Life as normal is weird and confusing and it seems to not make any sense to me.I layed in my bed for an extra 20 mins this morning after i woke up and I thought about life after death is it really life after death or is this all we have surely not but what if it is.It scares the hell out of me cause I have been sitting around making nothing of my self for the last year the only thing progressive was meeting dave and having him come into my life and of course that resulted in many more headaches cause males are a virus you can't live without them but its hell living with them. But sometimes I do have these images hit me no one seems to understand me when I tell them about them. Its like I start thinking about dying and life after death and it seems really black and thoughts started coming through my head but no answers. I guess we are just doomed.I have always believed in life after death but I'd rather die and be forgotten then come back and haunt the son of a bitches for putting me through a living hell.
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