kristen.
i love you. today i have realized how much you mean to me. you mean absolutely everything. today you probably saved me from doing stupid things. i would go to hell and back for you right now. you need to feel better now that im ok. these last two months and three weeks have been the time of my life. you are the love of my life. you are the girl i want to be with for the rest of my life. you are the girl who im always going to love. you are the person who makes me feel special. you are the person that makes me feel good. you are the person that makes me happy. you are the person that might as well live in my mind, because all i think about is you. you are the person i dream about being with. you are the person that is fun to SIT with. you are the person who can make a cool noise. you are the person who i look up to. you are the person i love. i would do anything for you to feel better right now. because you made me feel better by being there and not giving up on me when you probably should have. there is no way im ever going to give up on you. no matter what happens, il be with you. you could tell me you hate me, and that you never loved me, and i wouldnt give up. i would climb mt everest in a thong and a wet t shirt for you. you have turned me into a better, happier, more grateful person. i pray and thank god eevery night because i have you. i also pray that you have good dreams every night, and that maybe you would realize how much i love you. im also gonna start to pray that your braces work magicly and instantly. tommorow im going to give you a hug. and it will be good. because you helped me today. you reached down and pulled me out of hell, and i wish i could do that for you. i want you to feel good. i want to be to you what you are to me. i want to see you. i want to let you know how much i love you. when i make my plans in life, you are in them standing next to me. i hope it is the same for you. knowing someone loves and cares about you, no matter how crazy things get means alot. it feels good. you gave me that good feeling today. i love you even more than ever. if anything good came out of today, its that i realized how much you mean to me. you are literaly everything that matters to me. you are my reason to live. you are the reason i get up in the mornings. for everything youve done for me, i owe you everything i have. you need to feel good. and if anything, i hope this begins to tell you how much i care about you.

i love you kristen. you wont ever know how much you mean to me.
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