About the Narratives and Questions and Answers
Instead of trying to interpret prophecy and dreams and writing
down what was said verbatim which I strongly believe after being online that there was
much editing since I believe no matter how strong the relationship is with The GodFather
there are lies that you hear from the DarkSide here on Earth because of the legal system.
I believe I have a good and close relationship with The GodFather
and communicate and pray to him regularly yet have been locked down at times for days with
angry deviling and lies especially when I was doing something that the Devil did not want
me to do such as certain parts of this website. I would say to myself how does this
work? No matter how much I prayed and or talked with and asked for the protection
and help from God or the Heavenly Father or the Father or The Creator or God of the Holy
Bible or other names and titles to cover my bases so I was sure to get God or the Father
of the Holy Bible and not make a mistake I would still get deviled and get death threats
and taking me around in circles about who I was among many other things and well I was
also told nice things from what I believe is The GodFather and the LightSide and I finally
came to the conclusion that this was part of the legal system for humans for both the
LightSide and DarkSide here on Earth.
Everybody has the voice in their head from the LightSide which is
the still small voice in their head called the Holy Spirit. It speaks to them and
tries to help them and work as their conscious. It helps them determine right from
wrong and then there is the other side known as the Devil that does what he does.
This was also going on in my head with a volume that was much higher but also much more
like being asked many times " Let's Make a Deal " .
I not only heard voices in my head but a second channel that I
can hear with all noises or when people are speaking to me or I am speaking which I have
been trained to listen to and well I believe that this is how they communicate in Heaven
and the rest of the Infinite Universe and are very intelligent and can listen to many
channels of communication at the same time. I later came to the conclusion that I
might be very special and the rules might be different for me but I was still going to
write down what I heard in Narratives and Q and A's.
I absolutely do not think that I am possessed by the Devil
Himself or Demons which will probably be the theory of some after reading the content and
the language and bluntness of this website. I decided that ' very careful language '
was not the way I was going to choose but instead I would attempt to write down as much as
I thought I could stand without saying too much or droning on or getting carpal tunnel
syndrome. There are many times when going back for spelling and grammatical fixes I
am sometimes inclined to take the suggestion which in many cases are very strong to edit
or add or take away certain parts.
I believe that all prophets and even Jesus Christ when he was
here on Earth almost 2000 years ago was speaking with and channeled by the LightSide and
DarkSide. The legal system here on Earth seems to be that there are ' games ' and or
' test ' and or ' scenarios ' and this not only includes what goes on in and with my head
and body but with the people that are around me and have contact with me or can in any way
be used to effect me in a positive or negative way. I strongly believe that I and
this website are inspired and blessed by The GodFather and well this is his latest name
and we joke about his name and well The GodFather plays hardball and this is also a title
of respect.
After hearing what I was hearing in my head I realized that you
had to go off of your belief system and take what you chose to believe in many cases and I
believe that is what the prophets of the Bible did and more modern day prophets such as
Ellen G. White. While still living on the boat and later living on the hook I was
coached at first not to write exactly what I heard but write " very careful language
" and at first there were many rewrites and I found myself going to the Bible and
Ellen G. White's ( EGW ) writings and studying and feeling like I was getting bogged down
and trying to see if what I was writing down conformed and fit into the beliefs and mold
of what old testament prophets and Jesus Christ and disciples and EGW had said before.
I read some of the information about EGW and her headaches, nervousness, need for
frequent naps and rest, her energy drained and being tired, getting sick and feeling sick
and I now realize that a majority of this was because she was a human being channeled and
covered and protected and also deviled in a bigway. I felt the same things and said
to myself that her problems were not all from her childhood sickness but from being online
because I was in much better health before and then the same thing happened to me!!!
Many of us understand what a cover is and the arch angels covered
and protected God and the Throne of God. With EGW she was constantly getting her
energy or batteries drained, was being deviled, and the DarkSide was trying to stop her
and kill her. In the early days when I first went online EGW was talked about with
great disdain which I know was the Devil and the DarkSide. You could tell that the
Devil really hated her. With prophets I believe that the legal system is such that
both the LightSide and the DarkSide are in the heads, are channeling, and also trade
off with visions and dreams and other ' events ' as they call them and many prophets or
shall we say most edited per their belief system. They used past reference material
to ' stay in line with the current normally accepted beliefs '. At first I
tried this and then decided to write most of what I heard while doing the Narrative and
Q&A's even if crass and mean and gross and incriminating to myself or some others and
well I cut off some writing occasionally for my reasons. I reserve this right anytime to
do this. I also cut off the writing when I think that this is going after my family
or people in my past. Also when putting too much identifying information out there of
which I am still cagey about revealing my full identity here on Earth right now because I
want to stay alive to continue this work and am really not afraid of death because I
believe I will go straight up. The longer I can stay alive and continue my work here
on Earth the better so this is my main reasoning for being a survivor and hanging in there
and well concealing my identity and where about's which some may say is being dishonest
but I do not believe this. I believe that I am being smart and looking at the big
picture and considering the content of this site am going to look out for my personal
security and well I do believe that ' God Helps Those Who Help Themselves '.
