Other Poems From My Year Off


my first poem back in Boston- work in progress

I am thirsty, like water,
to follow gravity into a new shape.
Curving like a painter's lifeline,
changing my image
in each stroke, a new reality.

I flow smoothly on each thigh
my naked body dripping color
on the pristine tiles
leaving lust in my wake,
tatooing memories on the wrinkles of the horizon.

I am swimming through a frictionless current.
Caught under the pressure of veracity
I can not stop my own weight from being,
heavy until the pressure delivers me
weightless in my design.

In the Heaven Above Heaven

Walking home last night
The stars glared at me through a dusty shade.
The San Francisco skyline
Smothered each twinkling goddess
With its egotistical smile.
I passed gardens of trees
Where innocent faces would laugh in the sunlight,
And I passed gardens of people
Where the innocent are not permitted to smile.
The freeway boasted thousands of lights
And I wondered who these people were running from,
Or running to.
And I wondered if they knew,
In their safe little cabins,
That the echo of their tires on the asphalt
Sounded like a river
Trying to blend with the ocean of my heart
As I waited for the light to change.
I lost my tide and my saline strength there,
In the morning commute;
Lost on the corner of Jones and O'Farrell.

I am weak
Built of fabric and tempra I fade over time,
recognized too late,
I am slow in expression
and few have the patience for my wisdom.
I am lacking in dimension
and refused ample shape
Objectified, behind bars
I am a woman

(And an obvious Smithie, judging from this poem- where did this come from??)