HEART BREAK

as time goes by
a single tear rolls from my eye
the memories are so hard to face
everything in my life is so out of place
the rides in the fair and the walks on the beach
now all those moments are out of my reach
when I think about the times we kissed
i grow weak and restrain the feelings I miss
oh how these feelings grow
the feelings I try not to show
all this time I have been hiding my pain
but now, I feel as if these feelings I can't      restrain
how I can hold back all this hurt - I don't know
yet time always seems to go on - Just like rivers      will flow
oh, I begged you not to go
but all you could tell me was a heartbreaking no
to me- life is so unfair
i told you that I really cared
still you ignored my pleas and left
did you know that you committed theft?
it was my heart that you stole
now there isn't anything in my chest except an      empty hole
fish will swim and birds will sing
yet nothing hurts as much as what a lost love      brings
sometimes I stay up at night and cry
sometimes I wish that I would die
my soul burns with an erotic desire
as a flame bursts into a fire
oh how my heart has an incredible yearning
when my soul is damned with an eternal burning
so now it's time for me to take my life
i hold on to the blades of the knife
i stab myself with a bloodcurdling scream
don't worry for you will see me in your dreams
i will never forget your love
as I wait for you up above

jason nguyen