When I first starting writing things down that I heard I would
hear " Don't Edit the Words of the Great Destroyer " whereas the LightSide would
go oh ugh well Ted are you sure you want to say that that way and would hedge and hum and
hugh and well try to get back there for many rewrites and I would find myself rewriting
and editing instead of working on new content. It was like 'Walk This Way and Talk
This Way'. Then I came up with the theory of ' No Frame Of Reference ' and in
the context of doing this website I could study the scriptures and other reference
material and try to decipher the truth from the deception and well I worked for months on
the listening rules and realized that everything would be mixed up and changed about the
time I thought I figured out the system. I was taken around in circles until I was
completely dizzy because my mind was totally online to both the LightSide and the DarkSide
so as soon as I started to think about something being what I believed the DarkSide tried
to use this information against me. In other words I was flat on my back either on
the setae or the bed in the state room trying to concentrate very hard on my boat in the
beginning of this when this really started to happen trying to ask questions and listen
very carefully and figure things out and get the rules for determining the words of
The GodFather and the LightSide verses Satan and the DarkSide. I remember that I was
so intense that I would have to be reminded to go get something to eat.
So back to why I took the ' No Frame Of Reference ' and the '
Clean Slate ' approach instead of quoting scriptures and trying to study other peoples
writings. If going off of what was written in the past before Ted or B.T. and
staying totally inline with this like a sled going down a fixed path writing and
editing very carefully and studying the Bible and quoting Bible text and other inspired or
prophetic writings and staying totally inline with all of them taking them as being
totally accurate then how were we to get the truth or set the record straight or make
corrections if it was written down shall we say not totally accurate or was misinterpreted
or the prophet or a person helping them edit edited too much or went off of what was said
before or was confused or the prophet or person started to act like they knew more than
what they were hearing and went off on their own tangent and started to Play God!!!???
Some would say that while doing the Narratives and Q & A's I
am taking on the role of a mouth piece whereas I am really more or less keying in what I
hear and well this is not very glamorous and is a lot of work but then the people can
figure out a few things for themselves that are not online like I am. I talked to
The GodFather and said to him well if what is being said is not accurate or to your liking
then " Protect Your Interest " and he aged to do this by saying to me " I
Agree " and I also said this to the LightSide and well the Devil and his Demons and
the rest of the DarkSide seem to sound desperate these days or shall we say these
very last days for them and well they seem to be working extremely hard to get the message
confused or introduce distraction or change the subject or take everybody around in
circles with a series of lies whereas the truth is totally consistent and if tied together
throughout this website should be obvious over time or at least that is my theory.
I finally had many conversations with The GodFather and the
LightSide I believe that they were saying Aaarrrggg and were not too happy when I wanted
to write everything I heard down plus or minus and well I thought or my thinking was that
people are intelligent and can find the truth and the LightSide was instructed to "
Lead Me Up The Garden Path " and the DarkSide is trying to get us all to eat the
apples and well " How Do You Like Them Apples " I heard so many times and
I sometimes would hear talk like this " I want to play this game and send him this
" or " I want to do this to him for this event " or " let's run these
test on him " or " let's tell him this now " or " let's try to take
him around in circles back the other way " or " let's make him upset and really
devil him " or " let's make him physically feel this or that " or "
let's make him feel sick to his stomach " or " let's make him feel too upset to
even think clearly " or " let's try to lock him down mentally " or "
let's try to make him believe this " or " that could have gone a lot
better so we need to tell him this " and " let's get these people to do this to
him " or let's get these people to think this about him " or " let's get
the people to say this about him " and so on and so forth. It was like a
negotiation for what things would be done to a person and some of these would be planned
way in advance. There were big events and short term and long term planned
strategies to accomplish goals. At what seemed the conclusion of the
negotiation I would sometimes hear an " OK" or " That Will Cost You
BigTime ".
