in it with me or get out of my way.
The next two pieces were written for a challenge to use the following words (or forms of each): Idyll, Gambol, Miasma, Expiate, Sanctum, Plaintive.
Thick, miasmic, morning fog clings to trees and buildings, as if coiled about every object. Lulled somewhat by the quiet, I sit inside, brooding, as if a monk praying in expiation. A soft sound invades my senses, so indistinct I'm not certain from which direction it comes. I check three windows before spotting two half-grown kittens in the area between three trees. One gambols happily in the mist, stirring up swirls; the other sits, mewing plaintively, off to one side. The little fellow seems unnerved, confused by his altered world; the other copes ecstatically. A sudden decision, care cast aside, the second kitten bursts across, and littermates roll in a tangle. Kittens tussle, bringing a smile at this scene turned idyllic. I watch a while, no longer alone.
An abandoned shack leans perilously, creaking in the wind, open to weather. This tiny outpost on the edge of wildness, is rapidly succumbing to time and nature. There is no refuge to be found here; no protection, no sheltered sanctum. Creeping miasma curls among twisted trees, squirms and swirls like a living thing. Gnarled branches, robed in hanging moss like great ragged sleeves, stretch skyward in importunate prayers of expiation; no forgiveness ever comes in return. This is no idyllic pastoral scene; no carefree animals gambol and frolic. No living thing seems to move at all. Weary sullenness pervades the land; all is rank, dank, dead, or dying, and the only cries heard are plaintive. Smart men rarely venture in too far, or tarry long, especially at night. Common sense overrules brash courage. Not-so-smart men sometimes never return; and those who do have little to say for a long, long time afterward.
Hear and feel the engine roar, the horses are wild tonight. Punch the pedal, give it more, horses revving for a fight. Echoed thunder off the line, squealing tires in cadence. Horses' hearts tuned ultra fine, the mighty beasts will dance.
Ponytailed locks, white bobby-socks, take my mind back a ways. Babysitter I had, when just a lad, teen queen of my younger days.
Another one of those word challenges. This one was "telephone." Oh, just for the record, I am not writing about myself in this piece or in Night Lines above. I've never been in a bar or nightclub. I have, however, listened as others talked - bragging or complaining, I'm never sure - at different times.
A long day at work, a short night on the town, and here I am, walking. Earlier, a tall, cool lady shared some bar-space and a couple of drinks with me. "Call me" she said as she walked away. I nodded. It had been such a long day at work that I didn't remember until it was too late that I had never gotten her telephone number... ...and here I am, walking.
Comfort is a way of life for some. However, comfort is most appreciated by those who don't have it.
You, standing straight, meet my eyes with level gaze; saying you have no reason to bow your head, no shame. You have done no wrong. With no cause for doubt, I take your word as truth. Truth is a diamond with facets that gleam, sparkle, and fade to flat as it rotates in the light. You did no wrong. Turn the diamond: did you do right?
A limerick, just for fun!
Old Humpty Dumpty had a great fall, but his winter was no good at all. Then his widow (poor thing!), had a really sweet spring, and in summer she threw a great ball.
Time, nearly frozen, advances at a glacial crawl. Shadows stall, the sun sticks, a stuttering minute hand fails as the balding gentleman, portly and avuncular, smiling as he speaks in a curious monotone drawl, regales his captive audience with intricate details of riding on the Bridgenorth Castle Hill Funicular. He presses relentlessly on with relish and with verve. His smile shows his teeth as he worries each particular, shaking and tearing each tattered subject and well-chewed verb; he clearly has this much-told tale by its jugular. The only lesson we’ve learned from his story is never again to wish that our vacation could last forever.
This one IS in haiku form, but the title's an important part of the piece, so I put it here.
The mightiest can, if canted enough, may be toppled and broken.
A mother is patience at the long end of a trying day when that into-everything child gets into something new. A mother is forbearance when that bright child with the inquisitive mind tracks mud and - what IS that?!? - across a clean kitchen floor. A mother is sensitive radar, ever vigilant and hearing the wrongness in a thump before the child’s first cry. A mother is a guardian angel, soothing and caring; a healer of hurts small to large and a righter of wrongs. A mother is a tigress fierce in defense of her young. Woe to the mean fat bull that threatens them with harm. A mother is a welcoming hen when her grown-up children, beaten and battered by the world seek shelter under her wing once more. Above all, a mother is love, in purest, simplest form; and that, my friend, needs no explanation.
A father is the lawgiver, laying down rules and regulations with stern lectures about what to do and how to do it. A father is a twitch at the corners of a disapproving frown, as memories return unbidden of him doing the same things. A father is unexpected mercy in place of deserved punishment, giving instead the warning "just don't ever do it again." A father is a steady hand, warm on his child's shoulder, saying as much in that touch as mom's enfolding hugs. A father is a pair of arms and a strong back to lift and carry an injured child when they have fallen and hurt, so much. A father is the sturdy tree that money really grew on; mom may have given it out, but dad always knew and approved. A father is firm resolution when a grown-up child moves out, knowing the door must close behind them (but refusing to lock it). A father is love: the warm and reassuring smile, the pride in those twinkling eyes, the tear he thought no one saw.
Velveteen black of nightfall, cloaking darkness that surrounds, will slowly make your skin crawl with muffled and hollow sounds. The Night Mare comes at a trot, clattering on cobblestones. Its snorted breath is dry, hot, to parch and wither your bones. Caress the sleek ebon hide that fades and melds with the night; but decline if offered a ride or never more see the light.
Blinded by mortality, we rappel down a cliff-face called Life, uncertain of the conditions at our landing or when we will arrive.
I sat nervously, waiting; The doctor sat lost in thought. Finally, he looked up, frowning, and regarded me for a long moment. "Yours is a serious case, my friend, possibly the worst I've ever seen. You've let yourself go far too long and the results are very plain to see. Your imagination is limp from disuse, your dreams are empty and pale. All of the stars that once filled your eyes have winked out one by one. Your fancy can barely crawl along, let alone take wing in flight; TV has left it bloated and unable to cast off that poisonous waste. Your thoughts have only surfaces, there's no depth found underneath; hollow, shriveled and atrophied, they no longer support your mind. I think there's hope, do not despair, but you must make some changes today." He stopped then, wrote on his pad, and handed me this prescription: Take time for rhyme, rehearse some verse. Exercise imagination: proper preparation will stretch the mind and you will find it is freer of strife. Read as though life and health depends on it; your mind will benefit.
I climbed way up in a high poet tree like the catcher on a circus trapeze; caught rhymes on my laptop while swinging free with a narrow branch hooked under my knees. "Now why would you write with heels over head?" I can imagine each mutter and curse. The answer, I fear, is just what you dread: I thought the world would look better inverse.
Guttural under eaves, shrill down drainpipes and through loose windows, hushed and insistent in the trees, and a booming bass against the siding; winds before a storm speak with many voices, utter secret messages in the ear of a wide-eyed child.
She stood stone-still, one hand clutching the doorknob, stricken, speechless, bereft. The Army officer kept speaking, words entered her ears; but she could not hold on to them, could not comprehend. The sun had plunged into the sea. The moon had exploded. Time itself was dead, impaled upon a single word: "...missing..."
Amaze me, amuse me, Show me life itself. Live and love me freely, come down from your shelf. Guide me, show me, I'll take you everywhere; guardian companion, loyal teddy bear.
This is another of the butterfly cinquain poem form.
Sudden honeysuckle, light on a summer's breeze, carries me off to teenaged years; home to rural summers spent mowing 'round trees robed in green vines and honeysuckle's pale blooms.
This is another of the cinquain poem form.
Dylan Thomas had it wrong, y'all: you can go home again, even if only in your mind.
When I was a child, I played with writer’s blocks and I learned my ABC’s. Now, I am an adult; my writer’s blocks play with me and I learn patience. I write to be read; don’t be daft, course I do. Otherwise, I’d simply think my great thoughts for my own amusement and let them pass, to make room for more. I’ll admit there’s not a line waiting every time I deign to let a page drop. My loyal audience probably numbers in the teens (high teens, I hope). I write what I want, but I like the occasional challenge of a word or topic that sparks thoughts and creates verses I would never have had. I’m no Wordsworth, no Keats, nor Hemingway; and though I dream of my name on something deathless, I’m realistic enough not to lose sleep over it. So I’ll keep writing. If you’re out there, please do keep reading. I may never be famous, but with any luck at all I won’t be infamous, either.
Nothing had been spoken since the heated words of the night before. Thickening black clouds hung between them at the breakfast table; cold cereal, milk, and microwaved instant coffee because neither was willing to cook for the other, but neither would cook in front of the other. She looked across. There it was, sitting next to his cup, just out of reach. Frustration painted a grimace across her face, but unless she wanted to get up and walk around to fetch it.... "Would you pass the sugar, please?" He looked down, picked up the sugar bowl, and reached across to her. Their eyes met. The corners of his mouth twitched. She couldn't stop the grin that spread her mouth wide. They erupted in laughter as one.
Resplendent in bright armor, astride a white - no - a magnificent black charger, he would measure his opponent down the length of his lance. He would be her champion, she his lady, and their love would span the ages. Grand passion would reward his labors on her behalf. She passed without a glance. Sagging despondently, brave dreams turned dust, he sighed: what elegant lady could love a peasant called Lump?
We are born snowflakes, individual and unique, aloft over the ocean. We float down, sometimes drifting, other times driven and windswept; alone, or with others clustered around. Yet always, we are headed down to a melting reunion, joining again the blue depths which wait and beckon with curling waves.
This was written for a friend of mine who is facing a loss she can do nothing to prevent. The title does not refer to her; the friend in the title is her mother.
We small-talk through my visits, discuss the past, not the present, certainly never the future. I can't answer the questions that I see haunting your eyes; you won't let them past your lips. Time is rapidly slipping past. Soon there will be no more us. I cannot wait any longer. Of course I will remember you. Why would I forget? How could I ever want to? I will celebrate your life, not mourn your passing; I will mourn for me that I no longer have you. I do know death will mean an end to your pain; but all I can see are farewells at a rainy day funeral. And there will be rain... even under a cloudless sky. There will be water falling.
This was written at the suggestion of a friend on a poetry board. It can be considered a prelude to Snow Life.
