| Safety Pin Sammi in Short:Stats |
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| Name: Samantha Smith( How orginal... ) Nick names: Sammi, Sam, Safety Pin Sammi, Meanie, Meowsie, Sexy bitch, Lord of the bunnyrats Age: 15 Birthday: July 8th Birthplace: Manila, Philippines Habitat: My room, in my house, in my town of Hillsborough, NJ (i swear there is like a hillsborough in every state...) Grade: sophomore Wieght: about 113 lbs Height: like 5'3" or 5'4" Hair/Eye Color: Reddish Purple/Brown Status: Taken by Ian Pets: two beta fish, three goldfish, and some other fishy, and a kitty cat, i also own about 1,000 bunnyrats Fear: pain...severe pain both physical and emotional |
| full out trendy conformists, ignorant people, homework, math, pain, gym class, getting kicked offline, dawson's creek, copy cats, little kids, jocks, preps, close minded people, racist people, allergies, being sick, tv, the fucking superfical bullshit of mtv,(better?!?) dogs, the gap, players, perky people, two-faced people(ex: shavon), math tests, anything grape flavored, country music, the nazi hick truck, heights( unless i have a solid something or other under my feet), burning myself, homophobic shitheads, trucks, "the bowl", taking midterms and finals, clingy people, tall people...LOL no offence, redundant people |
| my boyfriend, safety pins, friends, internet, music, art, doing nothing, my website, cats, blacklights, sleep, mustangs, black nail polish, silver nial polish, sculpture, lava lamps, crayons, x-c(dunno why) , history class, blink 182, travis barker, night time, art class, spanish class, swimming, the skate park, ann van, drummers, skaters, punks, clay, being alone, corvettes, bracelets, root beer, red gummy bears, white pizza, berry flavored lipgloss, Bill Gates, cheap flags that indicate gas lines and such, bart simpson, road signs, fishies,punk guys, wire sculptures (ex. Alexander Calder), my zippo! |
| Faves |
| Color: blue, black, red Medium: (3-d) clay or plaster/ safety pins or wire, (2-d) crayons, pencil, notebook paper, (writing(i don't write much)) cheap pen that works, notebook paper, other; electrical tape Past time: sleep Number: 8 Ice cream flavor: vanilla Gum: Winterfresh Pizza Topping: extra cheese or supreme or white pizza Computer game: The Sims or Mage storm or maybe Quake or Simcity 3000 Author: poe, richard matheson, shakespear(some), john marsden Book: either I am Ledgen or A Killing Frost TV Show(when actually watching tv): Daria, Simpsons, Malcom in the Middle, Tom Green, Jackass, Undressed, pokemon Movies: Beetlejuice, American Beauty, The Matrix, SLC Punk, Brink, Hackers, Pearl Harbor, Saving Private Ryan, Girl, Interupted Shirt: Black independent shirt? Red Hurley Shirt? or maybe black velcro shirt with letters...??? Pants: Blue Depot pants/old ripped bottom jeans, dark blue bells Actor: Mathew Lillard, Seth green, Devon Sawa, Erik Von Detten Actress: Angellina Jollie, Wynonna Ryder, Christina Ricci, Mena Survari |
| CD player: a punk mix... Backapck: nothing... school's out Bag/Purse: my wallet, various meds, lip gloss, ian's video...sorry..., safety pins, a pen Pocket: lip balm, lint, $0 Wallet:pic of handcuffs, HHS ID, two safety pins, samgoody gift card, library card, cert. insane card, always right card, blink 182 mini calendar, license to kill, anti-Bush sticker, hair clip, note fr. marc, ticket stub(movie: unbreakable), two keys(stolen from science room), $1, silver earrings, ticket stub( movie: pearl harbor) |
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| Current Projects: abrstract plaster head(at home), webiste(at home and always working on it), my room(at home and always working on it), t-shirts(at home) |
| I can't |
| whistle very well, be very original, stop hating myself inside, stop thinking i'm ugly, stop laughing, stop being stupid, stop being stereotyped at school, write very good poetry, take good pictures, skateboard, play guitar, drive yet, do a back flip off a diving board, do a cartwheel, speak tagolog, rave, sing infront of people, do a very good front flip on a diving board |
