Special Songs


People often ask me, "if there was one song that could describe you, what would it be?" And i'm pretty musically-influenced, in fact everything i do is involved in and around music, its runs a big part of my life. Mainly the moods i can be in and how i feel about certain things, times of my life and the people in it.

The next couple of songs are personal to me, i can relate to them for different reasons. If you like them, feel free to copy and paste the lyrics. <3

SAVAGE GARDEN - TO THE MOON AND BACK

She's taking her time making up the reasons
To justify all the hurt inside
Guess she knows from the smiles
and the look in their eyes
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one
They're saying, "Mamma never loved her much"
And, "Daddy never keeps in touch
That's why she shies away from
human affection"
But somewhere in a private place
She packs her bags for outer space
And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come
And she'll say to him

I would fly to the moon & back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

She can't remember a time when she felt needed
If love was red then she was colour blind
All her friend they've been tried for treason
And crimes that were never defined
She's saying, "Love is like a barren place,
And reaching out for human faith
Is like a journey I just don't have a map for"
So baby's gonna take a dive and
Push the shift to overdrive
Send a signal that she's hanging
All her hopes on the stars
What a pleasant dream

I would fly to the moon & back if you'll be...
If you'll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we belong
So would you be my baby?

NEW FOUND GLORY - DRESSED TO KILL

I know it's hard for you, to understand what i'm going through
but now i sit here to remind myself, you're always dressed to kill
and you feel like you owe it to the world, but you owe it to yourself
and you're, you're not here, and i can't stop pretending
that you're forever mine...and i, i can't dream anymore since you left
i miss you singing me to sleep, i can't wake anymore in your arms
i miss you singing me to sleep, 'cheer up' my friends all say
you're better alone anyway, but you're always on tour
and you're never home, i'm always dressed to kill
and i feel like i owe to the world, but i owe it to myself
and you're, you're not here, and i can't stop pretending
that you're forever mine...and i, i can't dream anymore since you left
i miss you singing me to sleep, i can't wake anymore in your arms
i miss you singing me to sleep, cheer up my friends all say...
and i can't stop pretending, that you're forever mine
you're better alone anyway, and you're not here, not here
i can't dream anymore since you left, i miss you singing me to sleep
i can't wake anymore in your arms, i miss you singing me to sleep
cheer up my friends all say...

LENE MARLIN - UNFORGIVABLE SINNER

Kinda lose your sense of time/'Cause the days don't matter no more
All the feelings that you hide/Gonna tear you up inside
You hope she knows you tried

Follows you around all day/And you wake up soaking wet
'Cause between this world and eternity/There is a face you hope to see

You know where you've sent her/You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off/But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there/Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words/And now she's up there
Sings like an angel/Unforgivable Sinner

You've been walking around in tears/No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same/Someone cries and you're to blame

Struggling with a fight inside/Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't disappear/Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear

You know where you've sent her/You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off/But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there/Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words/And now she's up there
Sings like an angel/Unforgivable Sinner

Maybe one time lost/But now you're found
Stand right up before/You hit the ground
Maybe one time lost/But now you're found
Stand right up before/You hit the ground - hit the ground

You know where you've sent her/You sure know where you are
You're trying to ease off/But you know you won't get far
And now she's up there/Sings like an angel
But you can't hear those words/And now she's up there
Sings like an angel/Unforgivable Sinner
STAIND - OUTSIDE

And you / Bring me to my knees
Again / All the times
That I could beg you please / In vain
All the times / That I felt insecure
For you / But I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside / And I'm looking in
I can see through you / See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly / Your ugly like me
I can see through you / See to the real you

All the times / That I felt like this won't end
Was for you / And I taste
What I could never have / It's from you
All the times / That I've tried
My intentions / Full of pride
But I waste / More time than anyone
But I'm on the outside / And I'm looking in
I can see through you / See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly / Your ugly like me
I can see through you / See to the real you

All the times / That I've cried
All this wasted / It's all inside
And I feel / All this pain
Stuffed it down / It's back again
And I lie / Here in bed
All alone / I can't mend
But I feel / Tomorrow wil be OK

But I'm on the outside / And I'm looking in
I can see through you / See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly / Your ugly like me
I can see through you / See to the real you

PLACEBO - NANCY BOY

HOLE - CELEBRITY SKIN

Oh make me over/I'm all I wanna be
A walking study/In Demonology
Hey, so glad you could make it/yeah, now you've really made it
Hey, there's only us who made it now
Oh look at my face
My name is might have been
My name is never was
My name's forgotten
Hey,so glad you could make it
yeah,now you've really made it
Hey,there's only us here now

When i wake up in my makeup
It's too early for that dress
Wilted and faded somewhere in Hollywood
I'm glad I came here with your pound of flesh
No second billing cause you're a star now
Oh Cinderella, they aren't sluts like you
Beautiful garbage beautiful dresses
Can you stand up or will you just fall down

You better watch out
Oh what you wish for
It better to be worth it
So much to die for

Hey,so glad you could make it
yeah,now you've really made it
Hey,there's only us here now
When i wake up in my makeup
Have you ever felt so used up as this
It's all so sugarless
hooker/waitress, model/actress
oh just go nameless
Honeysuckle
She's full of poison
She obliterated everything she kissed
Now she's fading somewhere in Hollywood
I'm glad I came here with your pound of flesh

You want a part of me
Well I'm not sellin cheap
No, I'm not sellin cheap

TOPLOADER - ACHILLIES HEEL

Goodbye to the sky/I know I can't fly but I feel love do you know
How I feel?
You are my achilles heel/Hello to below
I feel love flow like a river flow you and I Standing still
You are my achilles heel

Feeling free yeah what about me? / Well you gotta give it up coz I feel love do you know
How I feel?
You are my achilles heel/ Goodbye to the sky
I know I can't fly but I feel love do you know
How I feel?
You are my achilles heel

1: For there's a child in your eyes and the child never dies
To keep the dream alive/ With the aid of second sight
I can push with all my might/To make a statue in the sky
Of my achilles heel
Small fry don't know why/ Gotta get high just to love life
You are my highs and lows from my head to my toes I said hey la
Will I go far?
Will I go far - cos I love life/ Do you know how I feel?
You are my achilles heel
I said Oh no no / Will I go slow?
Now will I go slow? / When the feeling flows

Repeat 1

Well you're feeling free/So what about me?
I said hello and goodbye/But I don't know why
Well while we're small fry / On the line
With my achilles heel / Achilles heel etc (- to fade)

NIRVANA - COME AS YOU ARE

Come as you are, as you were,As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is yours, just don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as an old memoria
Come dowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend, as an old memoria
And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun

FEEDER - SWIM

GARBAGE - YOU LOOK SO FINE

You look so fine
I want to break your heart
And give you mine
You're taking me over
It's so insane
You've got me tethered and chained
I hear your name
And I'm falling over
I'm not like all the other girls
I can't take it like the other girls
I won't share it like the other girls
That you used to know

You look so fine

Knocked down
Cried out
Been down just to find out
I'm through
Bleeding for you
I'm open wide
I want to take you home
We'll waste some time
You're the only one for me

You look so fine
I'm like the desert tonight
Leave her behind
If you want to show me
I'm not like all the other girls
I won't take it like the other girls
I won't fake it like the other girls
That you used to know

You're taking me over
Over and over
I'm falling over
Over and over
You're taking me over
Drown in me one more time
Hide inside me tonight
Do what you want to do
Just pretend happy end
Let me know let it show

Ending with letting go (3x)

Let's pretend, happy end (4x)