Adrift in a blue limbo, at one with forever, we are everything and nothing. We could remain an eternity, and would, but even the ocean yields to the draw of the sun. Droplets of vapor rising; we are tears wept in supplication to lambent heavens. From the vastness of the ocean, we become a sweeping reach of clouds; yet we are not the same as before. High above earth, cold and wind work us and wonder happens. We are born snowflakes...
The parallelogrammarian likes his words just so: all lined up neat, in order sweet, each in its own tight row. The telegrammarian worries how his words will sound. Let each one bugle brightly, he cares not how they are found. The pentagrammarian favors mystic-flavored motes, supernatural intones, tinged with oracular notes. The electrocardiogrammarian’s words cause chills with pulse-pounding excitement, danger, and heart-stopping thrills. The centigrammarian weighs words, judging where they go; seeking a perfect balance with each word a line to toe. The hologrammarian’s pen paints scenes not really there. Nimbly those creations dance, whirling in the sparkling air. I could name more grammarians, line them up on a shelf; but I think I’d better stop before I describe myself.
Once in a while, a moment breaks free from the chains which confine it in the prison of marching Time. In such instants, the world is suspended on a moment of eternity and nature catches its breath to see what will transpire. In such instants, all realities are equal and every outcome is possible... until nature exhales and the world spins onward. But the moment lives its own lifetime; forever enshrined in the amber of memory shining changeless and untainted in the soul.
The character of the peasant Lump returns in this tale.
Baron Brax sat on his horse, arrogant beyond belief; and each potential challenger was shaking like a leaf. "Will no one in this woeful lot muster any gumption? So pathetic! You can find not a single champion!" Not one answer. No one dared. Fighting meant certain death; for in Brax' brutal matches, only the victor drew breath. He was a law unto himself, even the king stood by. Then came a soft-spoken answer "Arm me and I will try." A collective gasp; each head turned to see the hapless chump. Another gasp as each one learned it was the peasant Lump. "I will flay the little wretch alive." Brax haughtily sneered. The scornful crowd, as one might guess, laughed at poor Lump and jeered. But Lump, for his part, hid quite well the queasy fear he felt. Armor was brought, and a sword; in front of his king he knelt. The king blessed him hastily, and as quickly turned away; for he, as all the others, believed Lump would die that day. They squared off, the signal was given, the baron charged his foe, and silence held the watchers awaiting the killing blow. Brax feinted a stroke, and swept 'round to press home his attack; no one was more surprised when he landed upon his back. Lump's foot pressed down upon Brax' chest, his sword was at Brax' throat. "Swear to me now," spoke Lump, "or I will spit you like a stoat. Your killing days are over, declare it unto me now. Henceforth you fight for honor alone; I await your vow. The baron’s vow was terse. He left as quickly as he might. Behind, a hearty roar arose approving of the sight. "Lump! Lump!" His playmates’ calls woke Lump from lofty dreams again. Off he romped with the other boys to play at King’s Campaign.
There was an aura around the sun all day; I swear the moon just winked. Every mundane sound has bell-like tones; hearing them makes me laugh out loud. Hey you...hello.
Like dandelion seeds blown from a bloom, caught and carried by a rising breeze, we often don't see results of the wishes (get better, soon!) we gently, hopefully send. We must be content knowing we sent them, willing them away to take root and grow in a receptive heart.
If has turned to When. Implacable calendar, never much a friend, turning from sneaking thief to bold raider, comes to steal the one loved best. Salt of tears, sands of time, a quicksand mixture dragging, pulling relentlessly to an unwanted conclusion. Fall – rage in the heavens, storms in the soul, rain to fall as though never to end; but all ends... even Fall.
This next one is dedicated to police everywhere, but especially the underrated, under-appreciated, and often
undervalued "campus cops." I never knew this man, but I knew others just like him, and didn't appreciate them properly at
the time. I don't think students really ever do, unless an event such as this occurs.
-- Michael, Butler University Class of 1976.
Hinkle Fieldhouse, 10:29AM: one gunshot, one man flees, one "campus cop," Officer James L. Davis, husband and father of three, lies dead. It is first the homicide ever on the Butler University Campus. Later, interviewed students remember friendliness, willingness to help, and many kindnesses. They mention his calmness in stressful situations. Indianapolis police flood into the area within minutes and begin an intense search. Several blocks away, 12:45PM: plainclothes detectives approach a man, walking south, fitting descriptions of the shooter. The suspect fires first and is fatally wounded. 1:00PM: a friend and former supervisor (working with troubled youth) of officer Davis returns home to find a phone message from 9:46AM confirming weekend plans: "I can't wait to see you at the wedding tomorrow."
He was a thrown grenade in a world of veiled words and hidden meanings. Heads swiveled on their axes at his braying laugh; the dead, it was said, could hear his excessive glee. Many a disapproving glare down an upturned nose was directed at him. Long discussions detailed his copious shortcomings. He thought not of them at all. Knowing the value of life, he got on with living it; laughing when pleased, crying when moved, serious when needed. He gave his coat and his cash to a homeless man in the park and walked home. He caught an illness that laid him on his deathbed. Now, the upturned noses smirked, he's learned his lesson, far too late; he will regret his ways, just watch! His last breath was expelled in a laugh.
I keep a forest inside of my brain, quiet and dark and away from all pain. Sometimes my pillow won't fit my head and there isn't room for me in my bed with all the worries and cares of the day, so I leave it to them and slip away. I wander amid the twilight trees, deeply inhaling a cleansing breeze; dispelling the gloom and finding my peace when my tensions finally release. Don't look for me until it is light; the forest is calling to me tonight.
"A lot of flash and not much splash." Thus a critic opined of her. Sneaky gaffer photographed her, now the public wants more of her.
Marigold suns, dandelion moons, bob on a wind of chance. Little fingers on little hands, little eyes that dance with quiet quick thoughts no one can hear, forming memories no one can see: just marigold suns, dandelion moons, a warm summer day, and me.
The madman's getting married, the event's just days away. Lioness looks quite ashen; she's no notion what to say. It's clear he wants to have her give her blessing on his choice; but each time she attempts to speak, she cannot find her voice. She's really rather puzzled that she has not seen the bride, it's simply not the kind of thing her friend would try to hide; and yet, there is no doubt, the madman's joy is undisguised. It's all that lets her face a situation so despised. Her heart is softly breaking underneath her feline smile as she finally admits she has loved him for a while. Then through this realization of her feelings at their peak comes strengthening that steels her for the words that she must speak. "Dear friend your heart is captured, though by whom I do not know; so give me one last kiss goodbye, then I will quickly go." He grins his most peculiar grin, and says to her "Oh poo! My dear and silly Lioness, the bride was always you."
A day grayed out by overcast, descending into night; whispering raindrops glitter falling past an old streetlight. Pull into my parking place, underneath a spreading pine; glance askance at other homes as I hurry toward mine. A zephyr thought slows my steps, brings my eyes up from the ground for the first time in a long time, a longer look around. A few tick-tocks, a few more drops, wetter does not matter; ever since my childhood I have loved the raindrops’ patter.
If you would ask a friend of me, then I would name you Timothy; one for comfortable comradeship who's never let a cross word slip. A quiet one with learned ways, Tim brightens my most weary days. I can say with no misgivings he's included in my Thanksgivings.
Secure behind crenellated opinions, loosing volleys of barbed tongues, defending your position with vigor, berserker light firing your eyes, pulse racing to the clash of words, does it matter what point you hold? If I assail your entrenched position, sending forth serried ranks of logic, tell me the objective for which I strive. When your defenses are battered down, holes knocked in those fortified arguments, is anything gained by breaching that wall? Will I actually break through to you, reach you there with battle lines of reason, or will you be gone, fighting elsewhere?
A slightly humorous look at my wife's excitement over a new appliance. It struck me as interesting how the things that excite us change as the years pass...
You begin to understand creeping adulthood is overtaking you when you have to take a whole vacation day just so you can prepare to give your wife a really good new washing machine. Everything is finally all set up and ready. She is very excited, filled with anticipation. She can't wait to jump in the utility room, to do that first load of laundry. Afterward, she's so thrilled with what you've given her she offers to let you take her out to dinner. During this interlude she can barely concentrate on the meal before her as she talks eagerly of hurrying home to do a second load. And you? You're satisfied and contented because she's happy until you notice her looking at other appliances.
A very old and silly joke asks "How do you eat an elephant?" I pondered that joke today as I stood in my driveway knee-deep in the most snow ever recorded in our area. Window-deep drifts against my truck, I looked out to the street where the snowplow had made one lane on the opposite side: two truck-lengths to the curb, then ten feet more beside. At least the snow in the driveway was easier to move and lighter. The snow in the street was deeper and packed somewhat tighter because of the snow the plow had thrown while making its pass. I'd shovel a while and rest as the experts say on the news. Sometime later, I looked around, with a touch of surprise, I'll admit; a drivable swath was shoveled clear. I'd shifted every bit. How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time, and chew it well.
Jeri Faerie twinkled and spun all on a birthing day. Though other Faeries danced mortal births, none had quite her way. The wee babe would be special she knew, Jeri had the sight; and so made sure 'twas she who danced upon this baby's night. Jeri's delight was a dervish whirl, twirl upon tiptoe, jetes beneath the watching moon, her wingtips fair aglow; tracing arcane figures aloft in fiery faerie dust to signal greeting to a babe with hair as red as rust. "A red-haired child is gifted, but this little lass has more; with life she'll have communion as a sea-wave with the shore. Tragedy will touch her life, but great happiness she'll see; so, though her smile will hide at times, her joy will never flee. So bring her cakes and candles, light her pathway through the years, for many times the geese will fly before her last appears; and though the wolves may howl all round, and might give her a fright, she need not fear their teeth, for she is blessed upon this night."
My name is called. My number rings. My pager beeps. "You've got mail." There goes my cell phone. I sigh inwardly. I answer. Once again, someone else's obsession replaces my own.
Look along a tree-shrouded path. What did you see? Look again - it's gone. Look again - you're gone. We share our lives with phantasms of things that were - and weren't. We walk that shadowed path with all its twists and turns amid vivid dreams - and we are even asleep for some of them.
Lively snowflakes dart and spin, driven on capricious wind as waves seem to ebb and flow with the winds that shift and blow. A tiny twister whips and whirls, transcribing whorls and curls; cryptic hieroglyphs and runes, music sheets for mystic tunes. But this scene is quite mundane, too familiar to your brain, easily explained away: just more snow, another day. Hush! Do not be beguiled or too adult, see as a child. Awaken from your trance and you may see the Snow Sprites' Dance.
