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Graham felt his hands on his body, loved the way he
applied pressure
against his hot skin, loved the way he caressed every
inch of him.
Thought that there was nothing on earth that could
feel as good as
when he was making love to Xander. Their bodies hot
from the contact,
naked and thrust together, Xander's hands seemed to be
everywhere.
Graham was moaning against him, the other man's mouth
pressed like
liquid fire against him. Every touch coursing through
him.

`Gray?'

The way he moved his hands, one under him cupping his
ass, gently
stroking him while he played with Graham's nipple with
the other ...

`Gray?'

Slowly realisation dawned, mist began to clear as
reality returned.
Mind returning to his body, Graham had been dreaming.

As the fogginess began to clear from his brain, as
Xander slowly
moved away from him, leaving him, as Graham realised
he was instead
fully clothed and lying where he'd fallen asleep on
Xander's couch.
He'd wanted to stay up. Had let himself into Xander's
apartment with
the key the other man had given him earlier. //My
Key!!!// Had
planned on waiting till the other man had got off
work, wanted to
grab him as soon as he came though the door, grab him
and show him
how much he cared. But he'd fallen asleep. He'd simply
been dreaming
that the man was here with him.

His mind slowly began to clear and Graham realised the
hands were
back, not as warm as hey had been in his dream, but he
could feel
them nonetheless. He opened his eyes and looked
directly into the
eyes of his lover, smile plastered on his face as he
sat next to him
on the couch.

Still waking up. `Sorry Xan I wanted to stay awake,
still tired from
last night.'

`You dreaming?' Continued when Graham nodded and
smiled. `Yeah? you
looked so cute, all vulnerable and exposed, good
dream?' Another
nod, `What about?'

Graham's smile seemed to grow bigger, he slowly raised
himself up
onto one elbow, moving his face against his lover's,
he could feel
the soft prickle of stubble against his cheek as he
slowly inched
closer, towards the other man's ear. `You,' his voice
low and husky,
he let his tongue trail out, gently licking, then
nipping Xander's
earlobe. His closeness allowing him to feel the
shudder of pleasure
that swept through his body from the contact.

`Good dream?' Xander's voice broken with lust.

Graham simply lay back, one arm thrown behind him, he
moved himself,
opening his legs slightly, smiling. He reached forward
with his other
hand and took one of Xander's in it. Eyes locked
together, he slowly
brought the hand down and pressed it tight against his
already hard
cock.

`Good dream.' He repeated what the other man had said.

Graham could only moan, tipping his head back as
Xander began to
slowly move his hand, rubbing against his lover's
erection. Graham
pushed upwards in time.

The dark-haired man simply bent down and kissed his
lover on the
forehead. Graham moaned against him as he could feel
Xander's hands
move up, skimming under his shirt, as he pressed them
tight against
the hard flesh there.

Graham gasped. `Cold.' Smiled back at the man and
moved up to kiss
him. Lips pressed together, tongue seeking entrance
into his lover's
mouth as he pulled him down atop him. Xander began to
moan as he
writhed against his lover.

Graham felt Xander pull away slightly, lips still
locked as Graham
plundered his mouth. Then he was back, this time
placing his legs to
either side of the man on the couch. The contact
driving him wild,
Graham bucked upwards thrusting his already hard cock
against his
lover's.

The two continued to moan as they kissed. Graham felt
Xander begin to
pull away and let his hands trail from him as he
stood. He looked up
at his lover, smile on his face, desire misting his
eyes. The
dark- haired man simply held out his hand for him.

Graham reached up putting his hand in his, and allowed
Xander to pull
him to his feet. The two now both standing, pressed
tight against
each other. Graham wrapped his arms around the other
man, and could
feel him do the same.

`Let's do this in there.' Graham nodded in response,
untangling
himself, still holding hands, he allowed himself to be
led into the
bedroom.

Felt Xander slowly push him down onto the bed.
Smiling. Graham gently
stroked his finger up and down the hand he's holding,
gentle squeeze.
Is a little concerned when he sees Xander's face, can
tell he wants
to say something, can see the indecision.

`What's wrong baby?' Moves back so he's sitting, pulls
the other man
against him. Wraps his arms around Xander's waist and
presses the
side of his face against his lover's stomach. `You
okay?'

`Yeah. I had a bit of a chance to do some thinking
while I was at
work and ...' Xander lets his voice trail off.

Graham squeezed him gently, unravelling himself to
look up at his
lover's face. Concern in his eyes, prompting him to
continue. `Yeah?'
He turned Xander round, making him sit on his knee,
Graham's legs
open. Surrounds the other man with his legs and then
his arms, holds
him tight so he knows everything's alright. `Something
you want to
talk about?'