| I can |
| touch my nose with my tongue, run about 7 miles without stopping, create some half way decent sculptures, make a website(it may or maynot be good), swim, ride a bike, sing decently, being annoying, get A's, get D's, curse like a sailor, fall upstairs, slide down the bandestar at school, run 6 (1 and 1/2 miles) laps in 13 minutes, kick some people's ass, speak in front of people(sometimes) |
| Ok...don't get the wrong impression of me. I'm not totally depressed. I don't go moping around all the time. I'm not clinicly insane either. I'm just me. I am depressed. I'm not proud of it. I just let everyone know. I laugh a lot. I'm a bit crazy. I'm shy if you don't know me. I'm smart. I'm a dork. I don't miss school. I get hyper a lot. I'm not afriad to die. If you know me, you know I've very sarcastic. I don't hide what I am or who I am. I have been told that I don't try to act like everyone else's standards. I just am. |
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| I showed him today. I told him that it just wasn't an accident. He didn't believe it at first. I had to tell it to him twice. He looked at me and grabbed my wris, held it tight in his hand and stared at me. His eye were becoming glossy, as if he were about sheild away. It was killing him to see this. I could see it. He was shaking a little, quiverring, and on the verge of tears. I layed their on my bed and held him. It hurt him more then it hurt me. I held him close and began to cry on his shirt. What could I say? What could I do? There is something wrong with me. I'm sorry. What am I doing? Why did I do that? I cause such pain. I made him look at me that way. Will I ever be the same? Will he? ((Blerb about the cut on my wrist))... |
| Insignificant Others or Elses...just nevermind |
| "If you tell me something, I will listen very well. I will savor every word. It will be a delightful change from the same old noise created by the voices I've grown inside my head." -((me)) |
| INside... |
| Songs that have a "special" meaning to me... MXPX-Without you Incubus- Stellar and Make Yourself Silverchair- Ana's Song, Miss You Love, Satin Sheets, Suicidal Dreams Lord Of The Pants- BBQ Monkey and Beating Mimes Kittie- Paperdoll Jack Off Jill- When I Queen Slipknot- Eyeless Prodigy- Breathe Davy Jones- Girl Aquabats- Super Rad |
| I Have... |
| Made suicidal threats, riden in a police car, cursed off my parents, riden roller coasters, been chased by military people, melted cds, bit someone, peed in my pants, pricked my finger on one or more of my many safety pins, been a hypocrite, burned a hole in my yard, told guys they are hot, seen an R movie, seen a "dirty" movie, gotten a detention, hacked into a computer, walked out of store with about $150 of unpaid stuff, sat in the middle of a highway(amwell[514]), gone egging houses, gone to about 17 funerals/wakes/viewings in my life, ripped my pants, fallen flat on my face, played with fire, ran 7 miles non-stop, been on a plane, ripped the little tag off my matress... ((lol...what a rebel...)) |
| I'm a fucking bitch, so hate me god damn it. You know you want to. |
| I have a "thing" for: my boyfriend(when i have one), mustangs, corvettes, safety pins, punk, sedated guys, blink 182, travis barker, the aquabats, art, t-shirts with cool logos on them, fire, my zippo, PINKYS(lol), guys with brown hair or colored hair, drummers, gummy bears, white pizza, root beer |
| I don't |
| do drugs, swing my arms at all when i walk, like to sing in front ot people, like it when people are racist, do my homework much, like therapy, get introuble much, accept things very well(i argue a lot of things), play my music at a low volume level, do much in general, like being complimented, like being called cute, mind walking places, eat chocolate |