Every life is a light to the world. Our lights are small, our candles are short. Though we may burn brightly, we need another's glow to stave off the darkness for as long as it may be kept at bay. It's not an easy request. All we can offer is the love we'll give, the memories we'll leave when our brief candles flare their last. At the beginning of life we are marked for death. Our need is not easy, and if you turn away it is understandable. There is no shame. Take us, and our lives are yours while they last. We will love you no less, just not for as long. Have you room for us? Have you love for us?
When cats eat from a dish we give it our full attention, eating until we are satisfied. Then we walk away and leave the rest so someone else may eat. Why do you tease me so, setting your plate down only to pick it up again?
Brush, tap, tap... What was that? Oh, just a branch, dipping down. Felt like a tap on the shoulder. Were those branches that low before? Don't think so, but hard to be sure in this twilight. Maybe it's the rain, weighing them down. Been a lot of rain lately. Tap, tap, brush... Another one! It's got to be the rain. At least it's letting up; this path up from the garage is bad enough bone dry. Must be more tired than usual; 'cause it seems steeper and longer tonight, like there're more turns. Tap, brush, tap, tap... Man, that's annoying! No matter, almost there. Just around this turn, and there's the grand old... Wait, where's the house? What's that low rumbling? It's like...laughter? Is it coming from the trees? Hrrhrrhrrrrhrrrrrrr, smack! Ouch! No! It's the ground! The whole freakin' hill's moving! Aw, no, no, no, man... should've never moved to Calif...!
The following descriptions are fictional. For one thing, I don't even have a brother or a sister!
Father's fulminating in the bathroom, frustration ineluctably tingeing his voice as he recapitulates the shortcomings of the corporate entity that is both his livelihood and bane of his existence. Management's vicissitudes, unresponsiveness, and tendency to rule by fiat combine to drive him to paroxysms of asperity. Mother presides over the household, sagacious dispenser of wisdom and justice in equal measure, breaker of deadlocks. Her world can be sharply monochromatic, crisply defined by stark delineation of life's rights and wrongs. Her ability to eliminate the nuances of gray from any situation astounds us all. Brother's temperament is mercurial, fluctuating unpredictably and swiftly between sanguine and brooding, sunny and somber, jocular and sardonic. Amazingly, he rarely suffers permanent consequences from his moodiness, for he can be quite the loquacious charmer, his liquid smile washing away resentment. Sister's a contemporary fashion plate, togged out, de rigueur, in the latest gear. Her color du jour is muted heliotrope. Flouncing in from her room, she twirls for our appreciation and admiration. Pausing to peer inquiringly over my shoulder, she observes "You've been reading the dictionary again, haven't you, twerp?"
I am hollow clothes, ragged emptiness; lacking even splintered sticks to lend shaky structure and the semblance of a spine: yesterday's hand-me-downs. Heedless winds blow through me, or I through them; I cannot tell which, nor why it ever mattered. We emerge without contact, going separate ways unchanged.
Heart and blood, the soul of Peace is forged in the fires of War; though it tastes of sweet surcease, that heat remains in the core.
Viridian eyes catch my gaze, holding it fast. Tresses of flowing garnet frame an ageless face of alabaster smoothness. Ruby lips part slightly, breathing my name, twist slightly in a one-sided smile, and she is gone; leaving no trace as though she never was, but her smile is forever imprinted on my soul.
This next was written upon hearing news that Pope John Paul II had died. I am not Catholic, but I still respected the man. There had been, just the day before, an interesting note in a news article reporting that the pontiff, on his deathbed, had spoken a greeting to someone who had just come in the room, saying he had expected them to come, and now they had. There were a couple of people who had recently entered the room, and they assumed the reference was to them. To me, however, the nature of the greeting sounded like the pontiff was speaking to someone unseen by the others.
My Lord is immoveable rock. Whoever builds a foundation on Him shall never be moved, though the winds may blow and the heavens may rage. Pope John Paul II, at the last was reported to be suffering, but nevertheless serene. This does not come as a surprise to those who understand what he knew. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? The message of I Corinthians 15:55 is the final sermon of Pope John Paul II. Whether we are Catholic or not, it is given for all of us.
Bow, sweep, sway, circle, advance, withdraw, and turn, change partners and repeat; with careful, measured step dressed in dream and fantasy and fabulous feathered masks. It is a masquerade, exquisitely played. Say each pretence or charade, every deception or misdirection added a frill to the mask hiding the act's performer; the beautiful decorations would trail as a train behind. A lifetime's flight, hiding in plain sight. Lives built into masks, masks concealing lives from the wearer as much as from those who behold; and ever the dance goes on with careful, measured step.
As you might note, this isn't my usual style. I was looking to write something with a macabre, creepy tone.
His eyes lifted to meet hers, watched as life faded from them. He stood, drawing ragged breaths, still clutching the dripping knife. She had fought him for control of the blade, clawed like a tigress, but he wrenched it away. Hollow victory.... For she had accomplished the thing she sought, driving the point under her ribcage and upward. Her final expression mocked him, sneered at his shock and horror, tore at his uncomprehending soul, and predicted what came next.
I have often wished to dive into life as a cliff diver into the water below, leaping out, soaring free, trusting to luck and skill to carry me through. Alas, I do not. Weighted and freighted by cares, carefulness, cautions, precautions, and lurking practicality, I mostly stand on the shallow end testing the water once, twice, and again, taking no chances. I do not even know how.
I've often been called impossible (I think I'm merely improbable), headstrong and obstinate, stubborn, and obdurate - sometimes even incorrigible. I can be difficult and contrary to the point of becoming obstreperous, and slow to listen to reason, even my own. If I disagree with you today, I might get back to you next month. Like a bulldog, once my teeth are firmly set into a subject, I have to be pried loose from it. My feet get firmly planted, and my heels dug in like an old mule. If you think you can undermine my position, pull the rug from beneath my feet, or otherwise leave me groundless and without a leg on which to stand, you had best not bet on it. I've been taking levitation lessons.
This poem form is called a Villanelle. The repeated lines are part of the form.
She cries and fusses in the night; Father mutters, "that girl ain't right," and so it goes till morning light. She buys a dress and it's too tight; can't take it back without a fight. She cries and fusses in the night and gives her parents quite a fright while brother snickers at the sight; and so it goes till morning light. She can't wear stripes, she can't wear white, she can't wear heels 'cause of her height. She cries and fusses in the night that she's not daddy's "little sprite" because she grew, like, overnight; and so it goes till morning light. "Happy fourteenth to our delight" is on the cake with candles bright. She cries and fusses in the night, and so it goes till morning light.
This is another Villanelle. I used the proper rhyme scheme here, rather than rhyme all lines the same as I did in the last one.
She haunts the dawning hours for me, pale shadow on the early light; a dream of mine that cannot be. A life lived out in memory, bright ray of love lost to the night, she haunts the dawning hours for me. I bolt from sleep too late to see a fleeting glimpse fade out of sight, a dream of mine that cannot be who I desired, eternally; and, though I squeeze my eyes shut tight, she haunts the dawning hours for me and I am left without a plea to rescue me from lost delight: a dream of mine that cannot be. I knew a woman, wild and free, now only know pain’s acid bite; she haunts the dawning hours for me, a dream of mine that cannot be.
She brought me a cake and she gave me a kiss. I blew out the candles and we toasted with cider. We talked a long time and watched the sunset. As she left that night, she wished me a happy life. Only later did I realize her kiss had been different.
We live our speeded lives at the knife-point of time, urged onward by events just out of our control. We were not made for this, to be rushed through our lives seeing nothing but walls and a blur of faces; cooped up indoors, cut off from nature, caged, alone, living isolated lives under fluorescent lights. We need to escape, walk our own path for a while, get back in control, and slow down our fleeting lives.
This is a combination of two forms: the Cinquain and the Acrostic. The Acrostic forms a word or phrase with the first letter of each line. Here, the word is "Twins."
Two lives with one image; individuals, though, not mirrors. When you look at them, see two.
One path in a wood, undiverged, no lesser way to tread; perhaps I'll choose the unexplored, creating one, instead.
A droplet in the headwaters of my river, at the wellspring of all I will be; from this place, my downstream end cannot be seen, so life seems infinite. What I will become is beyond the bend, so my possibilities seem limitless; rivulet, creek, stream, tributary, or mighty river, all are within reach. Even now, well advanced on my course, flowing down the riverbed of my life, my soul resides from whence I sprung and whispers to me of possibilities.
A scent brought me home today. So familiar, unexpectedly, it yanked me out of life and plunged me into yesterday where all was as it used to be in fondly glowing memory, untainted by past strife and fuzzily trouble-free. Then jolted back to now, recalled by sudden tears for all I should have said before time took the chance away.
In the following, please note: cat's-paw = light air movement that ripples the surface of water on a calm day.
cat’s-paws play on the pond small frogs imitate rusty hinges tadpoles cluster at water’s edge dragonflies hover and dart water bugs skate on the surface nimbly dodging the cat’s-paws across the way ducklings paddle observing and learning from their own mamma and daddy oh to be a child again and have days filled so full with nothing but time to watch and the lost wisdom to use them
Remember me as I once was, when I stood straight and strong; my towers piercing skyward and my walls built stout and long. I was a work of beauty then, an engineer’s delight; a myriad of windows kept my hallways full of light. Each room was warm and spacious with its ceiling vaulted tall; wood paneling and woven rugs bade welcome one and all. Rich tapestries, bright murals, and the finest gilded trim; no one who lived within my walls e’er thought I’d look so grim. But time and changing fortunes dealt harsh blows to them and me; and all my former glory is now ruin and debris.
This is another of the cinquain poem form.
New train ready to ride, passengers a-plenty! Fire in the boilers, come on, all aboard!
A lesson I knew instinctively as a child: when you're playing in it, every weather's mild.
You'd think him quite barking mad up until you heard him purr; but you've realized, m'lad, that it’s just his brain a-whirr. "Needle in a crowded stack run a rabbit up a flume putting up a flak attack shooting down an ostrich plume "Never tweak a tiger’s tail it’ll make you want to smile fire a rocket on a rail brighten up your bathroom tile "Whistle on down to Dixie at the drive-in picture show loving a girl named Pixie with tinkerbells right below" If anyone should spot him he will only wink and nod, "I’m really just a paynim and this is my other bod"
Some say, "my mother gave me phobias, lots of traumas, and a weekly visit to my psychiatrist." I reply, "my mom gave me an extensive, expansive, even prodigious, vocabulary, and taught me the good sense not to hide it." They sigh, "it must be wonderful to have a mom like that." I smile and respond, "it is."