Can feel Xander kiss the top of his head. `I was
thinking...' Stops,
Graham squeezed him reassuringly. `I was thinking
that, maybe ... you
might want to fuck me?'

Graham moved his head back slightly, once again
looking up at his
lover's face, Xander slowly meeting his gaze. Starts
smiling and is
pleased to see him smile back in response.

`Yeah? You sure?' Xander just nodded. `I'd like that.'
Graham wants
him to know it'll be okay. `God I love you Xan. I
promise I won't
hurt you and we'll take it as slow as you want. Okay?'

Xander nodded again, smile on his face.

Graham let the other man stand, followed him up, and
fiercely
embraced him from behind. He began to place soft
kisses across the
back of the other man's neck, moving up to his ear.
`Just what you're
comfortable with okay?'

Xander turned around, he placed both hands on each
side of Graham's
face and slowly kissed across his mouth and lips. `I
know. I want
this Gray.' He continued to kiss him.

Graham, still kissing his lover, began to unbutton his
shirt. He
could feel Xander do the same. The two men kissed
fiercely and began
to remove their clothes, finally having to break
contact to complete
the process. Graham stood, drinking in the sight of
his lover's naked
body before him, couldn't resist, he had to reach out
and touch him.
Hand moving down the hard muscles of Xander's flat
stomach, other
hand reaching further down, cupping his balls. Xander
began to
explore his lover's body, moaning in appreciation.

`I want to watch you when you ...' Xander let his
voice trail off.

Graham nodded, moving his lover back, lying him flat
on the bed. He
quickly moved away, `Just have to ... in my bag, it's
out there.'
Graham started to move from the room, realised he
should have put his
bag in here, left the lube and condoms in there.

`No.' Xander's voice stopped him. `I ... in the top
drawer, I wanted
to make sure.' The dark-haired man smiled sheepishly
gesturing to the
drawer next to his bed.

Graham quickly opened it, found what he needed inside.
Looked back at
Xander, lying back prone on the bed. `I like the way
you think baby.'
Moved back towards him, crawling on his hands and
knees across the
bed towards him. Draping his body across his lover's,
both men
craving the contact, the heat.

He placed the foil packets on the bed.

Graham began kissing Xander again, loving the hot
silkiness of his
mouth, tongues thrust together as he lapped at him. He
began to
slowly move down his body, devoting attention to every
piece of skin.
The heat coming from Xander was intoxicating, and
Graham could taste
the saltiness of his sweat as he licked, slowly down
his neck, across
his collarbone, the hard flesh of his upper body. He
began to lave
one of Xander's nipples, all the time feeling Xander's
hands explore
his body, touching him, caressing him.

Graham continued down, past his nipples across the
flat muscles of
his torso, playfully lapping at the other man's belly
button. Gently
nipping and kissing his stomach and the soft trail of
hair that led
down to his cock. He looked up at his lover, could see
his eyes
locked onto him, never leaving him as the
dark-haired man watched him kiss a trail down.

One gentle kiss, open-mouthed, tongue lapping out.
Soft on the tip of
Xander's cock. The contact sending shivers through
him. Graham could
hear him gasp, thrusting gently upwards.

`Save that for later.' Graham loved the reaction that
simple
statement caused. Graham's entire body aching at the
sight before
him, the unconditional love pouring from the other
man.

Could hear him softly crooning his name as Graham
moved lower. Tongue
slowly circling his balls, taking first one then the
other completely
into his mouth, suckling gently at the soft tender
flesh. The contact
driving Xander wild.

Graham moved lower still. He ran his hands down the
hard flesh of
Xander's legs, the pressure intensifying the reaction
from the man
below him. He placed one hand on each leg, parting
them, bending them
at the knee. He slowly placed an open-mouthed kiss on
the inside of
each thigh, leisurely licking there.

Graham quickly reached up past Xander, grabbed a
pillow from the head
of the bed, gently slipped it under Xander, raising
him slightly.

Almost overcome by the sight before him, knows that
Xander has never
done this, can feel through his entire body the love
he's feeling for
him, the dark-haired man allowing him to be his first.
Moves his head
down, first contact, slowly places a kiss against
Xander's tight
entrance.

Can hear the gasp from above him, he started long slow
licks, closely
circling the entrance of his lover, Xander now moaning
loudly,
filling the room with the sound of his passion. Can
hear his name
being mumbled incoherently by the dark haired man.

