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Love Story

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Part 33

June 3, 1999

Ji Won was in his depressed state again. There was this empty void inside him that he couldn't erase. It was a recurring pain that never seemed to end. He felt lonely. Whenever he saw Min Sung and Kyung Hee together, it disturbed him, he couldn't figure out what it was but he kept finding something wrong with the picture. Then a knock came on his door. "Come in," he said, without bothering to ask who it was. I entered Ji Won's room holding a tray of food. Ever since he was in his isolated stage, he didn't eat much. I was beginning to worry .I didn't have much time left with him so I wanted to take care of him the best I could with the time I still had left. "Matthew? Are you hungry? I brought you some food." Ji Won turned to see who it was. It was Min Sung. "Just put it down." Min Sung placed it down before Ji Won. Ramyun, mee-yuk-gook, rice and curry. 'How does he know I like these foods?' Ji Won thought. "Take it away, I don't want it." "But Matthew, you haven't eaten in days. Please eat a little bit." "I said take it away!" Ji Won yelled, his anger exploding. He knocked over the tray of food. It ended up spilling all over Min Sung. Ji Won and Min Sung stared at each other. Neither of them knew what to say. Min Sung leaned over to clean up the spilled food and left. Ji Won fell back into his chair. He ran his hands through his hair, frustrated. Min Sung was too much like Mina that it was driving him crazy. Ji Won knew he was out of line though, so he began to walk to Min Sung's room to apologize. 'What a mess, ' I thought as I stripped out of my clothes. I soaked myself into a hot water bath, hoping it could wash away all my troubles. When I was done with my bath, I wrapped myself in a towel and got out of the tub. Then I heard my room door open and then close. 'Must be Kyung Hee, ' I thought as I began to put my clothes on. Ji Won entered Min Sung's room, not knowing what to say. He wasn't good at apologizing. He looked around and didn't see Min Sung anywhere. Then he heard the sound of water draining. He figured Min Sung must be in the bathroom. Ji Won opened the door slightly and saw Min Sung's bare back. He shut the door quietly and began to leave. He planned to apologize later but then his mind began to sort out what he had just saw. Min Sung's back had an 'E' on it. Ji Won broke open the door to the bathroom. I was buttoning my long sleeve shirt when my door suddenly opened. I stared at Ji Won in shock but then I remembered I wasn't completely dressed yet. I buttoned up the remaining buttons and then faced him. "Matthew!" I said surprised. "What are you doing here?" I caught Ji Won looking down at my shirt. I had buttoned it all wrong and a great deal of my body was showing. 'Oh no,' I thought. "Matthew, I can explain. .." I began to tell him but I never had a chance to. Ji Won stared at Min Sung's exposed body. Without thinking, he ripped open Min Sung's shirt finding that Min Sung was indeed a woman. Min Sung stood still, stunned at what Ji Won had just done. He turned Min Sung's back to him. There it was. His 'E' "M. ..Mina?" he asked uncertainly, afraid to hope.

I didn't know what I was more embarrassed from. Letting Ji Won see me exposed or being caught. In all my life I had never been angry with Ji Won but I didn't know why I reacted impulsively. As I held my shirt together, I slapped Ji Won across the face with my other hand. His head snapped to the side. He held his cheeks as he turned to face me. "How could you do this to me, Ji Won?" I asked him screaming. "Get out! Get out! I started to push him out the door.

