GOOD BYE

My heart is breaking, how can this be?
Do you even know how much this hurts me?
I was hoping you'd wait, but there was no guarantee.
I loved you so much. Couldn't you see?
I guess it's my fault for going away,
Yet after all this time I'm not sure what to say.
I wish I could change things to how they were before,
But I must live in the present and the past can be no more.
I've honestly tried to forget your laughter and your smile,
Yet, I can never block it out, not even for awhile.
I'll always remember the love and the tears,
The talks we've had of our hopes and our fears.
We've shared so much, now look where we are,
To think that we could get this far!
I must go on, what else can I do?
But I will always remember the gift that is you.