Graham's own cock rock hard now, knows he's making
Xander feel like
this, knows he's making him make those noises. He
softly began to lap
at the hole, gentle at first, tongue thrusting
forward, slowly
seeking entrance.

Xander actually howls, //I made him howl !!!// when
Graham first
slides his tongue fully into him, slowly building a
rhythm, he begins
to fuck him with the soft flesh of his tongue. Feels
Xander's hand on
his head, finger's threading through his hair as he
continues.

Graham licked around the now loosening entrance,
tongue thrusting
into him, uses his hand to steady the other man on his
hip, Xander
thrusting uncontrollably downwards, wanting more of
him, wanting to
feel more inside him.

Graham resumed the rhythm, tongue darting in, he could
feel Xander
uncontrollably moving, passion taking over, he
continued pumping into
the other man's ass. Begins to lick around the
entrance, lapping at
him, could hear Xander above him, he slides his tongue
in once again,
can feel his lover relaxing, involuntarily thrusting
down letting
Graham fuck him with his tongue.

`Oh God Gray, want more. Need more, need you ...'
Xander now speaking
almost nonsensically. Graham having to hold him gently
as he writhes
under him.

Graham reaching up with his free hand, gently tugging
on the other
man's hard cock. Elicits another moan of ecstasy.

One last lick, thrusting his tongue deep inside his
lover, leaving it
inside him, wiggling gently, pleased to hear another
moan from the
other man.

Moves up slowly, one hand still toying with Xander's
cock as he
reaches for the lube. Opens the packet and squeezes a
small amount
onto his fingers. Thoroughly coating them.

He looked up to meet his lovers gaze. `OK?'

Xander could only nod.

`Just tell me if you need me to stop.' another nod.

Graham placed his hand against the soft flesh of
Xander's ass, he
slowly began to massage the flesh there, moving
inwards, rubbing the
lube coated finger against the outside of him. Can
feel Xander
shudder when the soft pads of his fingers rub against
him. He smiled
when he saw the expression on his face, such pure
desire.

Eyes still locked, he slowly moved his finger in.
Gently, the lube
making him slick with the heat. Graham watched him as
he slowly
inserted his first finger. Amazed at the tightness,
can feel the
warmth, the rich heat of Xander's body surrounding his
finger. Slowly
begins a rhythm when he can see the other man
relaxing. Begins
pumping his finger into him, preparing him.

Xander, head thrown back, arching his body, pushing
downwards against
the pressure. Graham can feel him relax. Can feel
himself stretching
the tight muscle of Xander's ass.

Graham needs all his control. He wants to feel that
rich silky warmth
surrounding him, needs to be inside his lover but
knows it's his
first time. He keeps reminding himself he doesn't want
to hurt him.

Slowly adds another finger, Xander gasps at first but
Graham can feel
him accommodating him, muscle relaxing, stretching.
He's pleased to
see Xander is enjoying this.

Reaches his hand down, grasps one of Xander's,
squeezes it
reassuringly. `OK?'

Xander nods, eyes drawn back to those of his lover.
`Fuck yeah, it
feels so good Gray, knowing I can feel you inside me.
I want this so
bad. Want you to feel this ...'

Graham smiles at him, gently adding another lube
coated finger.
Tightness contracting around him. Can feel him
relaxing.

`God yeah, Gray I want you so bad, want you to fuck
me.' Desire in
his lover's eyes too much. Graham quickly removed his
fingers, put
the condom on and coated his cock with lube. A couple
of hard strokes
to make sure he was coated thoroughly. He quickly
positioned Xander's
legs.

`This is gonna be hard baby, you need to relax as much
as you can.'
He placed the head of his cock against Xander's now
slick ass. `Just
breathe, and tell me when to stop. I really don't want
to hurt you
but ... oh God I love you baby.'

Graham needed to be inside his lover. Slowly he moved
his cock,
pushing hard against the tight muscle. He could feel
the head of his
cock gently slide into the other man. The heat so
intense, the
tightness engulfing him. He could hear Xander exclaim
in shock.
Wanted so bad to be inside him, but desperate not to
hurt him. He
stopped moving, his cock just inside Xander's tight
muscle. Graham
needing all his control, not wanting to hurt the other
man.

Tried to reassure his lover, gently stroked the flat
of his stomach.
Softly speaking to him, trying to get him to relax.

`Open your eyes baby, look at me.' Held Xander's hand
flush against
his chest. Wanted him to feel the reassurance of his
heartbeat. Could
feel the other man's breathing become more controlled.
Smiled back in
response to the look on Xander's face, once again
pleasure.

Eyes locked together. `Gonna take this slow baby.' He
gently began to
move forward, allowing the tightness to surround him.
Could feel his
lover relax around him as he slowly moved in. Stopping
when he became
concerned for him.

