SxC BrOwN ShUgGa @'cha



mah dreams are nuttin ... it seems like a topplin' ova like a pile of beams
y the fuck should i duck... i have no purpose permission or luck
so far i've come... all i fuckin' wanna do is run
i hate mah life it weighs more than a ton.... my god its not fun
i wish i could run in da direction of a gun
neva da day i see me a wife ... u know why im'a out mah self wit a knife
u ask y i strife there's no luck in this life
so lets sit back to this knife take a slice
throw da dice mor than lice marchin wit mah crew
no its not a few ... more enuff to make u blue
kill u till u dead and cant sue
strangle u c u dangle tangle off dis tree
cant wait til ya parents come and c... but u cant catch up wit me
we get up n flee so no ones mama will c...
oh well gee back to mah distored life whurr i re-insert this fuck up report
shall i start off by braggin how i cant rip it up on da basketball court
or how bout when i end up in juvenile court.... how bout dat line ima bout to
snort? u see da life dats wantin to be resorted too... wish i had a real boo
to call mine n have him be true


::MaH LoVe::

fuck you... how could i ever love you.. all you do is put me in pain neva gettin to realize what tru love is.. how is this.. why is it so vain.. try to take it away.. wut else can i say .. i live wantin to die day n day.. how could i pray when all i feel is that i been left alone like a stray.. like i said i cant take this out day to day.. who else can i confide in who must this trust n tied in .. neva will i find my tru love jus waitin fo da day i reach far above.. how can i say i'm loved.. fuck u nuttin can eva b this tru.. thats why da fuck im so blue..neva will i finda man to rule me n b true ta me..

:::SPiLLz:::
THIS IS MY TIME TO SPIT...IMA TAKE A BIGGEST HIT LOOK AT ALL DIS S*IT FIRST IMA STRAT BY MY LIFE EVEN THO I ANIT A WIFE YET I FEEL LIKE TAKIN A KNIFE TOO MUCH TO STRIFE BUT WUT DA F*CK WIT MY LIFE... THERES TIMES DAT I SWEAR DAT IT'LL BE ALRITE BUT ALL IT DOES IT END UP INA STOOPID F*ED UP FIGHT. TOO MUCH SHIT TO DEAL WIT ... WISH DIS WOULD JUST HEAL QUICK WHY IS IT SO WRONG TO STEAL WAITIN FOR MY NEXT DAMN MEAL NO ONE DA F*CK CARES MY FACE HAS MAD TEARS ALL MY FEARS I HIDE TOO SCARED TO CONFIDED IN WHERE SHOULD I END UP HIDING IN CANT EVEN GO F*CKIN RIDNIN WHY DA HELL SHOULD I EVEN TRY TO TRY ANIT NO ONE TO EVEN TRY TO CARE OR BE BY MY SIDE... I WASH MY CLOTHES WIT TIDE LIKE U CARE.. U DUN EVEN WANNA HEAR CORRECTION I DONT WANNA EVEN STARE U IN TO DIS DIRECTION TO MANY F*CKIN SELECTIONS LIKE A DAMN PROTETCION LAW COMMITTING SECRET OFFENSES AS MY LIFE TENSIONS GET EXTENTIONS AS U SEE MY FACE REFLECTIONS IT SEEMS TO BE A DIFFERENT RECOLLECTION IT REALLY ISNT ME U ASK WHO CAN THIS BE.. BUT TO ME ITS JUS WHO EVERYONE PICKS ME OUT TO BE.. EVERYONE WANTS TO SEE BUT I CANT REALLY BE ME CUZ ITS TO DEFRAMIN TO SEE WHO DA F*CK I REALLY BE. DONT SCREAM AT ME CUZ IMA GET MY WHOLE DAMN TEAM AND CREW UP WIT ME AND ITS GUNNA SEEM ALL UP N DUN BUT THIS ANIT NO FUN SO TAKE THIS TON N F*IN RUN BECAUSE IMA SHUN...SO DUN HUN ME SON. MY DWAGS ARE GOING POSTAL WHILE IM GOING COASTAL YOU'LL NEVER ADD UP MY COMPLETE TOTAL SO DAS HOW IMA SPRAY IT DUN EVEN TRY N X-RAY IT CUZ IMA TELL U DAS THE LAST DAY AND TIME IMA SAY IT.