He is water. She is waves. He is simplicity itself, so clear that his depths stay hidden right in plain view. She is restless, complex, always in motion, changing, each day different than the last. Yet he is her support, her dependable reservoir; keeping a constant level however she may rise and fall, through ebbing tides and raging tsunamis. She is his renewal, stirring him eternally, bringing air and life to those unseen depths no one else ever touches; bringing him out of himself. He is water. She is waves. Together, they are inseparable.
This is another limerick.
It began as an innocent fling; Tommy taught his dog Spot how to sing. Now Tom feels like a rube, 'cause the mutt's on the tube, and Spot's agent won't give him a thing.
The next two are cinquains.
New life in little pots; lovingly started, tended, set out to grow, flower, and make new life.
First drops turn to showers; around the stadium, a profusion of umbrella flowers.
This is another tanka.
Needle, thread, two slim hands sewing up a damaged shirt, mom’s soft, gentle words sewing up a wounded heart; stitching with the thread of love.
Sunless over the ocean, moonless over Dubai; I am not an astronaut in never-ending motion, although I sometimes wonder why. Worried over Hackensack, sleepless over Seattle, insurgent over Iraq; they’re fighting another battle. Goodness knows my work and woes are never, ever through. I’ve still got an awful lot of Cleveland left to do.
Slight breeze lifting, warm, offers no relief from the heat. Concrete under hands, against the small of the back, retains the heat of the day. Feet don't quite fit on the narrow ledge. Turbulent water flows below. "I don't know anything any more. I don't know what life means... ...but mine sure doesn't mean much. If you're there, I need something; I need a sign, I need... ...I need you to show me a light." A flash. Something small alights on the bridge of wire framed glasses and doesn't move, even as one hand pulls them out a little to allow eyes to focus. "A lightning bug? Is that a joke?" A flash. Memories... ...of long summer nights and childhood friends, who'd be shocked right now. ...of parents, who always spoke of love; and still do, on rare visits home. ...of a big old house, somehow cool on the hottest days. ...of a huge bedroom and a cozy bed. ...of a firefly, on every single one of every remembered long-ago summer night, clinging to the window screen like some kind of nightlight. A flash. "I guess I didn't say what kind of light, did I?" A flash. "Okay, little guy, you and I don't belong out here. Let's get back, off this bridge; I'm going home." A flash. "oh, yeah... ...and thank you for the light."
Walking in a southern field watching the butterflies, totally at peace, unprepared when I got a sudden surprise. It was a most American bug, with wings red, white, and blue. It had a tiny red neck and a tiny "beer gut" too. "Well, whaddaya want?" the creature asked, interpreting my stare. "That nectar stuff's pure sugar; a bug ain’t got a prayer." With that the fellow scratched and belched, then looked me in the eye. "Pleased to meet ya. Name’s Buggy Joe Bob, and I’m a Bubbafly." "I’d chat a spell but I gotta find some food around this dump." So he flew away. It was then I noticed tiny stars upon his rump.
This is another tanka.
creepers on the shore smoothing footsteps in the sand amusing toddlers no one dreams your origin is a thousand miles away
This was written before a major battle in a play-by-email game in which I am playing. The game is based on medieval times and the situation in Europe about 1320AD, combining diplomacy and combat.
Let the storm clouds gather, let the mighty winds blow; summon forth the thunder with lightning bolts to throw. Call the spear and bowman, stretch all the sinews tight; sing out to the foeman that Death will rain tonight.
Put thoughts in my head – ideas, questions, answers - and make me think. Fill me with emotions - tears, laughter, fears - and make me feel. Drive me like chaff before a bitter wind and call it initiative. Make me what you will, because you will, and tell me I chose. I don't care. I won't notice. I am only clay.
Flowered meadows fill my head with dreams. Summer breezes carry my thoughts away. I laugh and step back in another day, to watch myself wading in shaded streams. It isn't hard for me to feel this way. I've been an easy dreamer all my life; slipping out and ducking away from strife, injecting color when my life gets gray.
We live our lives framed in the perceptions of those we meet. We are never any more nor ever any less than what we see reflected in their eyes.
You could call this some wishful thinking about the relief efforts for Hurricane Katrina. Needless to say, it didn't quite happen this way.
"Just go to your warehouses," our President said, "and load the dang trucks and go. Just get 'em down there. Do it now. We'll sort out the money later. You'll get paid, now go!" "You heard the man," the CEO answered, "get that food off the shelves, all that water too, and load the dang trucks and go. A thousand babies could die while we sit on our butts and organize our efforts. Just load the dang trucks and go." "You heard 'im, people," the team leaders called, "let's get a move on now. It's taken too long to move as it is, let's make up for all that lost time. We'll all get our pay, don't figure your hours. Just load the dang trucks and go." The truckers were waiting for each loaded trailer, they came streaming in by the score. In steady procession, without cessation, at every warehouse door. They loaded the dang trucks and went.
Little claws into your legs, little claws into your back; just when you think it's safe, there's little claws on the attack. A whirling ball of energy, a flying flash of fur, a face so darned endearing that you can't stay mad at her, a speckle-spot behind each ear, a heart upon her nose, four perfect tiny white feet each adorned with tabby toes, her eyes alight with innocence, her tail a-swish with grace; so tell me if you can how she completely wrecked the place.
Hard hat glinting in the sun, ignoring the looming video camera, the worker explained patiently: "There’s probably more than fifty thousand poles down, all over the Gulf coast, and I don’t know how many miles of wire needs replacing." Undaunted by anything so abstract as a number, the reporter demanded to know what was the delay in getting it all fixed. Her voice held a note of personal triumph. I shook my head in time with the man on screen, and wondered at her stupidity. Would there be, I asked aloud, fifty thousand light poles lying unused and waiting to be found across all of America?
I would reach out and calm the roaring wind that echoes in your mind and let it mend; I'd ease the devastation in the land, restore its beauty with a loving hand... ...if I could. I would bring back the scenes of yesterday and sweep this twisted, broken mess away. I would return the life that's left this place just for, once more, that smile upon your face... ...if I only could.
Red leaves lay strewn across white sand like spattered blood on ivory skin; a trail of footprints coming from nowhere, leading off to some place unknown, traces a scar across the smooth expanse. I think of you, think of us, and – inevitably – think of me alone. The wind cuts through my light clothes. It chills me, coloring my thoughts like the leaves blown across the beach: blood red, pale amber, burnt-out orange. I lift my eyes to watch a breaker roll up the beach, dying on the sand in a last whisper of spent foam. I recede with it, sighing over the lost opportunities of summer.
We sit across this table, hands neatly folded, showing nothing, as poker players might hold their cards. Once, we would have smiled, held hands, and looked lovingly, deeply, into each other's eyes. Now, we fidget, scanning the walls, noting details in paintings, mentally taking inventory of the contents of the bookcases, counting the ceiling tiles, and assessing each other when we can steal an uncaught glance, as the strangers we're paying to argue for us settle the details of the dissolution of our life together. We couldn't even agree on who got the family lawyer.
In a bar in downtown Tokyo, a young lady looks up at the American soldier seated a few stools down. "Hey Joe, you lonely? Me Mitzi, me like GI. You want good time? Me live close, you like?" Not quite drunk enough to abandon his morals for her favors, the soldier shakes his head and leaves. Behind him, she shrugs, then turns her attention back to the young lady seated on her other side. "Anyway, as I was saying, after we went to the movie last week, I hooked up with this American sailor..."
Ducks paddle on our little pond; bees drone from flower to flower. Doing chores in the morning sun, I watch clouds move in from the west. Feed for the ducks, feed for the hens, fresh hay for the cow and her calf, each part of a daily routine that's familiar and unhurried. Walking back to the old feed shed, I hear commotion in the woods. There’s such noise I expect to see a flock of blue jays taking wing. No jays appear, nor any bird. I listen a little closer and realize it's no creature; then, looking up, I understand. I duck in the feed shed's shelter, stand in the open door, and watch as a wall of rain approaches, flashing and sparkling in the sun.
A bit of Halloween humor...
I like them boney, let there be no doubt; I'm Death, no phony, and I'm rapping it out. Don't try to get flirty with that meat on your curve, but 30-6-30 brings me on like a perv. Just doing my duty, I lay you in your grave. Wait a hundred, cutie, I will be your love slave. My whole body trembled; girl, I think you're so sweet when you're disassembled and lying on a sheet. Don't give me no invective, I'll tell you once again: you grinners ain't attractive until you shed your skin.
This is another Villanelle.
I say I really could care less, I can ignore the things you do; I’ll manage it someday, I guess. Our love affair is such a mess; good times have always been too few. I say I really could care less, but I can’t live with this much stress. It's clear I should walk out on you; I’ll manage it someday, I guess. You laugh at me, at my distress, and say what I suspect is true. I say I really could care less. I ought to find a new address, give up and just admit we’re through; I’ll manage it someday, I guess. I used to thrill to your caress till every day brought something new. I say I really could care less; I’ll manage it someday, I guess.
The soft voice from the bedroom asks me to turn out the hall light. She's facing the wrong direction and it's in her eyes this morning. I slap at the switch, muttering, not exactly under my breath. She could roll over, after all. The bedroom already stays dark, and I have to use a flashlight to avoid stepping on cat toys, bouncing a toe off the dresser, or pairing olive pants with a red shirt. One more concession to her hours, a different work schedule from mine; it won't occur to her late tonight when that light will be in my eyes as she puts her things away and tells me of the events of her day. For a few seconds as I'm fuming, I wonder what I'm doing here, and question the reasons I stay. It is then I look into a moment: a bleak existence with little color, less joy, and no light at all. Whatever momentary anger I feel, life without her love is unthinkable. So, the hall light stays off, and when she arrives home tonight, when that light shines in my eyes, I will ask her how her day went.
Another Halloween piece...
