The "What If" Game


what if i told you the truth
what if i poured my heart out to you
what if i made you understand
what if i told you i think about you all day,
day dreams of beach scenes,
first kisses in the sand.
what if i told you
what would it change?
woud you try to ignore it?
or maybe convince me otherwise?
would it make us awkward?
or would you confess the same?
what if i told you in a letter,
all that i could think to write;
what if i sent you my journal
from when i'm up late at night?
what if the next time the phone rang
it was me on the other end?
would you be happy?
or maybe feel weird?
what if you could just know,
just see inside my head?
would you tell me to persue this dream?
or maybe to leave it for dead...