bonjour, je m'appelle sonia
My name is Sonia which is pronounced as "Sawn-yuh". I'm 15 and was born as a Virgo on September 03, 1989. I'm half Laosian, a quarter Pomo Indian, and a quarter German. Right now I go to a high school in northern California as a sophomore (10th grade). My three close friends include Alex (who I've known since 7th grade), Jessica (who I've known since 8th grade), and Sammy (my cousin who I've known my whole life) but I am also really close with my older sister, one of my favorite people in the whole world, Christy. I also have 2 other siblings, David and Siso. Oh, and of course my parents. haha. I love my mama.

my interests of today
I have a huge-ass crush on PETER PAN, fuck Tinker Bell (Jk, I luv you Tink). In the real world, there's this curly haired hottie named Benjamin who I very much fancy. I'm gay for Angelina Jolie and I'll grab Johnny Depp's ass anyday. I have many favorite bands, but right now I listen the most to Billy Talent, Slipknot, Chevelle, Future Leaders of the World, Eminem, and Korn. My favorite movies have to be Harry Potter, The Missing, The Butterfly Effect, Peter Pan, and the LotR series. Books that rock are Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card, Milkweed by Jerry Spinelli, and of course, Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling. I love food (I'm an official fatass), mostly Thai food, fast food, and chocolate. Oh, and water does a body good. MAKE IT MIKE'S! Yeah, I'm a loser. On a good day, a buzzed loser. o_O

i'm a moodswinger
People may call me weird, which I am. I've also heard things such as stupid, smart, quiet, loud, talks too much, doesn't talk enough, hyper, slow, and so on and so forth. Once some guy said I should take Ridilin... Hm... At school, I'm not really labeled. Actually, yes I am. I guess people would either label me an outcast or a wanderer. I walk around the whole school every lunch perfectly content talking to my friend Sammy and say hey to all of my aquaintances as we pass them by. People that don't quite know me very well sometimes think I'm a skater (I don't skate...), a pot head (I don't smoke...) or a rocker (I fucken, rock but I'm not a rocker...) because of my clothes (I'm not grungy at all, I swear), my shoes ( DVS Shoes = Cool), the people I hang out with (Sammy = Weed Lover) and because of my mp3 player (I have a couple rap songs on there, I swear...). I used to write a lot, stories, poems, etc. Recently I can't write a poem if my life depended on it, my imagination is fucken burned out, all I can do is journal. Depression = Creativity. Without it, I'm hopeless. Right now, I really just read (Peter Pan is hot), listen to music (try Wait and Bleed by Slipknot), and eat (Pot bellies are sexy). I used to be a Prozac druggie but stopped after a two months because I thought it made me too ignorant. It made me happy, which is the absence of sorrow, and the absence of sorrow is just ignorance, therefore ignorance is bliss. Sorry, anyways, the depression hasn't really hit me yet, the obsession slapped me hard in the face, and the social anxiety (shyness) is gradually creeping towards me. Some people call me funny, but really, it's just me being stupid and it seems to humor people.

what the future holds
I really don't know. I'm not doing too well in school right now. I don't know what I wanna do when I'm out there on my own. All I know is that I want and need to graduate high school and go to college. I'm thinking something to do with media, examples would be something to do with movies, tv, journalism, photography, etc. If not, I'd like to study psychology or history...

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