The battered door creaked open, a flashlight beam flicked inside; fading into the darkness like a thief seeking to hide. A cautious figure followed slowly, pulse throbbing with dread; the realtor’s curious words echoing in his head. "This sheet has the history, what we know about the place, although I have to tell you that it's bogus in this case. It's back for sale because the last buyer was in arrears; just a silly rumor that it's been a warehouse for years." Out of the full moon's light, he worried over those statements. Why fuss if it was a warehouse? Furthermore, what shipments could have been stored in a ramshackle mansion such as this? He froze. The door slammed shut behind him. Something was amiss. The floor writhed as though possessed, the walls had a pale blue glow, and he heard a guttural rumble welling from below. The door was locked, of course; some thing shot past him in the gloom. He panicked and, seeking an exit, fled from room to room. What had that man not told him? He pulled out the sheet to check, and read in trembling flashlight beam, hair rising on his neck: "The only previous owner who is known to survive claims the place is a were-house, the full moon brings it alive."
This was contributed to a poem thread about Faerie folk.
Prologue:
The next approaches the podium, bowing left and right
to the cream of Faerie royalty, gathered on this night.
"I hope my modest effort does not spoil this heady dance."
Facing those assembled, he assumes a proclaimer's stance.
"Gathered apples, pressed to cider, we raise a glass to all;
'tis sweet Autumn's amber nectar, the true drink of the fall.
Small dust devils, sharp and quick, dance to a Virginia Reel;
then grab their partners, shy red leaves, as round the floor they wheel.
Faeries giggle with delight at seeing them spinning so
and clasping hands, they circle all, adding a golden glow.
This way they play till break of day; rude morning spoils their fun,
puzzled at scenes of golden wheels and red leaves on the run.
But be not sad if you have missed this entertainment night,
they will be back again, my friend, all glowing just as bright."
Epilogue:
With a small quiet smile, setting sun at the end of day,
he steps back but a single step, then slowly fades away.
This is something of a fairy tale and/or children's story. It was a serial contribution to the same poem thread as the piece immediately preceeding.
The Hawk's Tale
From wing on high I can espy the revels far below; a hawk's-eye view of what they do - oh, all the things I know! Amid the polk, good Faerie folk, you need not feel a dread; but when shying from eyes prying, consider overhead. Now is the time for HawkEye's contribution to the fun. Call all small sprites and faerie tykes, and bring them one by one. Bid them clasp around my neck, then tuck a leg beneath each wing. I'll fly with each up to the heights of which their elders sing. For their parents once soared aloft with other hawks, you bet; don't fret for their safety, nary a hawk has lost one yet. So each one of the youngsters has a turn on high astride; from the greatest to the lowest, each gets an equal ride. Hawks are egalitarian, without an eagle's air, always have we taken pains to keep the ritual fair. Only one small and daring vole of all there in the vale believed the Hawk-Pledge of safety - but thereby hangs a tale.
The Vole's Adventure
I climbed up on HawkEye's back and he soared into the air. We flew and flew, ever so long, I could see everywhere! But just as we were flying back, I thought I heard a call; I asked Hawkeye to check because I saw no one at all. He said, "I have her spotted. As I bank, please take a look. I have seen a mother meadowmouse down in yonder brook; She's clinging to a piece of tree limb, tight as she can do. It's stuck in mud, but working loose; I need some help from you." I cried, "How can I save her? I cannot swim at all, sir; even if I could, how could I pull her from the water?" "I do not need your swimming, what I need is you to speak; talk to her and convince her that she need not fear my beak." I shouted out and told her that she would be safe with him. As he took off to get her, there was motion in that limb. He plucked her out and brought her to the bank alongside me just as the water caught the limb and sent it floating free. Mother meadowmouse was shaking, from fear as much as cold, "A meadowmouse saved by a hawk I'd never have foretold. Not to lessen your favor, I must ask one more beside; kind sir, I live some way upstream - and on the other side." Hawkeye bowed, "I thought it would be you had a way to go, If you climb on my back, I will take you to your meadow. Since I can recognize you by the markings on your ears, I will pledge from this time forward, of me you have no fears." We both climbed on and HawkEye flew her home as he had said; and then he brought me back, saying it's time I was in bed.
HawkEye's Epilogue
There's only one thing more to add and then this tale is done: the words of this vole lass are true, I vouch for every one.
If I saw the world through your eyes, I wonder what I'd see with your understanding; what would my understanding be? Would my view be different? I am pretty sure it would; I think I'd enjoy a walk with your eyes through a snowy wood. It would be so good to see all the things that give you joy, and see, with your intensity, your newborn baby boy. I'd love to share your vision while out walking in the rain, and I could know you better if I looked out through your pain. If I saw the world through your eyes, I wonder what I'd see; with your understanding, could I dare turn your eyes to me?
I lost my way inside your eyes and was added to your collection; falling hard for that least of lies - you felt we had a connection. A cripple reaching for a crutch, too aware of my deficits; needing to be wanted so much - the soul pays when the heart commits. I lost my way inside your eyes and never will emerge again. I've joined the other butterflies, each transfixed with a lover's pin.
Deep in a quiet woods, natural seating provided by a forked and bent tree, I close my eyes and listen to large flakes of snow landing pat-pat-pat.
Just when you believe you know all the things that Christmas means, the snow, the people, the presents, and all the reds and greens, Christians celebrating the promise in the Christ child’s birth, Rudolph and Santa Claus, and all the little children's mirth; this season of wonders turns up yet another answer in a call from Mom, "Dad’s test was negative for cancer."
So odd to find myself immortalized on a wall, the striving of my youth preserved beyond its day; the affectionate display of my proud parents. It's a time machine in a decorative frame, and I taste an echo of milk and cookies.
For a moment of shattered time I felt immune, untouched by the heat of your words... ...and then the shock hit.
You relax in blacks on a bed of red to dream a scheme; soft smile with guile, a threat in velvet.
This is another of the nonet form.
The last rays of fading sunlight paint streaks of vermillion and scarlet across scattered overcast. Gusting breezes propel crimson leaves aloft, swirling in the darkening Autumn sky.
I come from agrarian stock: people who worked the land, who ate the fruits of their own sweat. While I have never farmed, I have the background, the knowledge, the experience, and a sense of shared history. And yes, I'm proud of it. Have you ever stood in an open field with no buildings in sight in any direction - and you didn't have to take a vacation to be there? Have you ever waded a stream on a summer day beneath overhanging trees just because you could, and not because you paid for the trip? Have you ever walked through acres of trees, alone with your thoughts, and felt a deep sense of timeless beauty no man could ever build? Have you ever heard a man speak of the erosion of his land or the loss of livestock and livelihood, the destruction of his dreams, feeling your own sense of loss? If not, then I pity you.
He stalks into the arena, head held erect and proud, with sweeping bow and swirling cape acknowledging the crowd. His suit of lights sparkles like bright stars in a midnight sky; though threadbare in spots, it still can catch and dazzle the eye. The bull appears as though conjured, a nightmare in a dream; his nostrils in the crisp air truly seem to belch forth steam. Lowering his head, he charges, raging across the sand; the matador leads with his cape, sword in his other hand. His thrust is sure and true each pass, the bull just brushing by, as muscles remember rhythms his brain cannot supply. At length, the duel is ended, the way it always must. One slip and he is hooked and thrown, lies broken in the dust. A wisp of smoke, the bull is gone, the spectral crowd wants more; but this night's show is over for the Zombie Matador.
A blanket of snow lends any setting a sense of solitude; stillness and silence transcending forever. We walk hand in hand down a shaded lane; just overhanging trees, the snow, and us, all alone together.
We hide our unwanted emotion like ice upon a running stream, the coolness that shows above belies the turmoil underneath. Sometimes, for just a moment, the hidden torrent breaks through; foaming over the calm exterior before being submerged once more.
Ducklings all upon a bank: nervous, hesitating, even with mom's encouragement. One by one, each little mind finds its way - to trust, to momma - and takes the plunge. Glorious moment of life: when you realize what you were born to do.
This was in answer to a challenge to write in the style of Ogden Nash.
The whippoorwill's unending call might seem quite harsh to one and all. But then, if we knew what Will committed we might be as discomfited.
Climb up - to a quiet lake in the crook of a mountain's arm. Sit down - and take your rest in a landscape lost to harm.
We ride a bridge to firelight upon a crimson morning; and though it's just a new day's start, I see a dire warning. In my mind, a heavenly hand sent fire into this sky, a message from a loving God to children gone awry. For on the day of Judgment, when the lost are cast away, their final path might lead them out just such a stark causeway. But in the fiery turbulence that burns away the night, with the call to repentance there is a promise of light; and though the storms are raging wild and follow as we roam, that final bridge of a walk with God leads His children home.
The moon wasn't silver, The air wasn't crisp. His words weren't honeyed; in fact, he had a lisp. He didn't fall upon one knee like generations of men; but dang it all if the boy didn't get the girl again.
I really did find the bud described below, and presented it to my wife with this verse.
A carnation bud lay fallen, ignored in fading day; broken away, unheeded, from a Valentine bouquet. Plucked up from its certain fate, given a drink of water, now it lends my "I love you" a bit of extra color. I’ll show you through this little bud the words I cannot tell; with your love you’ve rescued me and given me life as well.
It's probably easy to see, but this piece was sparked from the previous one.
A tiny bud, just opening, lays severed on the ground; near-trampled and unheeded by everyone around. It should have been an integral part of a large bouquet; now, broken off and chilling fast, it will not last the day. Now a footstep pausing, a reaching hand to lift it up; the little bud is wrapped and moistened, safe within a cup. Taken into light and warmth, the bloom opens by and by then it is presented, received with a delighted sigh. Once only one among many, then almost cast away, redeemed and brought to importance, the highlight of a day. This little bud, sunk so low, has become worthwhile to see; and so it is within my life between my Lord and me.
In a dream she sat and waited, waited in a mountainside garden, in the chilled and snow-swept garden for her true love to come to her. He would come to drink her beauty, come to take her from the garden, from the garden to his homeland, distant homeland on the plain. As she waited there she shivered, cold and lonely as she waited, watching for her absent lover from the plain to come to her. From the distance came a rider galloped to the garden's gate, stepped inside and he found her, beauty frozen as she slept.
I do not need to carry a picture. Your face is with me always; everywhere I travel there is the corner of my mind where the candles burn and the black-draped portrait hangs. I do not need to be reminded of you. The scent of lilac outside our door floods me with memories. Sometimes I can't even make it inside before sinking to my knees. What I need is what I can't have. What I have is a love that can never die, and a lover that did.
The crop of beans stretched away in smooth rows, unbroken except by the road and the realtor's sign. "When I was your age, young'un," said Grandpa, "a field like this meant just one thing: work." He paused, pulled his handkerchief, and dabbed at one eye while the boy watched intently. "I wish I'd known then what it means to me now."