I have heard many " I Want to File a Complaint " or
" You Cannot Say That " or " I Want To Send Him This " and there
seems to be a negotiation going on between The GodFather who I believe is covering me and
the Devil or other DarkSide. I also believe I have other friends or LightSide in
there helping me sometimes. So instead of trying to quote many Bible text and
prophecies I talked with The GodFather about this and I wanted to take the Clean Slate
approach and write down what I heard with the theory that the Devil and or the DarkSide
would make mistakes more than the LightSide and inconsistencies would emerge and also the
way that they say things would eventually reveal the LightSide from the DarkSide.
I was going to highlight what I thought was the LightSide in a
lighter color and try to edit the narrative and Q and A's and then decided that this was
my own opinion and after trying this several times realized that I could be getting this
wrong. I then said to myself that considering all of the threats and what I am being
told about myself and they way this online seems to work I should write this down verbatim
so that anybody that follows in my foot steps in the future could learn from this because
I tried to study the Bible and the writings of EGW to find out if any other prophets heard
the same things I was hearing but I could not find much information and well the
information on what Jesus Christ went through almost 2000 years ago was sketchy at best
and I could not find any of his writings so I guess he never wrote anything down.
I kept saying to myself that this was a ball that I could not
drop so I began selling everything I owned including my fairly new and paid for Grand
Cherokee and my 41' Sailboat and either donating or giving away or selling what I had time
to sell of my personal property which was very nice and quite new and well in the
past I made over $300K a year net because I had a successful software company and had way
too much in the way of material things and needed to LightenUp so I told God that I would
give this all up to fight the DarkSide. So that is coming true plus or minis and I
am living a life of ' soul self sacrifice ' and well poor me.
I think it was the the LightSide and The GodFather that kept
telling me that they had a problem with the website and I think that it was them that
would tell me that it was too racy and I should edit it for more careful language.
So then I told The GodFather and the LightSide to get into the mix because it seemed that
the DarkSide was working harder than them and was more aggressive and well I asked them to
work hard on setting the record straight if it needed to be set straight or the DarkSide
was telling a lie and to keep setting the record straight anytime this made sense.
There was what I thought was some more bantering around with The GodFather and the
LightSide and I believe that they still wanted to do a public relations approach which is
to not necessarily to cover up issues but well how can I say it just not mention them or
ignore them. But I wanted to just put it all out there like I put the entire videos
of my entire life out there to everybody that wanted to review them in Heaven and the rest
of the Infinite Universe. I thought that I would have more credibility if I was
totally honest and put it all out there. Sometimes my fingers are typing so fast
that I know that I am not even hardly thinking about what I am typing but later when I
proof read the words they make sense.
Many times I listen to music while channeling and acting as a
computer interface with The GodFather and the LightSide from Heaven and the Infinite
Universe and well unfortunately the Devil and the DarkSide and I am sometimes typing very
fast and well am hardly thinking and well after I read this I say to myself this is weird
and well I think that this is the truth and this is a lie and well before I started
writing this down I was so confused I hardly knew what to do or what to believe and
some things are starting to make sense and yikes I cannot drop the ball and I need to run
towards the end zone. So at first I started to write this down verbatim for my own
record and to study myself and then I had the idea to put Q and A's on the Internet and
later tried the Narrative but then got distracted with what seemed like some extreme
emergencies up in Heaven with The GodFather and this website almost came to a screeching
halt as I took care of business elsewhere. There are quite a few gaps in the written
record of what happened during the Great War and Judgments and sometimes almost daily
reorganizations and creation planning and well I thought I brought many people back from
the dead and there were many problems with the people and well things settled down in late
9-98 after The GodFather was put back into power as Vice Everything.
So either the Devil has done me in the worst way and played out a
Jesus Christ Scenario on me to ruin my life or other motives or I am the real macoy.
Considering everything that has happened to me and everything I have heard over
quite a bit of time and how many times I have asked the Heavenly Father questions I
believe I am Jesus Christ and Ted Jesus Christ GOD and I Am the One. I cannot
believe I just said that online and at first was going to take the stance of well I don't
know if I am or am not or well you figure it out based on the website or well maybe I am a
Jesus Christ Scenario but that would be side stepping and sooner than later someone would
ask me what I believe and I whole heartily believe I am Jesus Christ and Ted Jesus Christ
GOD.
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