3th Decemer,2002
Ok so have i just got the shock of my life?? I come online and Flick asks me if i'm 'uh' this weirdo person who has been writing nasty messages in peoples tagboards, because this person has typed my address in as the url! So i'm like...ok, thats completely horrid, since ive only just met matt, and i certainly wouldn't leave him nasty messages about lora, who i have never ever spoken too...its completely baffled me. So this is me clearing my name cos believe it or not its upset me. I've only just got my site back up and have started links with people to promote my site a bit, and it looks like this person decided to choose my address, whoever they are, and make it look like me.
So...umm to matt, 'uh' is not me, ok? If i didnt like you or your friends i wouldnt visit your site and post pretend messages to wind you up. I have enough trouble in keeping up to date with ppls blogs, chatting to my friends and now keeping this site up to date. So i recieve hate,i'm not going to be v.happy at all.
Dani was feeling hurt @ 7.40pm.
3rd December, 2002
Oh by the way, i had tuna salad for dinner tonight. :-p
he asked us, "be you angels?" and we said, "nay, we are but men - ROCK!"
Dani was listening to Tenacious D @ 9.50pm.
3rd December, 2002
Jeez like, i havent updated in bloody ages...but i was just bored with the net stuff...but now im back and back to stay!
Went round and saw Flick just a minute ago...i havent seen her for ages since we had a bit of a tiff - not that we've apologised to each other, but thats ok cos i'm just gonna start over and forget what was said.
The lucky moose went and saw Nickleback last night - its been ages since i went to a gig but i really want to soon, i just forgot how wicked it felt jumping with a crowd with your favourite song ringing so loudly in your ears and your going with everyone's vibes...it rules.
I'm gonna try not to do what other people do with their sites, and that is to get bloody boring. Besides my life is pretty much exciting at the weekends, mostly because i am drunk the whole time! Hell, i am 18, give me a break...
I'm probably not going to write a blog everyday, with rubbish such as: 'today i ate pizza and chips, then i had a shower and now i'm going to bed.' That sort of shit would drive me crazy.
Anyway, i want to plug her again cos she's crazy and her...just because!
I'm going to get my friend to help make me a new image layout soon, so it won't be all black...lol.
Might blog later about what i have for dinner [joking] :-)
Love Dani
P.S OOOh and check out all my content, it's totally up to date...go me! [It's not like me to be soooo organised!
Leave me nice messages ;-)
"You do it toooo yourself, you do, just you, you and no one else..."
Dani was listening to Radiohead @ 3.04pm.
16th October, 2002
Hey guys well, i started the voluntary work thing today and you know, it wasnt too bad. It was quite good actually. Its been ages since i was in a classroom, so in that break i was kinda unsure if that was the career i wanted to go into. But now i'm back in the swing of it, i know its the path which is right for me. And i'm the most happiest when i'm doing what i'm doing.
I dont really mind working for free, it's only for 3 hours and i have that to spare. Anyhow, when there are no jobs available, it'll look good on the old CV i guess!
Thanks again for all my little dailies kind comments over msn
James Pender, if youre reading this [you should be!] then send me my email you beast! =) Love ya hunni
Just finished downloading 'smack my bitch up', So, i'm off to bed. Oh and Jay you really cheered me up tonight. Thank you.
Dani was dancing to The Prodigy @ 10.25pm.
12th October, 2002
What a wicked friday night!! Started off down the grungy pub, listening to classics and drinking sambuca and smirnoff ice with peanuts at the bottom *Fume at James, it wasn't funny*, and the off to the gay pub...this is or james, it's only fair if we hang out to go places he wants to go as well, and i dont mind because everyone there is happy anyway. And when we got there, to both of our pleasure, some guy who was hired starting stripping! It was so cool! He had a watergun that was full of baby oil and got people to squirt him...he was wearing these tiny kylie-like hotpants that were silver and right at the end, he pulled them off and came into the audience, completely nakeey! Did i look? What do you think! Highlight of the evening!! Then i staggered into Subway and got a roll type thing, carried on staggering home and flumped into bed with lettuce all over me! This morning i don't feel too bad...me and James are meeting up later this afternoon because he's getting his lip pierced. Cool!
Bye!
Dani was thinking of the naked gay man @ 11.30am.
11th October, 2002
Went down the pub last night...it was good! Me and Jamesy drank one big bottle of the most disgusting red wine you've ever tasted...eugh...not feeling 100% today, but nevermind, 'it's all your fault' says my mum as i stagger downstairs this morning. Jeez like, i think they make so much noise in the morning on purpose - just cos i dont have a job they feel the need to wake me up - knowning once i'm awake, thats it, i'm up for the day.
Back to the pub - its the best place to be...it rules. Me and Jim nearly fell asleep on the sofas, whilst having an interesting conversation about going down on people, =) James asking me exactly where the clit is =), and me using a bottle strangely enough to show him and describe what exactly it was! But then he was worse with the bottle, when he showed me what he likes [he's gay], he started licking my bottle of water! Haha bet you don't remember that Jimbo!