The child awoke with the images still sharp and claiming attention; the nighttime world not giving space to the daytime world's convention. Unaware of the mystical, though caught up in its sway; the little one saw a unicorn and a polar bear cub at play. The friendly unicorn dipped his head, the little cub stroked the horn. In the innocence of that touch it gleamed like a golden morn. The white cub slowly transformed in the disappearing wild as wakefulness changed it back to the watching little child, The unicorn became an icicle suffused with dawn's bright glow; there were no words for the sense of loss when it fell and shattered below.
If you've never read C. S. Lewis' Narnia series, go buy it or borrow it and read it. If you have read it, you may understand the following very well.
Sitting on my bed, slipping into night; just a few pages before turning out the light. Enter the world of Narnia, to walk with great Aslan; travel on the Dawn Treader, complete the quest if we can. Too soon it's over, I'm at the story's end - out the window, dawn is breaking... ...it's happened again
Stepping out my door I cross a lawn in darkness. Heavy clouds line the eastern horizon; above is the deep blue of clear sky, hinted with the first touch of morning. A single bright star draws my eyes upward, where more are still visible. I take a breath, hold it a moment, feel the breeze ruffling my jacket. Whatever else may greet me this day, nature got to me first.
Melody springs effortlessly from his fingers, responding to the beat of his soul as he plays the strains of our dreams and memories without ever having met us.
The leaves on the doorstep were gold when they fell, stripped from shivering limbs, dashed in a driving rainstorm. Be two years ago tomorrow, that rain on the day she left. All that remain are shadows: on my doorstep, on my heart.
Sometimes a question is not worth asking: what’s the point of debating whether a glass is half-empty or half-full when it lies shattered on the table? Silence has assumed a new color: golden virtue no longer applies where the summation of wasted life is an airbrushed study in crimson. Warm sun brightens a lily-strewn field as a stream ripples over red rocks. Mockingbirds chorus mourning dirges till gurgling drowns all other sounds. The obituary only noted the subject had died alone at home. No relatives could ever be found; the funeral was unattended.
Crimson Beth is a pirate, terror of the Barbary Coast, leading the law a merry chase, elusive as a ghost. She is feared far and wide; so deadly and swift is her ship, merchant tubs strike their sails for they cannot give her the slip. No other pirate can match her, few will even dare try. Brave men turn pale as death at the sound of her battle cry. But Crimson Beth has a new foe, one that has stirred her wrath "Ah Ma! Who ever heard of a pirate in Bubble Bath?"
Call me None. When the rustle of a step in silence echoes like a whip crack, when dead memories rise up despite all your struggles to smother them, when song escapes you leaving your soul empty and you can't remember how to recapture it, when you cry: is there none to help me? Call me None.
Sails spread their wings above me. I must fly over sea, body and soul, to a port far away; yet my heart remains steadfastly here. I am wild as a storm front, free as a kestrel on a rising wind, mere location cannot hold me. I will send you cinnabar and coconut laced with rum. I will sing you verses of faraway summer beaches, of a thousand golden morns, of moonlit coves that wait to be explored arm-in-arm. I am an empty vessel; I can only be filled by the ruby wine that is you.
Those who sport with leprechauns had better be sharp and quick or else they'll likely find they're on the short end of a trick. It's said their love of pranks has history rich as their brogue and though one may be charming, he is sure to be a rogue.
A whippoorwill's call surprises me. Suddenly I'm lying in a bunk in a truck-mounted camper near the shore of Kentucky Lake. The scents of the lake drift through the window, flow through my thoughts, counterpointed by the whippoorwill. My grandparents' voices mingle, words lost in the indistinct buzz of a long-ago conversation. It's a strange lullaby, but quite effective. The boy loses out to sleep, and I smile in my present.
The heavy glass door swinging open, and the ding-linging bell overhead; I can't remember the name that was out on the sign; it was always just Granddaddy Beck's Sporting Goods Store. The smell of the polished wood floor, paint on brand-new outboard motors, the box under that roll-top desk with wood shavings and tobacco spit, a faint aroma of sweetness hovering around the rack of empty bottles by the old lever-cranked Coke machine, and of course, the earthy odors from the nightcrawler case in the very back, all mixed with many more into a scent that always said "Granddaddy's store" to me. On the shelves lining the walls and in the glassed display cases were so many things, of so many kinds, that never seemed to change very much. I don't know when I finally realized, when Granddaddy sold some of them, he replaced them from the back storeroom. I remember the day he outfitted me - just like one of his best customers - with a brand-new rod-and-reel straight out of his window display, a new tackle box right off the shelf, and an array of hooks and bobbers and sinkers and lures - including the one, long, arched, and shiny-silver, that Mom didn't like because of its name... ...Hellbender. I think he gave me that one on purpose.
Set course for Port Trigellian across a brindled sea, with four o'clocks to windward and bright marigolds alee. A morning-glory banner flies atop a larkspur mast. The sheet-sails billow overhead; the wind is running fast. The helmsman's firm hand guides our ship; the clouds go scudding by. We chant a song of war with iris-cutlasses held high. Whatever foe awaits us, and however great the cost, we sail to free Trigellian before the daylight's lost. Aloft, the lookout calls alert as landfall's drawing near, around the point, into the harbor, angle for the pier. The dandelion troops, crouched low, are ranked around the bay; with cannon blasts, from water guns, we blow them all away! We storm ashore and, street-by-street, advance into the town; our enemies have had enough and throw their weapons down. But over crying, cheering throngs we heed our momma's call, 'cause Daddy's home from work, and he brought dinner from the mall.
As the plain beyond the river, so was my life - flat, featureless, and without any distinction or change - and I was happy. Last September, she erupted into my existence, disrupting everything - even the river ran backward for a time. My geography has changed, can never be what it was, but I like what I see when I look across my soul these days.
Fairies, pixies, and sprites swooped and played tag with eagles and hawks, tracing sparkles in the air. Rainbows arched and stretched, moving across the sky on a cloudless canvas to a rhythm all their own. Gentle breezes played music on tightly stretched vines while a chorus of frogs kept background harmony. The quiet girl smiled her joy clasping hands over her heart as though to contain it, lest it escape her frail body. She whispered her thanks for another beautiful day and hoped for many more. The Dragon at her side nodded. "What are her chances, doctor?" "I don't know, ma'am. All I can say is that her brain remains active and all trace of the virus is gone. Taken together, I believe there's hope."
Warm sunny days gone by, lazy summer nights recalled, ever so many years ago. The wooded, untended acreage, an area surrounded by homes, was a child's green wonderland. It was on the path they met, walked, talked, and played, picking wildflower bouquets. She was five, he was six. Days stretched out so long that summer seemed endless. One breezy day, she told him, "When we get married, someday, we'll have our wedding here." He never returned to the woods.
I watched a fisherman checking his lines, working his boat from point to point. Two little children rode in the front, watching their papa, quiet and enthralled. I couldn't help thinking of the adage about the cobbler's kids and new shoes. I wondered briefly before moving on, how often the fisherman's kids eat fish.
A few nights ago, beneath an early-darkening sky, I stood on my carport to watch an evening rain. In my sanctuary I stood as winds strengthened and rain blew at shallow angles to the waiting earth. I felt myself an observer, almost separate from events, until a sudden shift of wind showed me I was still involved.
A ship in port is a skeleton, its bones hung in the air. A ship at dock is a scarecrow frame, only sticks hanging there. The moored ship is lifeless and inert, is nothing to inspire; has no aspect of its quiet mien to light a soul on fire. But a sailing ship put out to sea, spreading its canvas full, ignites a spark in the watching heart and exerts a mystic pull. The same can be said about mankind: nothing to see at rest. It's only embarked on a purpose that we're seen at our best.
Come sit out of the misting rain; we're safe beneath this roof. Though it may look about to fall, it's been this way for a decade. Sit and ponder the land around; take a peaceful breath, exhale, and contemplate the sound of it loud against the enfolding silence. Leave the tumbling world behind, and the scrambling mind it brings. Let go of it all on an expelled sigh, and relax your wearied brain.
This next was triggered by watching interviews with veterans of WWII on the History Channel.
I've marched out in a driving rain. I've knelt on bloodied fields in pain. I've fought through mud up to my waist, and I'll never forget its taste. My mind still calculates the cost, calls nightly roll of those we lost, and sends them to me as I sleep. There's nothing I can do to keep those faces from their nightly show, but there's a certain truth I know: that were my nighttime comrades gone, I'd be bereft that they'd moved on and left me here alone to face a world that's grown a stranger place, that rarely slows its beat to see this relic curiosity.
I think if I had become a doctor, you'd be eating apples daily; if our love was an antique mantel clock its winding key would be missing. The eternal fountain of our happiness is choked with dust and silent, and the transport toward our bright future is a stationary bicycle. My attempts at cheerful optimism are rapidly fading away, while the burning torch I carry for you gutters in the changing winds. Beautiful darling, do you still want me? Or does my presence create a crowd?
Strung with beads of midnight dew, prism'd by rays of morning sun, one spider's circling web becomes the new shawl for the faerie queen.
Steady drizzle seems like an afterthought, as though Nature, caught short, is stretching what little supply she has on hand. Walking, I get wet, but by imperceptible degrees; I abruptly realize I have been soaked for some time. Trees offer slight shelter, but leaves accumulate moisture until one, overburdened, tips and triggers a cascade, surprising me with a spattering bombardment of drops and touching off an explosion of much-needed laughter. Birds stay mostly under cover, though a few brave the wet; I hear an occasional disgruntled chirp of complaint. Do avian courtships get postponed like Little League games? If so, it's no wonder they're so grumpy: we're losing time!
We live within a fleeting now: before our brains have grasped it, the moment is already gone, receding into memory. Awareness of our own existence trails behind it like a puppy, always hurrying to catch up but never quite quick enough.
soar upon a thermal ride on a rising wind force under each feather lifting away from ground hover aloft weightless hours without numbering song of the urging air serenading my wings
Thoughts zip through my mind so quickly, sometimes, that I fail to hold onto them and I wonder: are they getting faster or am I getting slower?
If you could peek inside those massive, important egos, you'd see an absurd little person puffing away on an air nozzle and about to collapse from the exertion. You'd think occasionally there'd be time to take a break, but that's wrong - you see, all egos have a slow leak, so it takes all that huffing, puffing, and tending to keep them from shrinking back to reality. And nothing kills an ego faster than contact with reality.
