| |++ My Screwed up Life ++| |
| As I wonder down this never ending road of no where..... I think to my self is this like,this life is suppose to be like?.... I sit here on my bed and cry my tears of misery.thinking where am i going tomorrow..am I suppose to be here on earth ,just disappointing you God?? as I look down at my arms the scars of the knifes....... I start screaming,like a scream no one has ever heard before HhHhHeEeEeLlLlLlPpPpP MmMeEeEeee............ As my buzz wears off, I start getting more and more depressed as I breathe..I feel like i am sufficating.... "God why do I dissapoint so many ppl who think the world of me"? people pressuring me to be something that I can not be.my life was put right in front of me and I stumbled and fell off,now I have to start from scratch..i have nothing to look forward to...nothing to see..I am a loser that doesn't belong to live in this so perfect world..... I wrote this poem Nov 2000 I was really depressed one night so as usual I grabbed me pen and paper and cribbled away x3xpoopx3 all rights reserved |