Ji Won was in shock. 'Mina,' he thought. He grabbed her arms as she pushed him out. "Mina, don't! Is it really you?" I glared at him. As if he knew, Ji Won took off his jacket and put it around my shoulders. I zipped it up, covering myself. "Yes, Ji Won. It's me, Mina." "But I thought you were dead." "I didn't die. I faked my death." "Why?" "So I could go to Korea." "You came all the way from Hawaii to find me? Why didn't you just tell me who you were?" Ji Won looked at Mina, who had tears coming out of her eyes. He was about to brush them off for her but then Mina pushed his hand away. "That's the only way I could be with you. Join SechsKies." Ji Won stared at Mina as she continued talking. "After you left me alone in Hawaii, my life became so miserable. Not because of my stepmom, but because of you. I finally found a way to leave Hawaii to find you. I was so happy when I thought about how I could see you again. I thought. .." Ji Won began to feel a rush of mixed emotions. Mina 's words made him sad but seeing her alive in front of him, made him want to hold onto her and never let her go. He paused to let her continue. ". ..I thought that we could be together again like we were. ..brother and sister in Hawaii. But obviously, I was wrong. You had all those girls around you that you had completely forgotten about me."

Ji Won felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. Each one of Mina's words stabbed him like a knife. "Mina, you don't understand. I. .." Mina didn't wait for his explanation and ran. Ji Won chased after her. "Mina!" he yelled as he chased her out of the hotel. "Matthew," said Su Won as he saw Ji Won run by him. Ji Won pushed him out of the way. Kyung Hee ran up to the 5 Kies. "What happened?" Su Won shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know. Ji Won was chasing Min Sung and kept screaming out Mina." Kyung Hee stumbled back and Sung Hoon caught her. 'Oh no, poor Mina,' she thought. She turned around to see Sung Hoon looking at her sadly. Kyung Hee moved close to him and held onto him tight. Neither one of them let go.

Part 34 Tae won and his sidekick began to set up a trap for Ji Won, which they knew he would fall for. "Mina!" I covered my ears. I dint want to hear Ji Won's voice. I was so confused. All I ever wanted was to be with Ji Won but now it was all complicated. I leaned back against the alley wall. I needed time to think. Ji Won ran through the alleys as he continued searching for Mina. Then he ran into Tae Won. Out of the darkness, Tae Won stepped out. "Looking for someone?" he asked. "Yeah," said Ji Won, glaring at him. "I'm looking for Min Sung." "The punk that stabbed me?" Tae Won asked furiously. "Yeah." "I got him." "You do?" Ji Won asked surprised. "Hand him over!" "There he is," said Tae Won, pointing to a figure up ahead. From the back it did look like Min Sung but little did Ji Won know that it was all a big set up. "Mina?" Ji Won whispered as he approached the person. It was a Black Dragon member. He grabbed hold of Ji Won around the neck and began shooting Ji Won continually in the stomach. I looked out from where I was hiding when I heard the gunshots. "Ji Won!" I screamed as I ran out from where I hid. My scream threw the Black Dragon member off guard. Seeing his chance, Ji Won grabbed the gun from him and shot him in the head. He fell to the floor, dead. Tae Won started to run away but Ji Won aimed a shot directly at his heart. Tae Won fell down, dead too. Ji Won looked at me and then collapsed to the cold ground. He wasn't going to be able to hold on much longer. Rain began to pour. "Ji Won!" I screamed, shaking him. He was still breathing but barely. I lifted Ji Won up on my back and carried him to a nearby hospital. The rain drenched us and it grew harder for me to carry him because of his weight. However, I managed to make it. They rushed him into the emergency room. Four hours later the doctor came out. "How is he?" I asked as I ran up to him. "He was shot 4 times in the stomach region. As you know, a person needs at least one kidney to survive but both of his are destroyed. Unless we can find a donor, he's going to die." "Give him mine," I told the doctor right away. "Are you sure?" I nodded my head. "Because of your heart condition, if we have this operation that means you could die instantly during the transfer." I nodded my head again. "I understand. Please, let's have the operation now." They tested me and luckily I was compatible with Ji Won. Six hours later, the surgery was completed. It's a miracle that I'm still alive. I know not for long though. I woke up finding myself in a hospital bed with Ji Won on the bed next to me. He was still in a coma. I got out of bed and went near him. I stroked his hair gently as I bent down to kiss him. "I love you, Ji Won," I whispered to him. Then I left the room, going to the last place I wanted to be.