Sometimes my orderly mind comes completely off its wheels; my train of thought jumps from its tracks and strikes off through the fields. A turtle has a prismed shell, a robin's singing blues, on yonder branch a goldfinch sits and warbles other hues. Come sit beneath a waterrise and get quite dry with me or clamber up above it to catch water for your tea. Steady wind blows in the trees but can't pick a direction; branches wave in different ways, as if they'd no connection. Fluffy clouds dance with bright sunshine to light up after noon; and as they all go scudding they are dusting off the moon. Waves of flowers sparkle as they ripple across the land; come splashing through in midnight dew and track across the sand. Over here is a garden plot worked up for growing rocks; I wonder what they planted for that crop of bobby socks? The shadow of an evening breeze coolly fluttering by draws my attention to a flight of whimsy in the sky. Alas, the excursion ends, as I always know it must but there will be another day when reality goes bust.
I've always felt as though my mind was a half-bubble off plumb to everyone's view of "normal;" I'm just a little off-kilter. But when snipers kill on interstates, looters destroy what they cannot steal, lusting adults prey on children, companies ruin lives for profit, and people hate in the name of a loving God, a half-bubble doesn't seem so much.
Dawn was somewhere centuries of miles ago as I shift into park; The motor coughs once as I turn and pull the key. Sunlight high overhead erases all shadows. A gleaming stretch of tan promises only one thing. I roll down the windows. It's got a white roof; I'm good for a while. I let my eyes almost close to filter out the bright. I see a barefoot boy, dashing to water, nearly take flight. Landing hard, he becomes a crane, holding back red as he calls for Mom. Running a finger along the line on my heel, I try to remember which hurt worse: the cut, or the other foot, jammed into sun-drenched sand, and how long was it before I could put weight on either one. Behind me, there's a stir: "Are we there yet, Dad?" I check the lunch cooler and the first-aid kit before turning around. "We sure are, sport. Don't forget your beach shoes."
"You must be a Friday's Child!" I was running Saturday errands, and the exclamation surprised me. I turned, one eyebrow arching; a slightly-built man approached. I felt a prickling at the nape of my neck. "Why would you say that?" "Anyone looking at you can see it! Why, loving and giving stand out in everything about you!" Ah, that old rhyme. "I represent a charity that supports children's relief organizations around the globe, surely you'd like to donate?" I looked for long seconds at his well-tailored suit, immaculately polished shoes, rings, watch, and gold chain. "Sir: I may, as you suggest, be a Friday's Child, but I was not born yesterday."
I am a cloud in a late summer sky, the one you see scudding crosswise to the path of every other cloud. I am one reed, among many hundreds, leaning stubbornly into the wind. I am a goose, flying in formation, in between the wings of the "V". I am the singer in a chorused melody who decides harmony would be nice. I am who I am, unreservedly, and always flying into the face of every storm, a seeker of the paths that deviate, but I am quietly a rebel, not loudly.
When I doodle, it's all lines and regular shapes; I look at the results with some dismay. My thoughts follow well-worn steps in regular paths; the destinations are drearily predictable. So much of who I am and what I do follows a pattern; so little of me steps out of the enfolding box or even sees that there is a box around me, let alone appreciates the restrictions it imposes. But when I write, I am different. I have no boxes, and my mind roams; I cross boundaries with breathless ease and watch them crumble at my touch. I wish I could always be what I become when I free my mind to create with words.
The next eight were in answer to a challenge to write in the style of Ogden Nash.
The goldfinch, with rapacious greed, devours mountains of thistle seed. My wallet is getting lighter just feeding the little blighter.
Ponder now the armadillo, and his single peccadillo: he will not argue, fuss, or scold, if he's annoyed, you'll find him rolled.
No matter how much you're smitten, beware the cute little kitten. Whether it's playful or annoyed, its tiny claws are soon employed.
Falling rain is a wondrous thing, summer or winter, fall or spring. But wonder might be abated if you're getting inundated.
It only takes a bit of whimsy, any reason, even flimsy, to take a subject quite profound and paint it up to make it clowned. Even if the subject's painful, smiles or laughter can be gainful; get the bitterness distorted and its power is aborted. Tyrants hate laughter, here is why it peels the rafters, shows the sky. Humor is never submissive; of power, it is dismissive. Take anyone with a sad frown and make them up into a clown. They might not end up happier, but their face will be snappier.
Some might say it's good for the wheat to have extended spells of heat. I don't mean to make them dither, but even the wheat can wither.
The tulip stood before the law for the murder of the coleslaw. The charge would have been dismissed till she threatened the judge with her pistil.
Now here is Matt, the graveyard rat. Puzzled by an encrypted cat, 'twas caught in a mausoleum; stuffed, mounted in this museum, on display for us to see him.
Leaned against the doorway of a workshop building my father and grandfather built, I watch rain falling. Drops pass close to me, not quite touching; I can feel the air cooling from their passage. Somewhere in my mind is busily cataloging the sounds of the drops, a nearly infinite task. My mind wanders aimlessly through a thousand thoughts I'll never remember later; finally, it wanders off alone and leaves me peace. It's the sounds of the rain I recall.
There's a cold rain falling, chilling the land, washing away richness from the souls of men, women, and children; leaching all colors from the grand tapestry of life and replacing them with moody grays and somber blacks. There's a cold rain falling, laced with poison, eating away innocence and happiness, replacing it with nothing except a bitter stew of despair. The downpour spares no one; the great and small get wet. There's a cold rain falling, it's called religious hate.
And the kingdom of Heaven was likened unto a carnival, with rides of every kind, midway games and entertainments, cotton candy, peanuts, ices, hot dogs, and bags of popcorn all in abundance for everyone who would step up and ask for it. Then the dour men by the empty till asked: "Where are the gatekeepers? Where are the gates, and the fences? What keeps out the sinners and unworthy?" And the Lord looked at them sharply. "Who said sinners were to be kept out? Who identified anyone as unworthy? I was sent as a shepherd for the lost and as a doctor for the sick. By whose word do you draw lines and by whose authority do you exclude?" And the dour men answered, saying "Lord we searched your scripture and we determined these writings by which we divide men from eternity." The visage of the Lord darkened, and he drove them from the carnival with a scourge formed of strands of brightly-colored beads. "Get you from my sight, you vipers! You have strained my word through the filter of your own bigotry; all that remains is a reflection of the blackness of your souls." A little child stepped forward. "Master, you have driven them away. Are they now refused entrance?" "No, child. I refuse no person who accepts me and what I offer. It is they who exclude themselves by wanting me to be what I am not and insisting on their interpretation. If they can accept, they can return. Now, let's get back to the carnival."
I do not want white shirts and tams, as soft as fluffy little lambs; I do not want to blast away a bucket's worth of stains today. I do not want to, no I don't, and furthermore I said I won't. But mightily though I resisted, the television man persisted, there on my screen he stamped out grime with his amazing Oxy-Prime; and by the hundredth time he'd quipped, I found that my willpower had slipped. So now I have white shirts and tams, enough to dazzle little lambs. I can't deny my shirts are clean, just as proclaimed right on my screen. However, and this might sound mean, the truth is that these clothes were green.
The next three were in answer to a challenge to write in the style of Ogden Nash.
The clever little mockingbird can mimic any sound he's heard. If you hear a chainsaw running, it could be mockingbird funning.
The skill of the chameleon lies in concealment neatly done; any background, any color, this lizard stays undercover.
The snow leopard, magnificent, has fur that's much too elegant to be tailored into a coat for the sweetie of some old goat.
Man: believed to have been bipedal, using the forelimbs for manipulating objects. Man is considered one of the last of the land-dwelling tool-users. Evidence is fragmentary, but suggests that Man's development of tool use was driven by his violent nature, as many surviving examples are weapons. Leading archeologists have suggested that it was Man's manipulations of nature that finally led to the Great Inundation, the seminal event that allowed the rise of our sentient aquatic races and culture. Others dispute this finding, and point instead to the Ice Asteroid Impact theory to explain the extinction of land-dwellers.
What imagined tune has lulled the cat, what lullaby's reposed in that curled grace? Some pleasant sonata wafting from the keys, pianissimo, echoed from past remembrance. An ear flicks in her slumber - a misplayed note?
This is a humorous take on Pluto's demotion from planetary status.
Mickey stomped about the place, Minnie looked concerned, Donald had a squawking fit, and Daisy's temper burned. What is it has them all upset? A bunch of scientists voted, and when the ballots were counted, Pluto's planet got demoted. Pluto's not been out of his house since he heard the news. Probably Goofy put it best: "Why garsh, he's got the blues!"
Pain is a great vocabulary builder: "Baby, no, no no! Don't touch that, it's hot." Sssss "OW!" "Oh, sweetie! Are you all right? Didn't you hear me tell you no? I told you it was hot." And so I learned the meaning of the word hot.
Green tendrils reach for a new hold, anchoring vines as they worm up to claim another branch before summer's climbing season can close. Honeysuckle's distinct bouquet, shaded on a whispering breeze, breathes tranquility as a note passed between lovers: te amo.
I answered a parody challenge with this take-off on William Blake's
Haiku is a poem form, of Japanese origin, consisting of three lines, which often in English writing have a pattern of
5, 7, and 5 syllables, although different syllable counts are recognized as valid Haiku. To be honest, although I tend to
refer to them all as Haiku, some of the pieces below do not follow the traditional Japanese concept. Here are some Haiku I
have written, beginning with one for the space shuttle Columbia, written after the tragedy. The others have been written
at various times since then. This is a descriptive piece on a thunderstorm, written a few years ago. Regarding one element in the description, I can
say that I was priviliged once in my life to be able to watch the leading edge of a line of heavy rain advance across a
field. Quite an impressive sight...and that drumming rain is even more intense when you experience it inside a house
trailer, or mobile home if you prefer. Perhaps surprisingly, although I spent a fair number of my childhood years living
in a 12-foot-wide trailer, and knew how vulnerable to storm damage they could be in the wrong circumstances, I have a
lasting delight in the sounds of rain, and even thunder. It calms me. Here's the piece: This is another descriptive piece, written about the same time as the one above. This is sort of a history in miniature
of this fiesty little cat. I wrote the original draft of this short story about a year ago, for a friend who'd lost a cat she'd had
for many years. The idea behind it is an old tradition in folk stories that Satan cannot deceive animals, because they see
him for what he is. With that in mind, this story is based on the idea that Satan could not/would not allow animals to
enter or be taken into Hell. This story is not completely original with me, but is based on a short anecdote which has
been circulating on the web for several years, author unknown. I rewrote and expanded the story to suit the situation.