My mum suggested instead of sitting at home all day with no intention of getting a job, comfort eating all our crisps and chocolate, i should go and work voluntary in a school. I'm like...ummm....how about NO! Lets work for fudging free, no really. I aint a skivvy. I aint working for free.
So we're in Sainsbury's, and the woman i'm meant to ask for this job at the school walks in...my mum physically pushed me past the vegetables over to the fruit and made me ask! And of course, someone working for free is just perfect...'yes sure, we'd love that'. mmph.
Thanks Mum! *sarcastic*
And a real thanks for everyone's nice comments about my site over msn. I know the guestbook isn't working! I'll get on the case as soon as i can [be bothered]
Dani was awake *doh!* @ 12.50pm.
9th October, 2002
Goddamnit. I've been trying to hard not to be bothered by the way i've been feeling recently, but i can't. I feel like i'm going to burst if i don't say it.
You shouldn’t speak about your feelings over the internet because you don’t know who could be reading it. So I’m not devling into the depths of my feelings because no one wants to read a load of crap. My internet friends care, they have actually been there more for me than real people.
Who are so real that I have been really down for the last week and have asked loads of them to do stuff with me and they are all too busy. Its not like I want extensive hours – to be honest, I would have just been happy with a cuddle from someone. Even if it lasted two seconds.
At least I’d know someone cared a little bit about me and could make the goddamn effort. I swear some people see friendship as a very different thing to me. I let my mates know I will be there for them as soon as they need me – they only have to let me know I’m needed and I would come running. So why doesn’t anyone want to run to me?
Jeez like.
Dani was feeling low @ 10.50am.
8th October, 2002
Man i got the weirdiest news ever today - my best friend Dave is coming home! He's only been away 3 weeks, at uni in Scotland of all places to go - and he absolutely hates it, so much so he doesnt think he can take any longer. So him and his boyfriend are jacking it in and coming home!
I was really unhappy at first because i want him to give it a go, but like he says, life is about being happy. And if it makes him happy, then i will be happy for him. Its weird, i was just getting used to the fact that he was gone - he's been my backbone for nearly two years and i was just seeing if i could actually function without him - i know i can, because over the past year i have done. And plugging myself here but i think i personally did well, i cut out a lot of friendships for his, literally dumping all my college mates. When he got his boyfriend [and don't get me wrong, i love his man 2!] it went very much downhill - going from siamese twins to being a bit alone, but in time i have re-built friendships. Now he's coming home it's a little strange...hmmmm.
Got the best fansign from Hotty today, one of my friends. He's kick ass at making them, using a picture of my belly. Don't be fooled, his other one is not of my arse! Haha have i had questions about that...
Looked at Kayleigh's website today and saw she has used my layout as her 'first paid for layout' and has taken a screen shot of my website, hopefully this will achieve more visitors! Come, come, check it all out!
I know you feel guilty Kayleigh for me giving you a pressie, but i would feel guilty if i hadn't, so we're both as stupid as each other! Anyway, i love it, you love the book so we're just peachy! And you have kept your side of the bargain (especially when the guestbook is fixed!)100% totally!
I'm going to hassle more people on making me a fansign...there is nothing more exciting to boost your confidence than getting one that expresses sooo much love!
Saw my little Flickity-Flick in the flesh today and she took some pictures of me to scan on, so finally i'll have some Dani pics on my site. Dunno why I'm not exactly photogenic, i look like a ming dog in pictures.
Well this ming-dog has to go hassle people now - there are people on my msn list just begging to be bothered by me!
Dani @ 5.14pm.
7th October, 2002
Wow, it feels so good to finally be blogging again, at my new home, xdanibabyx! Of course, Kayleigh, the absolute babe queen needs a mention, because of course she made it for me! =) At the moment, she completely rules!
Phew. Well i do feel quite at home! I just need tons more online friends so Kayleigh, you're gonna have to stretch the bargain to getting me new friends as well lol! I will be plugging anyone that gets in contact with me, with a site or without. I sure have missed having my own little webspace to do all my usual ranting, raving, slagging off and any other random thoughts that come into my mind. Sponges. Dogs. Sheep. Girlish good looks. Mwah ha.
Yes quite.
At my current state, i am feeling quite happy, i don't have a job at the moment [something my mum is NOT v.happy about] so all of today i have been bumming, like the last two weeks have been. And bumming, is fantastic. I got up at some time, watched trashy tv, surfed the net, ate lunch and then [and this is how lazy i actually am] called a cab to take me to the pub, which is only about ten minutes walk! This might not sound that bad, but it was more the fact i had to raid my brother's money stash to get some money £££....
The easy life. It suits me. Hey! I am going to uni in September, i will be doing something with my life...i've done school and college, i'm having a rest. Well deserved i think. [wink wink].
Again, thanks to Kayleigh, you kick ass cyber-biatch! <3<3<3<3
My first blog =) Yay.
Dani @ 6.50pm.