| Other... Sometimes you want something so bad that your afraid of the consequences, are you really afraid of the consequences or are you afraid of what you really want? It hurts to think there's nothing else to live for... some days I just wanna give it up... but I can't let this world phrase me... I promised myself I wouldn't ever give up. I'll try anything once. Twice if I like it! You're only bad if you get caught. So that makes me a good girl right? I need a man who can treat me good ... cuz im sick of all the boys who thought they could. Breaking Up I want to break up It just isn't working out. I feel like i'm trapped, and I want to get out. I know I've used this excuse before I just want to be friends, nothing less, nothing more. It's nothing that you did, it's nothing that you said. Things are just changing like the thoughts in my head. I will never regret that we have been together. Some couples don't last, while others last forever. I still love you, just not in "that way" I feel as if I'm acting, or putting on a play. What I do or say is not what I really feel I'm sorry that I have to say out love is not for real. I would die inside if we couldn't be friends. So my warmest wishes to you I will send. |
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| Life... Growing up sucks... and not all kisses are magic, and most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything, I mean love, romance, realationships.. it all falls together perfectly, and its incredible... it's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between that make growing up worth it. And it'll be okay. I learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on, and treasure the memories. You just have to deal with the shit people do... not everyone is gonna stay true. No matter how happy you are and how great things may be once in a while you'll think back and really miss me. This isn't a perfect world... people do get hurt... you do smile when you feel like crying... you act like your ok when your falling apart inside... and you let it go and move on because there is nothing else you can do. Sometimes you want to go back to how it all was.... and when you look back you wish it never changed.. but sometimes change is for the best. You only know what you see... you've got no idea what its like to be me. I decided long ago.. never to walk in anyone's shadow..If I fail, If I succed...At least I did as I believe. Forgive those who wrong you, but remember how they hurt you when they want a second chance. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything. they just make the most of everything that comes alongs thier way. |
| Friends... When I look back now.. that summer seemed to last forever and if I had the choice I'd always want to be there. Those where that best days of my life. I never thought friends changed... but I was wrong.. I just never knew who they really were. In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. We've shared so much laughter, so many tears. We're a spiritual bond that grows stronger each year. We're not sisters by birth, but we knew from the start, fate brought us together to be sisters by heart. You were always there when I needed you, you never left my side. Always there to lean on and dry the tears I cried. I could always talk to you. You never seemed to mind. Your voice so honest and gentle. Your words so honest and kind. I thought I'd never meet someone as special as you are, you're my best friend in teh whole world, you're my shooting star. True friends are loving, true friends care, and in the end the true friends are always there. Best friends are siblings god forgot to give us. A memory lasts forever, never does it die. True freinds stay together and never say goodbye. I will lend you my shoulder if you need to cry, I will lend you my life if you need to die, I will lend you my legs if you need to walk, I will lend you my voice if you need to talk, I will lend you it all in the end, because you my best friend. |
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