This particular version, at least, is original with me.
A woman was walking along an old dirt road. The day was sunny and pleasant, and across split rail fences
were grassy fields on one side and a woods on the other. The trees overhung the road, filtering much of the sunlight,
making the walk a pleasure. The woman didn't remember how long she had been walking or how she had come to be there in the
first place, but didn't worry about it.
Tiny Tyger
Kitten, kitten walking tall
in the canyons of the hall;
tail erect and eyes so bright
like a ruler of the night.
Did your mother teach you that,
as she fed and made you fat?
Did you learn your saucy ways
from her alley cat yesterdays?
Did her pleasure and her pain
flow with milk into your brain?
Or do cats have a dialect
we poor humans can't suspect?
What catly thoughts did mom impart,
what more implanted in your heart?
What heritage drives your soul
as you tumble, pounce and roll?
And when you grow to be a tom,
fully weaned from loving mom;
she will box your ear one day
to make you go your separate way.
Tomcat, tomcat, walking tall
in the canyons of the hall;
tail erect and eyes so bright
you'll be a ruler of the night.
By: Michael Williams / September 11, 2006
A Different Day at the Beach
I sit back on a beach towel,
broad umbrella driven deep
into the sand for anchor.
A storm is approaching,
the steel-ribbed blue umbrella
will provide more than shade.
The wind picks up, strengthens,
chasing sand grains about,
creating miniature dunes.
As the first drops fall,
each detonates a burst of sand
like dust on parched ground.
The umbrella creaks, shudders,
and twists, but holds firm
as the rain beats a drum solo.
Everyone else has left,
so I'm alone with the rain,
the wind, and the rolling surf.
By: Michael Williams / September 12, 2006
Haiku
Seven souls take flight,
soar to space, return to sky.
Seven souls took flight.
A jug of grape juice
a basket of fresh bread sticks
and - the best part - you
Green grass and blue sky
Summer's bright flowers bloom full
butterflies dance by
Rocket run up hall
scramble climb scaling doorframe
zip down hall - kitten!
Quiet sleeper curled
unimaginably small
tiny kitten ball
Morning dew all 'round
brush a branch - a shower falls
careful or dampness
Quiet sunset lake
peaceful again at day's end
loon's last eerie call
Jump up, roll, and flop -
suddenly you have a cat
cradled in your arms.
"Very nice photo,
you have a lovely daughter."
"She's my fiancé."
Worry creates naught
save deeper cares and wrinkles -
you think far too much.
Autumn harvest meal -
hot potatoes in jackets
bring me out of mine.
The next five are all about rainbows.
Multi-hued arcing
combining rainfall, sunshine -
never seen enough
Myriad raindrops
prisms for glinting sunlight -
majestic beauty
Bright skypaint colors
encircling perfection -
thunderstorm's dessert
Neatly ordered hues
every stripe fixed in place -
each display unique
Octave one note short
harmonies sing to the eyes -
visual music
The next three are on Winter.
silent Winter waits
until gaily-clad Autumn
has its fun and leaves
cold leafless branches
shiver naked in the wind
for a coat of snow
white blanket enfolds -
tucks in slumbering nature
until Spring arrives
By: Michael Williams / 2003
Silence as crystal -
delicate in creation
shards in an instant
Rumbling the darkness
thunder dares timorous dawn
greeting spring's first day
Books - openers of minds
reshapers of destinies
doors to tomorrow
Rose-pink dusted cheeks
bleeding heart-red kisses lips
Queen Anne's Lace your veil
Flower into flour
tulips can sound like two lips
"sounds like" strikes again
By: Michael Williams / 2004
Lilac scented air
fragrance wafting everywhere
Spring's sweet calling card
Sunny summer day -
tiny flowers fluttering
in a beewing breeze
Cat in climbing tree -
you possess most deadly aim
with that tennis ball
daylight wanderer
do not compete with the sun
moon must always lose
chilly wind lifting
a leaf curls upon itself
turning bright crimson
By: Michael Williams / 2005
look from my valley -
the mountain fills my senses
and I dream of God
ladybug looks up
butterfly aloft looks down
ponder each other
moonlit turbulence
whitecaps limned in blue-gray hues
midnight reverie
eyes above surface
disturb water's glassy calm
a kick of legs - gone
By: Michael Williams / 2006
Thunderstorm
Darkening gray lines the horizon. Growing, massing, it reaches forward across
the sky. Sunlit trees in the middle distance wear bright halos against the
gathering darkness. A light breeze strengthens, coaxing branches into a swaying
dance.
Half-heard, barely audible, a low rumble teases the edges of conscious
perception, felt more in the soul than in the ear. Light streaks and plays in
the approaching dark, lancing groundward with increasing frequency.
Nearer, nearer, looming overhead, consuming the light, leaden gray stretches in
unrelieved solidness. A palpable change in the air adds weight to the gathering
gloom. Rumbling grows into booming, individual crashes merge into a single
pulsing crescendo. The branch-dance intensifies, frenzied excess competing for
attention with fireworks in the sky.
A wall of drops approaches, marching in line abreast across an open field as
Nature's artillery flashes and shrieks a covering barrage. In perfect assault
formation, the deluge sweeps forward. The skirmish line strikes first: large,
splashy drops, but few in number. Reinforcements arrive as more drops fall,
smaller and striking harder. The thrumming of their impacts increases in speed
and volume like a manic drum solo, striving to drown out the crashing high
above.
Finally, there is comparative silence as the rain passes, marching away.
Thunder and lightning recede in the distance. Winds fade to a breeze, and the
branches finally rest from their dance. Tentatively, then in chorus, birdsong
fills the sonic void as the sky lightens and brightens. Pale blue gently nudges
aside the weakening gray. The storm is over for another day.
By: Michael Williams
Then and Now
Tiny teeth in a tiny mouth, tiny claws on tiny paws, a tornado with fur perches
atop a tire, up in the wheel well, almost out of sight. A tawny coat, flecked
with black, brown, and orange in a pattern that's almost tabby, has a fuzziness
that hints of the beautiful longhair she will soon become.
Born wild, still wild, she sees this tire as a fortress to defend to the last.
Mama, a striking silver tabby, would be proud of such defiance. She's never
been caught either.
A hand comes up before her. Hiss and strike! Another hand, unseen, grasps the
nape of her neck. No fair! Little Spitfire is captured at last.
Run ahead seven years.
Sleek satisfaction, curled contentment, half-lidded eyes in a small face watch
a hand descend to stroke long, mostly tawny fur. Her purr burrs noisily.
Never very large, she reflects her nickname of Little Plush Toy. Gone is the
hissing defiance and the wildness...well, almost.
Her head snaps up. Her ears spring to attention. Her eyes dart, taking in the
room. A flying leap from her perch, and she is a blurred streak down the hall.
Up the bathroom doorframe she scoots, climbing it just as she would a tree. Her
cry has a note of triumph. Just for the moment, Little Spitfire has returned.
By: Michael Williams
Let me say right here that this story is not intended to endorse or challenge any particular view of Heaven or Hell.
However, I do believe that, were Satan allowed to tempt us one last time on our way to Heaven, he would certainly put up
the most attractive lie he could imagine. Personally - and this probably speaks volumes about my upbringing - if I had the
choice between a Heaven of mighty mansions and gold-paved streets or a Heaven of a small home in a country setting, there
is no doubt in my mind which I would choose. I wouldn't have to think about it at all. Thanks, Mom and Dad. I love
you.The Road
After a while, it came to the woman that she had died. She remembered the event, but it still didn't worry her. After a
short time more, she noticed a couple of her favorite cats were walking with her. She realized that they had been walking
with her all along. As she knelt to pet them, the woman recalled that they, too, had died: one recently, one many years
before. For some reason, this didn't seem odd to her, either.
As the woman walked on, she noticed a structure ahead on the road. She approached it and saw that it was a tall glowing
wall, with massive gates that shone like pearl. At a desk sat a figure in white robes with wings sprouting from his
shoulders. He smiled at the woman and said, "Hello, welcome, come on in."
"What is this place?" asked the woman.
"This is Heaven." The figure motioned to the gates, which swung open to reveal streets paved with pure, gleaming gold and
lined with what could only be described as mansions, standing tall and impressive.
The woman scooped up the two cats and started forward.
"I'm sorry," said the figure, stepping in front of her, "we cannot allow pets to come in. This is not their place."
The woman was first surprised, then shocked, angered, and finally saddened. "I'm sorry, too," she replied, "but if they
can't go in, then neither can I." The figure’s only answer was a shrug of the shoulders.
The road continued to the right, and she walked on, leaving the figure to return to his desk once more.
Some distance further on, she came to another gate. This one was a simple wooden structure, made of the same rails as the
fence. A lone figure was there, too. He was a plain-looking man, who was busy tending some flowers and didn't seem to take
much notice of her. The woman realized that she was thirsty, and approached him.
"Do you have any water?"
"Sure, right through that gate, and behind that shed, you'll find a pump. There's a bucket and a ladle there, just draw
yourself some water and have all you want."
The woman passed through the gate, and found the pump, just as the man had said. She pumped until the bucket filled with
water, and drank until her thirst was satisfied. The cats had followed her, and she noticed some bowls on the ground
nearby. She took the ladle and poured water into two of them, watching as the cats drank. She remembered that the man had
watched as the cats followed her in, and had said nothing. He had only smiled. The woman smiled, too, remembering his
kindly expression.
Returning to the gate, and finding him still there, she asked, "What is this place?"
"This is Heaven, my child." The man smiled at her. "You are finally home. You'll find a place prepared for you, and you
will thirst or want no more."
The woman returned his smile, feeling more joy than she could ever remember. Still, she was curious. "What was the other
place, which also called itself Heaven? I mean, the guy had wings and wore a white robe and everything"
"That's Hell. He is called the Prince of Liars, you know, and he once was an angel in Heaven before his fall."
"The place certainly looked the part, what with the pearly gates, the mansions, and the streets of gold. Aren't you
concerned about them passing themselves off as Heaven?"
"No, not really." The man smiled. "There's always a tip-off that things are not what they seem." He knelt down and stroked
the cats. "Such as asking someone to leave their beloved friends behind."By: Michael Williams / April 2, 2003
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