After only a few moments he was fully sheathed in the
tight heat of
Xander's ass. He kept the other man's hand against his
chest, fingers
stroking the hand. Couldn't help himself, a moan
escaped his lips.

`So good.' Could see Xander's eyes open again. Felt
his gaze upon
him. Saw Xander nod and smile. Felt his hand begin to
caress his
chest as he moved both his own hands down., circling
his lover's
hips. He slowly began to withdraw his cock. Xander
gasping under him.
He could hear him whispering his name again.

Graham took that as a good sign, cock almost fully out
he reversed
the stroke, moving back into him. The tightness
driving him crazy as
he continued the rhythm. He could feel Xander relax a
bit more.
Graham wanted to make sure his lover enjoyed his first
time, but was
almost being driven crazy with lust. Trying to be
gentle but almost
unable to be.

`Feels so good.' Graham was pleased to hear his lover
say that. Could
feel him relaxing, began to increase the rhythm.
Thrusting deep into
Xander quickly, and then gently, slowly removing his
cock. Graham
pressed himself down, placing more pressure on
Xander's body beneath
him. The effect pushing his cock further inside the
man under him.

Surprised at Xander's gasp, he stopped, cock buried
inside him. `Oh
shit Xan you okay?' A moment before his lover
answered.

Eyes slowly opening, blinking up at him. `God don't
stop, so good.'

Graham resumed the rhythm he had set, allowing his
body to place more
pressure, wanting to be buried deep inside Xander's
body. He began to
twist atop him, extra friction driving Xander crazy.
Graham could see
Xander's cock thrust hard, flat against his stomach,
the friction
sending bolts of pleasure through the other man.

Graham encircled his lovers cock with his hand, flat
of his thumb
brushing against the cock head. Smearing the pre come
that had begun
to drip from it. The lube already on his hand mixing
with it, slick
as he pumped his lover's cock.

Graham could tell he was close, the look on Xander's
face driving him
closer to his own release as he slammed into his
lover's body.
Overcome with desire. Wanting to make Xander enjoy
this, wishes he
could share the feeling of the tight heat that
surrounded him. Knew
that he was inside Xander and that feeling was driving
him crazy.

More pressure pushing his cock deeper, can see when he
hits that
spot, right there. Xander's entire body convulsing
with pleasure, as
Graham slams against his most sensitive spot. Whole
body reacting.

Pleasure of those thrusts too much for Xander. Graham
feels him
coming. Come hot in his hand as he strokes his
erection. Sticky
strands against his chest and hand.

Seeing the other man come, the look on his face too
much for Graham.
Xander's ass muscles clamping around him. Can feel his
lover's orgasm
through his body, too much. Graham comes deep inside
him. He pushed
hard against Xander, his cock buried deep in him as he
comes. Ragged
breathing fills the room as the two men attempt to
recover.

Graham feels Xander wrap his arms around him, cock
still buried
inside him, now softening. Graham wanted to leave it
there, to never
move, to stay like this forever. He doesn't want to
let go of the
warmth and love he can now feel.

His cock slowly slipping from inside, he wriggled
further up his
lover's body, stickiness pressing them together.

He moved up, kissing Xander. Moaning into his open
mouth. Xander
kissed him back just as passionately.

Graham twisted to his side, taking his weight off the
other man.
Pulling him up against him. He tried to stop the other
man from
kissing him, Xander pushing forward, wanting to kiss
and hold
him. 'You okay? I didn't hurt you?'

`Yeah, it hurt, but that kinda pales in comparison to
how good it
felt.' Large smile on his face. `How could you let me
wait so long
for that? So fucking incredible.'

Graham was pleased. `You liked?'

`Oh God.' Xander pulled the other man close. `Gah ...'
Graham laughed
from his position pressed against Xander. His lover
unable to explain
in words how he was feeling.

`Yeah, it was pretty good from this side as well.' He
began to rub
his hands up and down Xander's back.

`That's good, now you better get some sleep, you need
your rest.'
Graham looked up into his lover's eyes confused,
eyebrow raised.
Could see Xander smiling innocently. `Lots of rest,
you're gonna need
it cause I'm waking you up early so we can do this
again.' Graham can
feel him kiss him softly on the head.

The two men wrap their bodies together, legs entwined,
arms wrapped
protectively around each other.

`Yeah?' Can hear Xander chuckling from above him. `Oh
Yeah.'

Smiles to himself as he lets himself drift slowly to
sleep.

`Love you Gray.'

`Love you too Xan.'

tbc