Disenchantment Part 1

Lyrics:
Tiptoe Please
Don't wake up Dad
you don't want to
make him mad
I'm so heartsick
I ache so bad
for all the things
I should've had
I don't fit in
I don't feel loved
This isn't what
I dreamed of
disallusioned
disenchanted
I fall down
completely emptied
I hid in the closet
every day
I had no place
to run away
I couldn't go
outside to play
childhood folly
words I couldn't say

Lyrics: April Perea, Music: Samantha Sensat, Daniel Perea

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Song Story:

This song is an amalgamation of two major negative things that happened during my childhood. (Part One is about my childhood disenchantment and lack of love. Part Two is about my adulthood disenchantment and lack of love). Samantha wrote the awesomest guitar riff for my lyrics and then the rest just came together after that. Daniel thinks the song sounds "Black Sabbath-y", which I suppose isn't such a bad thing =P